Chapter 322

From the moment when the amniotic fluid began to break, Li Xin felt a strong sense of dependence on the man under the same roof because of her strong fear and severe physical pain. She never looked at herself positively when she needed her husband in the legal sense, Actually, I asked the nanny to do something for myself that my husband should have done.

Perhaps from that moment on, Li Xin's heart began to be covered with a layer of dust, and the dust on the ground and furniture would be swept away, but once a person's heart was covered with dust, it was difficult to remove it.

At that moment, Li Xin, a scheming woman, had lost her last patience with her husband in the legal sense. Although she planned to design her own marriage from the beginning, began to approach this man purposefully, and did not hesitate to threaten this man with her father's authority, so far this man still has no sign of falling in love with you, so at the moment, Li Xin hates this man.

Maybe it's not like gnashing your teeth with hate, but I feel that I can't love anymore. In fact, when a woman first became a man's woman, she always thought of the same thing. That woman didn't think she loved a man. In her heart, she thought there was a man outside. It's estimated that more than half of the women wouldn't do this.

When Li Xin watched her man leave the ward that day, her heart was dripping with blood, because the next thing she had to accept was the bloody reality as a mother, although she would be heartbroken, guilty and painful, even such shame and regret, such a shadow of her heart would accompany her future life.

"Nurse -" Li Xin in the hospital bed felt that her daughter had left her body for two hours and began to cry anxiously.

"Li Xin, what can I do for you?" The sleepy little nurse opened the door of the ward and said.

"I suddenly feel that I have milk. It's very uncomfortable. I want to feed my child!" Li Xin pointed to her booming milk room.

The little nurse slept a little confused. I don't know if she saw Li Xin's breast room clearly. Anyway, it's natural for the child's mother to want to feed her child. Without thinking about it, the little nurse said to Li Xin, "OK, wait a minute. I'll hold the baby for you."

As a first-time mother, Li Xin actually thought about why the little nurse didn't find an excuse not to hold the lovely child? How can you agree to your evil mother's request so easily?

But what I think can't stop what I say from my mouth. I'm the child's mother. It's natural for the child's mother to ask for feeding the newborn. No one can refuse.

Less than two minutes later, the little nurse held the child on Li Xin's hospital bed.

"Li Xin, this is your daughter. The child is asleep. You can try to put your nipple on the child's mouth. The child will suck instinctively. If the milk is sucked out, you will be more comfortable. When the child is asleep, you can sleep with the child in your arms! I'll talk about it tomorrow. " The little nurse rubbed her eyes and went back to bed.

Li Xin looked at the little life in her arms. Her pink face was full of laughter. The baby slept well. A pair of small hands didn't know. Maybe they were afraid of leaving her mother's warm body, or they didn't adapt to the strange world. A pair of small hands held tightly. Li Xin tried to break the child's little hand with her own hand, but she tried very hard and failed.

Li Xin, a new mother, deeply imprinted her rich lips on the child's forehead, and then stroked every inch of the child's skin almost millimeter by millimeter. She wanted to keep this little life in her memory forever.

Looking at this quiet little life sleeping in his arms, this little life has not even opened his eyes to see this treacherous world, has not come to see his parents, has not had time to participate in future intrigues, and has not come to feel the warmth given to himself by his relatives

Such a beautiful little life, a baby who has existed in his body for ten months, is going to embark on his own road of no return! When Li Xin thought of this, tears filled her once vicious eyes.

"Baby, I'm sorry! Please forgive your mother. Mom is sorry for you. Mom shouldn't bring you to the cruel world. Mom shouldn't have finished your little life for her own selfish desires. I'm really sorry! " Li Xin caresses this lovely little man again and again. Even if she is reluctant to give up, she really has no better way to solve this thorny thing.

Perhaps I have dug too many holes for myself before. Many of them are close, and there is no way to fill them. I can only fill them at the expense of some valuable things, because I have to survive in this world, and I also need this man in my name to feel guilty.

When thinking of this, Li Xin put the child's lips in her arms on her breast room. The child felt that it was her mother's nipple, perhaps because she was hungry, or because of instinct, the child began to suck greedily.

At the moment when the child began to suck, Li Xin got tears and finally fell down. She really became a mother, the child began to feed, and the child needed her... The joy of being a mother began to spread. He began to dilute the sin in his heart. That love spread to every cell of his body.

Li Xin enjoyed it almost greedily for five minutes. Lin Kai's cold eyes suddenly fixed in his mind and eyes like a devil. It seems that Lin Kai is no longer a lovely little life in his arms, but indifferent to himself from beginning to end.

Li Xin held the child tightly to her chest. Only the hated Li Xin slowly loosened her arms until she couldn't feel the sucking feeling of the child's small mouth.

The moment the child's mouth was pulled away from her breast room, the vicious woman cried again

"Baby, I'm really sorry! I'm really sorry! Mom really didn't dare to let you live, really didn't dare, you live, mom was so afraid, so afraid... "After Li Xin said that, she got up weakly from the bed, holding the soft child like noodles, hobbled along the open obstetric corridor, kissed the child's cheek for the last time, and put the child into the neonatal incubator.

"Baby, I'm sorry! If there is an afterlife, my mother will repay my debt to you... "Li Xin's guilt for the child has been transformed into an unforgettable hatred for Lin Kai