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Let's fall in love... When these words entered Zhu Ruiyan's ears, everything in her mind was out of her control. Sometimes, she was happy, and these words were exactly what she urgently wanted to hear.

Finally finding her voice, she said stupidly, "Zhao?"

Qin Yizhao looked at her and said, "I am serious, Yaomeng and I are already finished, I don't want to turn back either. If I still like her, then we won't be separated anymore."

Zhu Ruiyan carefully savored her words, and her heart started to boil, "You really want me to be your lover? Was it a lover, not an underground lover? "

"Of course. Do you think I'm free to buy that kind of clothes for you?" Qin Yizhao felt a little awkward again, "As a man, when I went to buy women's underwear, many people stared at me strangely, do you know?"

Zhu Ruiyan was dumbstruck.

Qin Yizhao's ears were completely red, and his face was a little hot.

Seeing that Zhu Ruiyan was still confused, he took off the things on his body and covered herself with the blanket. Then, she wrapped her arm around Zhu Ruiyan's petite body and turned off the lights.

There was also a dim lamp on the bedside table. Qin Yizhao's hands and feet were not honest at all. He touched Zhu Ruiyan's body left and right, "Your body still hurts? "Come and check with me to see where the pain is."

Zhu Ruiyan let Qin Yizhao embrace his. Hearing Qin Yizhao's words, thinking back to what happened that night, her face paled and he started to resist, "No, it's painful."

"Alright, alright, I won't touch you. I'm just checking."

"No …" Zhu Ruiyan shrunk her body.

Qin Yizhao stared at her, and Zhu Ruiyan looked back at him, her face slightly flushed, and Qin Yizhao felt discouraged, "Alright, I'll stop checking, it's been so long, why does it still hurt?

After Zhu Ruiyan heard this, she wanted to hide far away. Qin Yizhao, what you said before, can I interpret it as you loving me? "

"Tsk, why would I love a silly girl like you." Qin Yizhao did not admit it.

"Then why are you in love with me?" Zhu Ruiyan asked.

"Then …" Qin Yizhao was speechless.

"You love me." After Zhu Ruiyan said those words for him, she wanted that exact words. Now that she wasn't his secret lover, but an honorable lover, her heart relaxed.

"You should be able to sleep now. I haven't had a good night's sleep in days." Qin Yizhao said, "Hmm, I'll sleep for a while, come over."

Hearing his words, Zhu Ruiyan was very nervous, and very naturally, she thought back to that wild night.

Qin Yizhao looked at her quietly, his eyes shining. He was able to recreate all of the demons and ghosts. "I will keep every promise I make. Come here, don't be nervous, I won't do anything to you today."

Zhu Ruiyan looked into those eyes and felt that she was infected by her.

Qin Yizhao's chest was well-built, his temperature was very high, his hair was not yet dry, and there was the scent of a bath.

Zhu Ruiyan had also just finished showering, her skin was bright and clean, her fair skin suffused with a rosy glow, and she gently nestled in his embrace. Qin Yizhao felt that even if the two of them didn't do anything, just hugging each other like that, this feeling would still be very warm, especially on such a cold day.

Qin Yizhao held her hand and lightly whispered into her ear, "Don't be so guarded against me, there are many times when I don't want to say it. You just have to show it with your actions. I will keep all my promises, because I did not make any promises. "

Zhu Ruiyan was at a loss as she digested his words. The pair of eyes that looked at him were as deep as ever, but she could feel the seriousness from them.

"Do you understand?" Qin Yizhao's low voice sounded in her ears.

Zhu Ruiyan savored it for a moment, "Understood."

"What do you know?" Qin Yizhao asked.

Zhu Ruiyan asked blankly. "What do you think I know?"

"I want you to understand me. Just a little is enough. Believe me, understand me."

"Can I?" She wasn't sure herself. She wasn't so hesitant about many things, but she couldn't be sure about anything that had to do with him.

The difference between them was too great. The relaxed and happy feeling in her heart didn't last for long before it was replaced with worry. They were already lovers, yet she was still so worried.

"Why can't you?" Qin Yizhao continued to ask.

"You are too perfect, I feel inferior in front of you." Zhu Ruiyan's voice was even softer than a mosquito.

"If I'm willing to accept your imperfection, then what are you feeling inferior for?" Qin Yizhao hated it and would not fight.

"Well, I'll try to understand you." Zhu Ruiyan agreed, "But can you please explain it more clearly every time? I'm not that smart to guess what you mean. "

"You don't have to worry about that. Take your time. Now, believe me. Believe that I can keep my promise. That's it."

Zhu Ruiyan asked stupidly. "What about Yaomeng, how are you going to keep your promise to her?"

"Zhu Ruiyan, your skin is itchy, right?" This woman had the ability to infuriate him, she mentioned other women at this time.

"Men can be relied on, sows can climb trees, I believe that much." Zhu Ruiyan muttered, "Even if you were to shout at me, you still have to ask. You are still a little unreliable."

"I didn't promise her anything, I only gave her a year, and then I extended it, but I didn't say goodbye." Qin Yizhao explained to Zhu Ruiyan.

Zhu Ruiyan was speechless.

When Zhu Ruiyan heard that Qin Yizhao was willing to talk about this kind of thing with her, it meant that it was really over.

The two of them hugged each other and slept.

Zhu Ruiyan woke up halfway, there was no warm embrace, where Qin Yizhao went, the smell of cigarettes floated in from outside the window. Qin Yizhao was outside?

If this guy doesn't sleep, why would he go outside to smoke? Zhu Ruiyan looked out at the silent night, and was stunned.

Zhu Ruiyan also got up and walked to the door. Qin Yizhao simply put on his pajamas and blended with the night sky, leaning against the balcony's glass, he raised his head and looked at something in the sky. The fireworks were flickering, and when the cold wind blew on his body, Qin Yizhao was completely unaware of it.

Zhu Ruiyan did not open the door, but stood quietly in her room and stared at the figure.

What had happened to him that he would be so lonely?

She still opened the door, and when Qin Yizhao heard the commotion, he turned to look at her. The expression in his eyes was somewhat shocked, and then became blurry.

Zhu Ruiyan hesitated for a moment, but still walked over. As the cold wind blew on the balcony, her body trembled instinctively, but she still resolutely walked in front of him, "Zhao, is there something that has made things difficult for you?" Zhu Ruiyan felt that he might have met with trouble.

Qin Yizhao was startled, and did not reply her.

There was complete silence in the vicinity. A man and a woman were standing on the balcony, blowing on the wind as they stared blankly.

"What's not good about the Qing County?" Zhu Ruiyan did not know if she was suitable for him to speak, but she continued, "Or maybe there is something wrong with Miss Yao's side?"

"Come, let's go in." Qin Yizhao did not answer her question. Instead, he extinguished the cigarette and pulled her hand as he walked into the room.

He did not return to the bed. Instead, he stood by the window of the room.

"Can you tell me what happened?" Zhu Ruiyan continued to ask.

"Yanyan, go sleep." Qin Yizhao still did not tell her.

Qin Yizhao had already looked into the distance. Even if Zhu Ruiyan continued to ask, he would not reply, Zhu Ruiyan indifferently said, "Aren't we in love? In love, can't you even tell me what happened to you? "

Qin Yizhao did not speak. Zhu Ruiyan looked at her as her heart was once again covered in layers of ice and snow.

"Are you really not going to tell me?" Zhu Ruiyan asked again.

"Go back to your bed and leave me alone." Qin Yizhao's tone was very gentle.

Zhu Ruiyan really did return to her bed. Her mind was in a mess, she tightly wrapped herself with the blanket and could not be bothered to care about him. He loved to boast about the north wind, how could she control it?

Only, after a long while, Qin Yizhao still stood quietly in front of the window, watching the quiet night, even the way he stood there did not change at all.

Zhu Ruiyan stuck her head out of the blanket, and looked at the figure, feeling pain in her heart, maybe she should get up and walk towards him, stick to his back, and wrap her arms around his waist, and tell him that such a lonely figure like that would cause people to feel pain.

But did he care about her pain?

Qin Yizhao, you tell me, we are lovers now, but I am still unable to fathom your emotions. How am I supposed to understand you, how am I supposed to understand you?

Qin Yizhao looked outside the window and saw Qin Yizhao. The night sky outside the window intersected with the light of the lamp in the room.

In the end, she still couldn't help it. She got up and walked over. Just what was this person planning to do?

She stood next to Qin Yizhao and pulled him over. Looking at her, Qin Yizhao looked at her silently.

"Qin Yizhao, what's wrong with you? It's bedtime right now, what are you standing here for? Say it, if you don't want to tell me, then go. Don't stand in my room and scare me. She wanted to go back to sleep.

Qin Yizhao still did not speak. Seeing that she was angry, and that she was about to go on a rampage, Just as Zhu Ruiyan was about to leave, Qin Yizhao reached out and pulled her back, "Accompany me."

His voice was also very lonely. The bottom of Zhu Ruiyan's heart was filled with love, he did not move away, and stood by his side.

"What are you thinking about?"

"There are a lot of things."

"It's useless for you to stand here and let your imagination run wild. Once we reach the end of the bridge, we will naturally be straight."

Yanyan said, "Yanyan, I really feel very tired."

Zhu Ruiyan didn't know how to answer. she asked him. "Why are you so tired? Is it because of me?"

Qin Yizhao hugged her, "No, I'll only feel relaxed when I'm with you."

Zhu Ruiyan's heart was no longer as nervous, "Is it because of Miss Yao Yao?"

Qin Yizhao did not utter a word. Zhu Ruiyan was sure that it was because of Yaomeng.