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From that day onwards, his lover Ouyang Hao was still the same as before. Every day, when he came back, Xia Yuhan didn't even know it, and when she opened her eyes in the morning, she never saw the person next to her pillow.

Xia Yuhan once again started her daily daily 3: 00 PM life, but there was one more thing. She liked to drink alone, and it had been a long time since she contacted Jia Yao.

After work, his daughter said that she wanted to go play with her elder sister, Xia Yuhan called her little brother Xia Xiaoxu to pick her up. Xia Yuhan sat alone in the desolate home, bored out of her mind. She couldn't help but start crying again. She herself was confused, why did she become like a resentful woman.

She didn't know what had happened to her recently that made her so sentimental. There were a lot of things that she didn't want to talk to Jia Yao about, and she could only pretend it was a secret. Was he trying to convince himself? But it is very difficult and painful for a person to convince his greatest enemy.

He didn't know how long he had been sitting there, but it was already dark outside. It's the new year in three days, so it's time to buy some New Year stuff tomorrow. Xia Yuhan sighed, took out a bottle of wine, and walked towards the study.

She opened the bottle and sat by the desk. She did not turn on the computer as per usual, but first poured herself a glass of wine and drank it all. If Xia Yuhan was beginning to rely on alcohol, then it must have started at that time!

He was still living a asexual and loveless life. To Xia Yuhan, a lover was just a code name. It has been a few days since she last saw Ouyang Hao, and their biological clock is always not on the same beat. Sometimes Xia Yuhan really strives to sleep late, to wait for Ouyang Hao to have a good talk with him, but every time she is very disappointed. Sometimes when she waits until 2 in the morning she still can't see the person at her side, even when she wakes up in the morning she can't help but wonder if she ever came back.

She also wondered why she couldn't just call and ask. Perhaps she had really become numb to this marriage. In marriage, the most terrifying thing wasn't that the two of them quarrelled every day and would become a mess every day over the matter of the chicken feathers. The most terrifying thing was their current state, where they were unable to communicate with each other.

As he drank like this, a bottle of wine appeared before him and he drank it all. He felt a little dizzy, and he kept thinking and drinking until he cried …

Xia Yuhan turned on her computer, revealing the wolf image from the north flashing back and forth in solitude. Xia Yuhan actually didn't have the impulse to open it. Perhaps she really didn't have the hope or the desire to wait, or perhaps everything had already become indifferent to her.

"Yuhan, I can't see your reply. I'm really worried and disappointed. This time something happened at home, making me somewhat passive, home each day actually feels like a year to me now. I really want to hurry up and celebrate the new year. After the new year, I'll go back to the company and get busy.

"Yuhan, I still can't see your reply. I'm really starting to worry about you. Are you okay?"

"Yuhan, are you angry with me?" Why did you keep ignoring me? "

"Yuhan, if it's like this, I'll come and see you. It's almost the new year, can you bear to let me drive for a few thousand kilometers while I watch you, then come back to accompany my mom?"

"…"

Xia Yuhan saw so much news, and her tears began to rage again. He finally felt the worry, and even the worry of worry, but this worry wasn't from the person next to him, it was from someone thousands of miles away.

"Lin Kai, accompany your family well for the new year. I'm okay …" Xia Yuhan replied simply, otherwise, she would really worry that Lin Kai would drive over to see her.

Xia Yuhan checked her watch and saw that it was 2 in the morning. The alcohol had no effect on her sleep. Although the heat in the house was very hot, Xia Yuhan really felt a cold. An unprecedented cold engulfed her entire body, so cold that every hair on her body stood up. This cold spread to every cell in her body.

Xia Yuhan involuntarily hugged herself tightly with her arms. Perhaps sometimes the warmth was the warmth that she gave herself, making her feel more at ease.

"Sleep, my dear self." said Yuhan to herself, wiping the dry tears from her face. He then walked to the bedroom and laid on the bed, still without any sleep. He stared at the ceiling with his empty eyes, and tears started streaming down his face again.