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Finally, it was the new year. This year's new year was not an ordinary one for Lin Kai. It was finally the day of his departure for the new year. Although the country had always been saying not to let out fireworks, the sounds of gunfire could still be heard in the villa area of the city. Occasionally, there would be bright fireworks going off outside the window.

"Dad, let's go put fireworks too. Mom bought them yesterday?" Ruoxi hugged Lin Kai's arm as she pleaded.

"Ruoxi, protect the environment. Can we not join in the fun?" Lin Kai touched his daughter's head and said gently.

"Go on! It's the new year. Otherwise, I wouldn't even feel like it's the new year. " Ruoxi began to act coquettishly.

"Son, go with Ruoxi, she's still a child!" Mom said with a smile.

"Okay, Mom." As long as his mother spoke, Lin Kai would no longer have his own insistence and principles. In Lin Kai's heart, his mother was a part of this family, and he would never do anything that went against his mother.

To her mother, Lin Kai had always felt a bit of guilt, especially after his marriage. In the year of his father's car accident, when his mother was thirty-two years old and Lin Kai was four years old and his brother was less than a year old, Lin Kai would never forget his mother's heart-wrenching cry and the look of despair in her eyes.

For nearly half a year, Mom had been crying all day, sitting there with her little brother in her arms, not saying a word, her eyes empty and filled with tears. Half a year later, her mother gradually came out of her pain and began to work as a farmer, teaching Lin Kai to read. Then, one day when Lin Kai was six years old and he came home from school and heard someone talking to her, Lin Kai was considering whether to go in, when a voice rang out, "Child, you are still so young. Look, Kai's father has been gone for almost two years." Although the other party is a bit old, he is a good man of his sense of duty, and doesn't mind our two children. You've been dragging this matter on for almost a year now, so they've been pressing you, okay? " It was grandpa's voice.

Mom wanted to find a new dad for him and his little brother, that was out of the question. Bei'er's mom in class, ever since she had a little brother, her new dad made her work every day and beat her up, so she didn't want to do that. Thinking of this, the little Lin Kai broke into the classroom and shouted loudly, "My mom can't leave us, we don't want a new dad, we don't need a new dad, I only have one dad, I'm already dead. After saying this, he sat on the ground and began to wail.

His mother also began to cry. His grandpa helplessly sighed and said, "You really don't know what's good for you." Actually, if it wasn't for his crying then, perhaps his mother would have gone. Lin Kai could clearly remember the guilt and helplessness in his mother's eyes at that time, as well as her mother's sigh from her childhood memory. Lin Kai would still feel sorry for her even if he thought about it.

How could a thirty-two-year-old mother live through so many years with her one-year-old brother and herself? Lin Kai's heart started to ache every time he thought about it. In order to make him more ignorant and selfish, his mother brought him and her brother up by herself and taught him how to be a good person and how to be a good person in this society …

"Father, let's go! The old Buddha has already spoken! " Lin Kai was pulled back from his memories by his daughter's coquettish behavior.

"Let's go, baby!" Lin Kai smiled as he watched his mother walk out of the house.

Looking at the fireworks in the sky, Lin Kai thought of thousands of things. A new year had begun, and he was about to start fighting again!

It was already three in the morning when he returned from his mother's place. Ruoxi was asleep, and Lin Kai didn't wake her up. He drove home with his wife.

After washing up at home, the two of them laid on the bed. Wang Li wrapped her arms around Lin Kai and hugged him tightly. Lin Kai knew that this was a sign. Wang Li had been like this for so many years.

But today, Lin Kai did not have the slightest bit of interest, he patted his wife on the shoulder and said, "Today we've been working hard all day, so let's change the day, okay? It's already very late, go to sleep! "

"Well, good night!" the wife said obediently. Maybe it was because she was too tired, but Wang Li soon started to snore softly.

Lin Kai, on the other hand, wasn't sleepy at all. Xia Yuhan's beautiful face once again appeared before his eyes. "He quietly got up and turned on the computer in his study." Wolf of the North, are you there? How are you? " Four such messages popped up on QQ.

"Darling, I can't be considered good, but I can't be considered bad either! Are you satisfied with the answer you don't know? I really miss you so much, I really want you to be by my side to ease my pain and my pressure. I know that my current thoughts are very selfish and ridiculous, but I really can't control my emotions and the feelings I have for you. For example, at this moment, do you know how much I miss you? "Thinking about you makes me feel guilty..."

After Lin Kai finished writing these words, he suddenly felt that the pain he felt in his heart suddenly disappeared …

Lin Kai didn't get a reply for a long time. He mocked himself, "Perhaps this little guy has already fallen asleep …"

With that thought in mind, Lin Kai turned off the computer and walked to his bedroom. He laid down beside his wife, Wang Li, and closed his eyes. Soon, he fell asleep …