Chapter 337

After dealing with Li Xin's aftermath, Lin Kai was extremely tired. After reading the words of the two women, especially after reading Xia Yuhan's last private letter to himself, Lin Kai's heart suddenly felt like falling into the ice cellar.

The night was already deep, but Lin Kai was not sleepy at all. It has been eight years since Xia Yuhan and I first met. Every bit of them together is like a slide in their mind again and again.

There have been three opportunities for two people to be together, but every time it is fate to make people. They are always missed by living like this.

"Hello! The number you dialed is turned off. " When he couldn't help it, Lin Kai took out his mobile phone to call Xia Yuhan, but the other party's phone had been turned off. Lin Kai knew that this beautiful woman would always turn off her phone.

The next day, the media in w City suddenly exposed a good news about Lin Kai.

"Lin Kai, the richest man in w City, married the second wife in his life and died of dystocia. It was one year and nine months since his ex-wife died. It seems that the rich businessman is Rick's wife, so girls don't just want men's money. Life is much more important than money... "As soon as Lin Kai arrived at the company, his secretary took a w morning paper and showed Lin Kai the headline gossip.

"Well! I see. Go and do something! " The Secretary thought Lin Kai would be furious and would investigate who operated the matter, but Lin Kai just said I know.

Don't be prepared for anything. It doesn't mean anything to yourself.

Lin Kai sat at his desk and began to calmly deal with the documents that need to be signed on his desk. As long as he works hard, Lin Kai will forget all his unhappiness and will completely focus on his work. After finishing the work at hand, it was close to noon. After rubbing his astringent eyes, Lin Kai turned on the computer and habitually turned on QQ. Unexpectedly, he received another private letter from Xia Yuhan.

"Lin Kai, I think it's more appropriate for me to call you like this. I've been thinking about your story with me. What has left me in the eight years since I realized it? Is there anything I particularly miss? I don't know the answer myself. If you want to say something, you have given me three times of sexual love that I will never forget! I can't help but say that it really impresses me deeply. That feeling is like you put a poisonous insect in my body. It makes me devour my heart and my body so cruelly every lonely midnight. What kind of pain does a woman endure loneliness at midnight and recall the details of sexual love with you every time?

In your and my world, I made the story start, but I no longer have the courage to let the story continue. For a cowardly person, once all the stories go on, either let you hope or let myself down, so unconsciously, I'm still ready to eliminate myself. Therefore, I know more deeply that I am really a person who does not accept the surrounding world and lives in my own world. I always don't know why I can't integrate into other people's lives, and I don't understand whether my abnormal hurt others or others' normal hurt myself. In this society, Yuhan has been eager to find a life suitable for his posture, but sadly found that many times, what I love is only the reflection of my soul in the water, bewitching the feeling that I can never capture, and I am an empty person living in this world and constantly forgetting myself.

Sometimes, when a person walks in the street and faces one face after another, I wonder how many of these people will know me or even have a blind date? The probability is so small that people almost think it doesn't exist. Even if there are one or two, what will it bring me? Are you happy? Painful? Is it indifferent? enthusiastic? gentle and soft? Rough? wait. Thinking of this, he suddenly began to smile dumbly.

Sometimes I wonder if you will suddenly stop and remind me when you walk around the corner when you get off work. In the dead of night, when I look at the light outside the window, will I occasionally think of and think of a very familiar sentence "you are the song I heard when I walked along a river, from the other bank, but it is not that I don't have a boat ferry as the original words say, but that I stubbornly want to find a boat ferry, and forget that there is a bridge on the river.

Lin Kai, the reason why we have been able to go through eight years may be that we have enjoyed each other's souls for some time, but how many souls in the world can surpass time and space and body? What's more, most of the time, we appreciate each other because I don't know you. What about the so-called love? It's just a fictional bed. Let the heart rest on this bed, and then open the flower love that emits poison and tempts desire like poppy? Yuhan really doesn't know whether it has sometimes become an excuse for modern people to be ambiguous with each other, and whether it has also become a lie for everyone to embrace each other with language. When desires are scattered and grow in our bodies, the so-called love is depressed on one side. It doesn't understand when it has become a luxury and can't afford it.

Yuhan understands that all the beginning and end are just a paragraph of text. You once said that you like Yuhan's text. Sometimes I feel that I in the text is much more real than Yuhan in life, and I always doubt whether I am the right person for the position in your heart you describe. Therefore, I hesitate, I hesitate. So, just keep calm!

Lin Kai, maybe you think all this is just a game from beginning to end, and everything is over. Even if we have never really started, it will come to a dismal end.

I don't know if this is the ending. Maybe later, I will be in the mood to rewrite this ending. Perhaps, these words are also the most beautiful and gentle gesture I made for this incomplete love. It should be my last sweet smile to you.

Lin Kai, don't worry about your mother. I know you must have your own reason to put her beside me. I will try my best to take care of the old man, because Xin'er and I have been used to the days with her for so long. I even believe that one day the lovely old man will wake up.

I've said a lot. This is the last time I'll give you something written. I may really cherish words like gold for you in the future. Let's say goodbye! "

When Lin Kai finished reading it, he felt that his heart was raining again.