Chapter 375

"Dear husband, I think this is the first and last time for me to communicate with you in this way, because I really want to start my new life. I don't want to entangle in the previous dark days and talk to a nonexistent you every day when the night comes.

We have to make a decision, don't we? Those who sit in and darkness, of course, include me. Whenever night comes, when a person lies on such a big bed and closes his eyes, our past events begin to broadcast in his mind like a slide. I think I've never felt you really left me since you left, because you left me a person who reminds me of you whenever I see her, you know?

She is our daughter. My name is Xiao Yueyue. But every midnight since my child returned home, without my child, I feel that my whole person has become a ghost. A person's Day is called the day when we break up. You're gone. In that strange world I can't go to, I won't be fully responsible for my strange life. Of course, I don't need you to pay any responsibility. On the contrary, I appreciate the time with you. Because we really loved, there is also a crystallization of love, but now think about the fact that you are far away from me, I can only sigh with tears. This sigh is open and distant, like the bleak rain in the desolate courtyard at midnight.

I have also asked why people in love can't stay together. At the moment when we are separated by Yin and Yang, none of us can smile calmly at ourselves! I don't remember where I saw a paragraph saying that love is just a dream. No matter what kind of love, there must be pain and loneliness. After the dream that two people had together, one woke up first and then left calmly. Waiting to meet someone again, he will dream again, and the other is in a coma and unwilling to wake up! Doubt you are the one who is dizzy! Dear husband, I can't be in a coma. I have to finish my studies, you know?

For our daughter, I have to finish my studies. I want to be different myself, so dear, you must not mind where I meet someone, continue a dream and continue to dream of two people. Really, honey, I'm going to put it down!

Others say that after breaking up, for people who don't love, there is only one less burden after all. Without the burden, they can continue to embark on a new journey. But if you break up, for the people you still love, the pain really burns their hearts, and the tears must still bloom on the once beautiful face. The once tangled cotton will also lead the soul in the dream. After the song ends, they are far away from each other, the most familiar strangers. But dear, you must know that my letting go is not a burden, but Ruoxi must let go.

I can't let others let irrelevant people pay for the mistakes we made because we were young and frivolous. People should learn to put down, don't they? If I can't put it down, I can't move forward with too heavy things, you know? If I can't move forward, I can't continue my good life. I still have a little Yueyue, so I must live brilliantly in the future. I Lin Ruoxi can't just be a poisonous tongue woman and complain about everything like this. I can't go on like this, you know?

Dear ones, don't ask me why I want to put it down. In fact, it's difficult for me to stand the slow simmer of the prosperous love. For others, it may be common to change their taste. If there is really another reason, then I can only say, dear people, although we have been in love, but we are not really in love. Maybe we really have no real love. Our together is purely for my loneliness, which has nothing to do with love.

Therefore, it's really not a bad thing for me to choose to put it down. If one accommodates you and talks with you who no longer exist in every lonely midnight, I think I'll really go crazy in this strange country. Instead of talking with you who doesn't exist at all in the midnight, I'll let Ruoxi suffer from lovesickness alone, It's better to let go and do something more meaningful!

Maybe it's because I care too much about you. After all, my father owes you a life, but I think we're clear now, because I have xiaoyueyue. Xiaoyueyue is the continuation of your life. I will take good care of her and make her the pride of your family in the future. I will do what Lin Ruoxi said, so dear ones, live a quiet life in that world and live well, we will be very good.

At the beginning, I may not adapt, but I believe I will adapt to this day of moving towards a new life, which is also the trace of my growth in life. I will still believe in love, and this relationship ready to be buried will not make me depressed.

I believe that love will not stop in time. Spring will always come, and the swallows leaving the nest will always return. Such bitter days will eventually pass. So, dear you, I must say goodbye to myself in the past. There is no deep hatred between this beautiful world and me.

After reading this passage twice, Lin Ruoxi folded the letter paper, took out his only remaining picture of Wang Yue from the drawer, went out and walked alone to the holy land of Buddha sound winding for psychological comfort. Then he found a quiet place, squatted on the ground and lit the letter and photo.

"Goodbye! Dear Wang Yue! " After getting up, Lin Ruoxi took a deep look at the direction of the wisp of smoke and decided to leave the place.

"Dad - are you busy?" Lin Ruoxi's sunny voice made Lin Kai feel a little uncomfortable when he received the call The child originally agreed to have a video with Xiao Yueyue yesterday. As a result, he and Xia Yuhan didn't call until 11 o'clock. Why didn't he have a video and even a phone? Lin Ruoxi called.

"Dad, I have an exam this morning, so I was reading and reviewing yesterday. It was a little late at the end. I think you and xiaoyueyue have gone to bed, so I didn't bother you anymore." Lin Ruoxi didn't say that reading Xia Yuhan's email affected her mood of the day and her whole person.

"Dad - I'm sorry! Are you in the company now? If I'm not busy in the company, can I see xiaoyueyue later? I may be busy with my homework during this period, so I won't have to have a video with xiaoyueyue in two weeks. If I want a video, I'll call in advance. "

Lin Kai finally breathed a sigh of relief when he heard Lin Ruoxi say so.

"Yes! Boy, can you do it in about twenty minutes? I'm going home now! "

"OK, Dad, in half an hour! Drive carefully and don't worry. " Lin Ruoxi hung up after saying that.

After Lin Kai hung up the phone, he quickly called Xia Yuhan and asked Xiao Yueyue to take a taxi home, because the doctor said he could be discharged today, but he is still going to the hospital. If he waits for his past for too long, if Ruoxi is suspicious, he will be in trouble!