Chapter 329

Li Xin returned to the beautiful home alone. Looking at the empty home, there was no life. From Lin Kai's text message to herself, the woman knew that everything was irreparable.

Lin Kai doesn't hold himself accountable and doesn't publish this matter to the public. He'd better give up when he sees the good!

The talented student who returned from studying in Berlin University sat at his desk and thought of every bit since he met Lin Kai. He has always been paying and wishful thinking. The other party has never given him a little tenderness.

Turning on the computer, Li Xin began to say goodbye to Lin Kai in her own way.

Dear husband: please allow me to call you like this for the last time. I finally know that the furthest distance in the world is not the ends of the earth, nor the separation of life and death, but the distance between heart and heart. The sad thing is that I will never get your heart and your trust again, even if I used to be so unbearable, I can't go back. All my dreams about love have been broken by reality, and I no longer resent. Since I can't last forever, it means that you're not the one to accompany me forever! You just gave me a dream forever.

I think, maybe it's just that I unilaterally appreciated your behavior in the world for some time, but how many souls in the world can surpass time and space and body? What's more, most of the time it's because I don't know you. When you really know me, it's over.

You and I are actually a mistake from the beginning. Such a mistake can't make our story continue to happen. For a person who doesn't despise me, once all the stories continue, you will be completely disappointed, so I will be eliminated by you unconsciously.

After this incident, I know more deeply that I am really a person who does not accept the world around me and a person who lives in my own world. I don't know why I can't integrate into other people's lives, and I don't understand whether my abnormal hurt others or others' normal hurt myself. I have been eager to find a life suitable for my posture, but I found that many times, what I love is the reflection of my soul in the water, bewitching the feeling that I can never capture, and I am a woman who lives in this world and wants to constantly forget myself.

At the beginning, I really didn't expect that our story would end in such a hurry. I used to be confident that you, me and our children would walk through many mountains and rivers together, but now our story has come to an end in such a hurry. So sad, so sad, so helpless

In fact, the original beauty is like a mirror. What is reflected from the mirror of love is just what we think we see, because there is a face behind each face. We accept all the distorted reality of the world and the Distorted Love composed of distorted reality. What about love? It is just a fictional bed on which the heart can rest, and then open flowers that emit poison and tempt desire like poppies. It has become a lie that embraces each other with words. Sigh and love grow in people's eyes, but they always make people blind

Perhaps, some feelings in the world will slowly surface only through the precipitation of time. I always sigh that the passage of time has brought each other's feelings, but if we let our feelings grow with the growth of time, will I still lose them? Unfortunately, it was too late for me to know. The destruction of love is like tearing up a pure beauty, which is bleak and desolate. For the two people who once loved each other, the pain is not to doubt that the other party doesn't love you, but to find another day that they just fall in love with a shadow in their mind, and the person they love has already changed and don't even know themselves.

It is said that love is invincible and fragile. Sometimes death can't be blocked. Sometimes one word and one thing can hurt each other. Love is always a lingering temptation in my life. I know that sometimes I can't retreat completely, but I still have to break in. Sometimes I think that people in love are no different from gamblers. They are gambling. If they win, they can get happiness and happiness. If they lose, they will gain pain and lessons. Love and regret have always been closely related. Love full of regret has existed at all times and in all countries, that is, it happens all the time around us. And I may be a lonely bug! Forever wandering on the edge of love, but can't break the cocoon into a butterfly.

Dear husband, when we come to this step today, love has really gone away from me. Maybe I didn't get love originally. I know we can't go back to the past again. I became a wandering pear flower, stained with the bitterness of dust. Our tragedy is that I'm too self righteous. When the contradiction is irreconcilable, it becomes a necessity. Of course, everything before this, as well as the elements of care, but once you don't care about anything, what do I have left? Even if there are only memories, there are several embarrassments when I think of it. Perhaps, in my whole life, I am not suitable for the feeling of moths flying into the fire, only for the breeze and water, not for the storm. I am too rational, too scheming and too calculating, so I am not suitable for you. This is my conclusion

You are the song I heard when I walked along a river, from the other side, but even if I met each other, I finally returned to the origin. However, I stubbornly wanted to find a boat ferry, but forgot to cross the bridge, I may not be able to find people. For some people, love is a handshake, a hand in hand and a wave, Maybe it's not that people don't want to love and depend on each other, but they are destined to face separation when they get together.

You and I have a long or short life. Maybe you borrowed a beautiful legend about love to me. You and I may be continuing our relationship thousands of years ago. The fate is gone. Thousands of years ago, you were just a passer-by riding by my sedan, but you were not the one who took me on my horse and walked hand in hand. Then, maybe that's the only way. When I still like you, I am willing to change all my words into the past tense. When it should not end, I choose to make a curtain call and exit.

Li Xin's letter to Lin Kai ended here, saved the document on the desktop and wrote a note: "to my favorite man". Then turn it off calmly.

Then the calm and cruel woman spread out the letterhead on the table and wrote her last letter.

"Dear Dad, when you read this letter, your daughter has been separated from you. Dad, allow me to choose this way to leave you and mom. My child is gone. I personally buried her young life. Because I'm afraid that her life will become a threat to me. I'm afraid that one day when she lives, Lin Kai will know that I once wore a green hat for him. I'm afraid that Lin Kai will know that this child is not his kind at all. So, dear dad, I chose this way to end. I want to go to that world to accompany my lovely children. I don't want to live in the shadow of guilt for the rest of my life. The reason why I chose this way to end my meaningless life is that I don't want Lin Kai to find any reason or excuse to coerce you and say something that can't be exposed to the sun in your career. So, dear dad, live well with my mother and enjoy the rest of your life. "Love your daughter, Li Xin"

After writing this letter, Li Xin picked up her mobile phone and called her mother: "Mom, if you're not too busy, will you come to Jingxiu garden to see me?"

"Li Xin, I have something to do at your aunt Jiang's house. It's estimated that I'll be there in about half an hour. You're good at home waiting for your mother to go back and cook delicious food for you!" The mother at the other end of the phone hung up in the sound of playing mahjong.

Desperate, Li Xin took out barbiturate from her coat pocket, fed it to her mouth and swallowed it

Li Zhiyuan and his wife devoted their whole life to cultivating their daughter, so she was very unwilling to leave the cold world. The woman was desperate when she was dying. She didn't have the courage to live before she embarked on such a road of no return.