Chapter 305

The day passed quickly. Lin Kai still cooked dinner at home in the evening. After the three finished dinner together. Xia Yuhan read and practiced the piano with her daughter's homework. After that, it was 9:10.

"Good night, baby! Mother also needs to go to the hospital to accompany grandma for a while. Grandma must be lonely and uncomfortable in her arms after lying alone in the hospital all day. Will mom take you with her at the weekend? " Xia Yuhan kissed the child's forehead and said.

"OK, mom. You go! Xin'er soon fell asleep. " The sensible daughter went back to her bedroom and went to bed.

"Let's go! Brother. " Xia Yuhan said, changing shoes and walking out of the house with a bag.

"Yuhan, wait for me!" Lin Kai looked at Xia Yuhan leaving and shouted anxiously.

But when Lin Kai went out, Xia Yuhan already went downstairs in the elevator. When Lin Kai went down, Xia Yuhan was already waiting for Lin Kai in the car.

"Yuhan, what's the matter with you? It made me turn around. " Lin Kai doesn't know where there is a problem. When he comes home this afternoon, Xia Yuhan has been neither hot nor cold to himself.

"It's all right! Just a little worried about my mother. I spent a day alone in the hospital. I don't know whether it's good or not? " Xia Yuhan said lightly.

"It's all right. I'm worried about you, you know?" Lin Kai said anxiously.

After arriving at the hospital, Xia Yuhan didn't talk to Lin Kai. He still began to scrub his body while talking to his mother. After dinner, he still had all kinds of massage and physical activities.

At 9:50, Xia Yuhan said to Lin Kai, "brother, I have to go back. I can't go to work too late tomorrow morning." Lin Kai can't feel a little temperature from Xia Yuhan's voice.

"OK, will you rest early when you are tired?" Lin Kai lovingly hugged Xia Yuhan and said.

"OK, brother, bye!" After greeting, Xia Yuhan left the ward.

Lin Kai always feels that today's Xia Yuhan is not quite right. He is indifferent to himself. He felt cold to his children at home just now.

Xia Yuhan's tears began to flow wantonly when he came out of the ward. This man is like this every time. After giving himself enough hope, he will disappear or never have that feeling again. It has been like this for eight years. Xia Yuhan doesn't know how long he will leave tomorrow. At the thought of separating himself from Lin Kai, this beautiful woman's mood is not beautiful at all!

When Xia Yuhan was driving along the street of the city, he suddenly had an idea in his heart. After Lin Kai left, he had to discuss with the doctor to see if he could take Lin's mother home, so that he would spend more time with the old man and have more contact with the old man. Maybe the old man would be awakened by himself one day.

When I got home, I still habitually went to the study to turn on the computer after reading my daughter.

Today, I can't sleep anyway. I have a strong impulse to write something.

"Dear, yesterday was a summer of flowers competing for beauty. For a moment, it seems that ten thousand years have passed. The fallen leaves in front of me remind me that it is autumn with bleak wind, cold frost and heavy dew“ Falling red is not a ruthless thing, but turns into spring mud to protect flowers ". Watching the autumn leaves fall to the place where they go back and forth, they suddenly feel sad. They all know where to return, and where should my thoughts fall? Do you travel mountains and rivers to find you or fall with autumn leaves?

A person standing in the autumn wind, let the wind blow and mess his hair, let the frost beat his already tired body, let the cold dew wantonly soak the already cold overdrawn heart valve, stubbornly don't let himself fall down, and look at the direction you will come back with decisive eyes, although he knows that it is also a kind of extravagant hope! Some sad eyes, looking into the distance, I want to say to you loudly, do you know I miss you? Do you know how painful it is to miss you? In every cold night, I will miss you into a river. The falling leaves spell out your and my fate. My love is born because of you, but it also withers because of your departure. There is no vitality. Let the thoughts fall with the autumn leaves, bury them in the soil, irrigate them with deep love and take deep care of them. When the grass grows and the Orioles fly in the coming year, the demonic bloom will make the people jealous!

Fate will hold us tightly at both ends of the world. Autumn leaves are our dancing partners. With autumn leaves, we dance and fly lightly, and hang laughter in a string at the horizon. Two hearts lean together to form a perfect perfection. Your taste remains in your hair, your tenderness remains on your lips, your fingertips are still your temperature, and your beauty and romance are still in your heart

Once the most beautiful, envy the people in your dreams. Is it true that every time you leave, you want to get together again? Is it to leave again? No one gave me the answer. I couldn't bear the sadness of leaving the airport. Maybe you don't know that since the first parting, missing has become a kind of heartbreaking pain. Block yourself in the time and space of missing and live with missing. The overdrawn heart valve can't bear the sadness again. I really want to say to you, dear, let my thoughts fall with the autumn leaves. The broken heart needs time to heal to bear the pain of parting and missing again, but every time it hasn't healed, it needs to be cruelly washed away. Therefore, Yuhan's heart = it is full of holes and scars at the moment

At the moment, the falling leaves turn into your face, affectionate eyes appear in front of you, and there is a faint smile on your lips. The Buddha said that 500 times of looking back in the previous life can be passed by in this life, and how many times of looking back in the previous life can be passed in this life? Looking at your sleeping face, tears kept falling like being wronged, but a sad smile bloomed at the corners of your mouth, stretched out to touch your face, couldn't help bending over and kissing your forehead, and then slowly let yourself squat down and cry, but there were few tears, because it was dry. Maybe we really should put it down. Since then, at dusk, we are just brothers and sisters without any blood relationship. Drive the missing away from around, float down with the autumn leaves, float in your direction, and fall in the palm of your hand. Please see it carefully. That's the heart I miss you to the palm of your hand.

I'm the only one walking alone in the autumn wind. The only person accompanying me is my own figure. I really want to know when your figure will appear around me. I'll walk with me through autumn and usher in winter. Raise your hand, an autumn leaf falls in the palm, with a trace of green in the withered yellow, as if your heart has not withered yet. Carefully observe the lines, clear and fuzzy. Like our story, everything is clearly printed in our mind, but it is becoming more and more shallow. Suddenly want to know if you miss me as much as I miss you? Falling autumn leaves are my missing for you. Can you smell a trace of missing in the autumn wind? "

Xia Yuhan finished typing these sad words with tears, turned off the computer lonely, simply washed and lay in bed, and tears fell in her empty eyes