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Qin Yizhao let go of her and stared at her up and down. The two of them were so close to each other that they could feel each other's breath.

"Alright, let's explain it clearly. If we don't explain it clearly, you're going to have problems." Qin Yizhao and Zhu Ruiyan looked at each other, Qin Yizhao's eyes were filled with joy and gentleness, but Zhu Ruiyan's eyes were filled with caution and sadness.

Qin Yizhao laughed openly, and even kissed his once, releasing his when Zhu Ruiyan was about to get angry again, causing him to be unable to vent out her anger at all, angry to the point that she couldn't.

Qin Yizhao said in a low voice. "Qin Yizhao, don't be like this, don't let everyone be tired, you like her, you can't forget her, your Qing County is in the study room, you keep all of her books, you keep all of her gifts, and even put them in your Qing County, you have to admit that you like her, then treasure her, don't make her sad, is it alright if we have that sort of relationship?"

"Well, I agree, that relationship ends here." Qin Yizhao agreed.

However, Zhu Ruiyan didn't know why, but it was as if her heart had disappeared with those words.

But at this time, Qin Yizhao's phone rang and the conversation was cut off, he looked extremely pale, and almost shouted: "Feng Qijun, what are you looking for me for, ah? What's the situation now? I'll be there in a moment. "

His face seemed to have lost all color.

Zhu Ruiyan did not know what the person on the other end of the phone said, and her face was also extremely white.

Zhu Ruiyan quietly adjusted her mental state and did not make a sound.

Qin Yizhao kept his phone, looked at Zhu Ruiyan and said, "Yanyan, I have something to do, so I'll be leaving first. We'll talk about it when the time comes."

"Let's end it here, Qin Yizhao." Zhu Ruiyan said very softly.

"I agree that the transaction relationship ends here. I don't agree that the other relationship ends here." Qin Yizhao spoke very quickly, "Right now the matter is rather urgent, let's talk about it again later."

"Qin Yizhao, I don't want to care about you anymore, this is the end of our relationship. You better cherish your own life, don't pull me any further, okay?"

"No, Yanyan, what I want is you, I won't let you go." With that, he left in a hurry.

She didn't know what she was feeling. She didn't eat, didn't feel hungry, and lay down on her bed after taking a bath.

Her mind was in a mess. Was there any other relationship between them after the transaction had ended?

How should he interpret his words? Zhu Ruiyan felt that there was a cat in his heart, constantly scratching her.

Qin Yizhao said that he wanted her.

The more she thought about it, the more she felt that she was overthinking it. She didn't know how to comprehend the meaning of such a straightforward language, and what Qin Yizhao actually wanted to do.

She wanted a simple life. She seemed to understand something, but she didn't understand anything.

However, she could not think too much into it before Qin Yizhao explains everything to her.

Her heart was so small, but in front of Qin Yizhao, she had been trying very hard to make herself appear indifferent. If she fell in love with someone she shouldn't have, she could only bury that love deep inside her heart.

In the end, she was unable to calmly face the kiss mark on Qin Yizhao's collarbone, and wasn't able to explain to Yaomeng how much she liked her.

Even if he went to the Qing County, he would still keep the gift Yaomeng had given him, and she, Zhu Ruiyan, was only a tool for him to vent his emotions. She could easily be satisfied, she wanted freedom and self-esteem, she could not become the person Qin Yizhao would never forget, he could just disappear into the sea of people.

Now that his Yao Yao is back, she can't be magnanimous and imitate the Queen, she can't be someone she loves the most, her heart is really small.

Thinking about it, Zhu Ruiyan's heart started to feel bitter and astringent. Zhu Ruiyan was truly worried for him, worried that she would become addicted to Qin Yizhao's love and lose herself in it.

It was just that Zhu Ruiyan had already fallen in love. If they had never met, never started, never met, that was fine.

Qin Yizhao agreed to stop the trade here, but said that he wanted her, and she really didn't know the direction he was going. If he didn't give his an explanation, for such a person, she would have to stay far away, and it would become harder and harder for her to satisfy. He wanted more and more things, and she didn't know what kind of person he would become in the end.

Zhu Ruiyan went to the kitchen to drink a cup of water, and gulped down the cold water, wanting to wash away the thoughts in her mind. She didn't know how much she drank, but her heart settled down.

Her mind was filled with the time she had spent with Qin Yizhao. Not long after meeting him, she had a bitter recollection of how sweet it had been, how helpless she had been, how sour and how grateful she had been. She could still remember all the scenes of her cuddling together, and all the scenes of her hugging and kissing were still clear in her mind.

When Qin Yizhao arrived at the hospital, Feng Qijun was walking around outside the emergency room. When Qin Yizhao's figure appeared, he immediately rushed over and fiercely grabbed onto's clothes.

"I didn't officially break up with her, so I made it clear to her." Qin Yizhao said blandly, "I don't know how she came to this point either."

He indicated for Feng Qijun to loosen up and looked inside, the emotions in his eyes were obscure and unclear.

Feng Qijun let go of his hand and shouted at him, "If she died, would you be happy?"

Qin Yizhao said coldly, "The reason why she thinks like this has nothing to do with me, I still don't wish for her to die like this."

Feng Qijun never thought that Qin Yizhao would be so heartless. "You're really ruthless, why did you want to appear at this moment?"

Qin Yizhao looked at Feng Qijun indifferently, "Her life is his own, she doesn't want to live, that's his fault for not wanting to live. Even if I say something, am I supposed to go and kill her? "You don't like her dying because of me, or else you won't live with her."

"Qin Yizhao, you are not human." Feng Qijun waved his fist, almost hitting her.

"I was already so cruel, so what's the point of all this?" His words were calm, Feng Qijun's fist had finally loosened, and the bottom of Qin Yizhao's eyes finally couldn't bear to look at him.

"You beast." Feng Qijun could only scold.

Yaomeng, what's the use of cursing people right now, Yaomeng is unimaginable, we don't want to see this kind of thing happening, and are all worried for her. Brother Qin Yizhao doesn't want this kind of situation to occur, those people who grew up together, don't they understand personality, Yao Yao is still alive, Feng Qijun, you loved her so much, then you just need to guard her, but I didn't expect that among our group, there would still be people who would not want to think about it.

Feng Qijun was just annoyed.

In the evening, he and Yao Yao were on the phone. Yao Yao's mood wasn't good, and her speech was very chaotic.

He went to look for her, rang the doorbell, but there was no response. He used the numbers on the door to confirm that it was Qin Yizhao's birthday. When Feng Qijun went in and heard the sound of water in the bathroom, he guessed that Yao Yao was bathing.

After a while, Yao Yao still hadn't come out. He went to knock on the door and thought it was strange. There was no response, and the sound of water was very loud. No one answered his shouts or knocked, so he became a little anxious.

"Yao Yao, if you don't come out, I'm going in."

For the past few days, Yao Yao's mood had been off, and her words had a sense of hopelessness to them. He used all his strength to kick at the door, but before the door could be kicked open, his feet turned numb instead. He grew even more anxious, and with another burst of strength, he saw the scene in front of him.

Yao Yao quietly slept in the bathtub. The water was not turned off, and the vat was filled with blood. She was dressed in clothes, and there were a few blades scattered beside her.

Feng Qijun almost couldn't stand up, he carefully checked and found that his heart was still beating, he immediately rushed to the hospital carrying his.

As soon as he arrived on the road, he got help from a kind-hearted person to drive the car. Finally, he arrived at the hospital.

The doctors and nurses in the emergency room were extremely busy, even Yaomeng's blood pressure and heart rate was extremely low.

"Plasma, plasma, hurry."

"It's here, it's here." Everyone used to run.

"Transfusion."

Feng Qijun could not stay any longer as he kicked open the door to the emergency room.

The nurse at the door stopped her. "The patient is in first aid. Please wait outside."

"Shut up." Feng Qijun shouted at the nurse, who was so frightened that she didn't dare make a sound.

Duan Yu said helplessly, "Ignore him, get someone to fix the door tomorrow."

"Oh." When the nurse heard Duan Yu's words, she was speechless.

"Let's go in and take a look." Duan Yu said, "Brother Qin Yizhao, you can relax, it will be fine."

Qin Yizhao nodded and followed Duan Yu.

Feng Qijun's appearance shocked the busy doctors and nurses.

"We need to disinfect this place. Don't come over." cried the doctor.

"Doctor, save her." Feng Qijun only said this, "Doctor, you must at all costs save her."

"They are being saved. It's just that the patient doesn't have the will to survive."

When Feng Qijun heard it, he immediately released his anger without restraint. She looked at Yaomeng who was lying on the ground, and shouted in her ear, "Yaomeng, you live on, you don't want to live anymore. I'll go underground and capture you, and I'll let you know, Qin Yizhao is not the only man in this world."

Yaomeng could not open her eyes, but she still had some consciousness. Why was it that when she was in such a desperate situation, Feng Qijun was the only one behind her, so why didn't Qin Yizhao appear?

She used all of her strength, but she still did not open her eyes. However, her eyelids moved, and she even said it in a soft voice, "Qijun, I want to live."

It was probably because she had experienced life and death and saw through everything. Or perhaps it was because Feng Qijun's words at the end made her have the desire to live.

There was nothing in her eyes, but she said she wanted to live. Even without love, she still had a lot. She had loved his family, she had her own career, she had devoted so much effort to it.

Qin Yizhao saw a bloodless face not far away. He really did not think that the person who had loved for so many years would be so unlucky that they once did not want to live.

"Yaoyao, brave Yaoyao, I am Qijun, I am the one who dotes on you, Qijun." Feng Qijun's voice was very hoarse.

"I want to rest." Yaomeng said another sentence, she was truly a little tired, and wanted to rest. Slowly, sleepiness hit her, and she fell asleep.

"Yaoyao." Feng Qijun's heart rose to his throat again.

"Don't worry, she's fine now." the doctor said.

Qin Yizhao also relaxed, he looked at the familiar figure once again, and was prepared to leave. From the beginning to the end, he did not say a single word, and now the doctor said that she was safe, and she had even said that she would live, so he was at ease.