Chapter 373

Zhu Ruiyan knew at this time that her father was inspired by the scenery and recalled the days she spent with her mother in Tongcheng. Her mother taught her these things in those years!

"Dad, let's eat!" Zhu Ruiyan said.

"OK, daughter!" Lin Xi took chopsticks, bowed her head and began to eat.

Every taste seemed to bring himself back to that year. It seemed that everything had not changed and had been retained in his memory. At this time, his girl sat in front of her, with a very warm expression, looked at herself sweetly and asked him, "is Xi Xi the taste of the past?"

But everything has changed. Time has changed. I want to cry without tears.

Whenever these tastes passed into his mouth, they all crossed his heart. Lin Xi ate so bitterly this year's new year's Eve dinner, almost all from sadness and repentance.

Zhu Ruiyan was surprised by Lin Xi's arrival. She was caught off guard, but she quickly adapted to Lin Xi's existence. She had no mother, but her father accompanied her to dinner for the new year. She felt that this new year was different and everything was so beautiful, Wen Xin.

Both father and daughter have very complex emotions, but they happily finished the new year's Eve dinner. Lin Xi eased her emotions and said to Zhu Ruiyan, "son, let's go out together, shall we?"

"Ah?" Zhu Ruiyan was stunned. Then she nodded and said, "Dad, where do you want to go?"

"Shall we go to the square? I heard that there is Kyushu square in Shudu. I want to go there with you!" Lin Xi replied.

"OK! Dad, I'll go with you!" in fact, Zhu Ruiyan has been to Shudu for so long and hasn't been to Kyushu square. She hasn't been anywhere except going to the supermarket to buy some daily necessities. She went out to buy something, and then returned home soon. She didn't go out deliberately at all!

Lin Xi's guard opens the way in front. Zhu Ruiyan and Lin Xi are sitting in the car. The street is too cold, but the street lights are so bright. Maybe everyone is spending the new year at home! So few people walk on the street. Occasionally, the sky will see bright and colorful fireworks, but they are fleeting. The brilliance is only a minute or two, and then disappear with the air evaporation.

Soon they arrived at Kyushu square. Secretary Li opened the trunk of one of the cars with someone.

Lin Xi asked, "are you ready?"

Secretary Li replied, "well, Secretary Lin. everything is ready. According to your instructions, there are still antiques in the past. These are the safest!"

I saw several people holding some things and walking towards the middle of the square.

Zhu Ruiyan was puzzled. She took Lin Xi's arm and asked, "Dad, what is this?"

Lin Xi didn't speak, but led Zhu Ruiyan forward. The boxes were neatly arranged on the rest chairs in the square. Lin Xi said to the people, "go out for a walk! If you feel very cold, go back to the car. I'm fine now. I'll call you if I have anything to tell you later!"

But they just left the car and didn't return to the car. They were on guard everywhere. After all, it was their duty to protect secretary Lin's safety.

Lin Xi went to the chair and opened the box. Zhu Ruiyan found that it was full of fireworks. She was very surprised.

Lin Xi took a fireworks that could be set off in her hand and handed it to Zhu Ruiyan, saying, "Dad, set off fireworks with you, take it!"

Zhu Ruiyan looked at her father and seemed to understand something for a moment. Her eyes were very hot at this time. She choked and replied, "Dad, I have grown up!"

"No matter how old you are, you are a child in your father's heart. These fireworks are very safe. After inspection, you can rest assured that this is what Lin Shixin and Lin Shiyu liked to play most in the past. You haven't been with your father, and my father didn't accompany you to let go of the fireworks. Now I want to make up for the years we missed, but my father also knows that many things can't be retrieved, but Dad wants to accompany you, even minute by minute, and let you try the things they played with when you were a child. But in the past, dad bought them and didn't accompany them. Now Dad only accompanies you! Child, don't cry! "

Zhu Ruiyan choked and burst into tears. Her body trembled involuntarily. She understood Lin Xi's mood. He wanted to make up for the happiness he lacked in his childhood, the childhood life he did not participate in, the beliefs he did not participate in, and he did not give her a little fatherly love in those years. He wants to make up for it.

These fireworks all contain Lin Xi's guilt and deep affection for her. Zhu Jianjun's childhood life is vivid. Zhu Jianjun didn't buy fireworks for her. Although the times are few, she had the moment of fireworks in her childhood.

She wanted to say something, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something. Everything was really enough. Zhu Ruiyan knew that her father didn't owe her anything.

"OK!" Lin Yan nodded. Tears still came down. At the moment, she was moved and felt warm.

Holding the fireworks handed over by her father, Lin Xi personally lit the fireworks for her with a lighter. Zhu Ruiyan held them tightly. The fireworks, making a sound, bloomed in front of her eyes. They were so gorgeous and touching. The distance between the fireworks and her fingers was only as long as a pencil.

Zhu Ruiyan has seen such fireworks. Every festival in the street, children will have such fireworks in their hands, which is safe and fun.

Lin Xi does treat Zhu Ruiyan as a child, but Zhu Ruiyan is 28 years old this year. After this year, she is about to run 30. She is not an eight year old child, but she understands Lin Xi's mood at the moment.

Each fireworks was lit by Lin Xi himself with a lighter, and then set off several huge fireworks that exploded in the sky. Zhu Ruiyan looked up at the fireworks in the sky one by one, beautiful fireworks one after another, gorgeous in the silent night sky, so gorgeous and colorful, bursting out of happy brilliance.

Zhu Ruiyan's sight had already become hazy. She stared at the fireworks blooming in the sky. They were like flowers, but they were fleeting before she had time to see them. The fireworks were as beautiful as a dream. People always wondered whether the gorgeous fireworks were blooming in front of their eyes? Although staring at the beautiful fireworks in the sky, they still become empty in an instant. Fireworks are like love. They are always so easy to become empty. They are the loneliest in the depths of love. People in love are as gorgeous as fireworks, but they disappear in the end.

When the fireworks came to an end, Zhu Ruiyan looked at her father who lit the fireworks for herself in the cold wind. His identity was so powerful and heavy, but she made careful details for herself. She could think that her mother met her father when she was looking for life and death. At last, her heart rekindled. Now he is middle-aged, with white hair on his temples, But in order to make up for the fun of her childhood life, she put down her heavy work and traveled thousands of miles to find herself. She spent the new year with her in the small town and made up for the fireworks in her childhood. In the face of such a situation, Zhu Ruiyan lost control of her mood again and burst into tears.

"Daughter, what's the matter?" Lin Xi was very worried about Zhu Ruiyan's state at this time; "Don't you like what Dad did?"

"Dad!" Zhu Ruiyan suddenly threw away the fireworks in her hand, threw herself into Lin Xi's arms, hugged him tightly and said, "Dad, I've forgiven you for a long time, and I don't blame you for it. Really, thank you, Dad. This is the happiest and happiest spring Festival in my life. Dad, my daughter loves you very much, really!"

Lin Xi's eyes were red, relieved and sad. She hugged Zhu Ruiyan's back with a trembling hand, tightly hugged Zhu Ruiyan, and said in an extremely gentle voice: "My child, my father also loves you very much. Go back to the city with my father! Yue Yue has handled the formalities for you to stay without pay. You can continue to work when you go back. Qin Yizhao is very worried about you. He is looking for you all over the world. He knows that he hasn't stopped looking for you at the moment. He's not doing well!"

Zhu Ruiyan could no longer restrain her pent up emotions: "No, Dad, I can't go back with you. I'm not ready. I can't convince my heart. I'm very stubborn. I want to live with him all my life and cherish the fate between me and him, but I've tried my best. I've tried my best, but he's so sad about his ex girlfriend. I'm really sad Extremely, I can't go out. This is the biggest gap between me and him. I can't forget and let go. I don't want to see him. I'm afraid I can't control myself. I don't want to ask him too much. I'm afraid I'll be more uncomfortable in the end. I'm afraid I won't live like myself because of my feelings. "

Lin Xi still tightly hugged Zhu Ruiyan, who was sobbing in her arms. She felt her body shaking and trembling involuntarily. She was crying. He was silent and listened to all her grievances.

No matter how strong the child is, there will be a day when she can't bear what happened. She and Qin Yizhao have come to this stage. Lin Xi knows the truth from Qin Yizhao, Che Chi Wei and Qin Yue, and knows why she left at the beginning. It's not just because Tong Meng made her feel a lot of pressure in her life, but also because Qin Yizhao was not hurt too much Deep, but they have reached a helpless situation, otherwise she would not go so determined, she would not escape all this!

Zhu Ruiyan cried for the first time since the day she left the city. She didn't know why. She clearly fell in love with Qin Yizhao. Finally, she came to the road of separation. As long as Zhu Ruiyan thought that Qin Yizhao was so interested in Yao dream, or Qin Yizhao came out for Yao dream, her heart would always hurt. Maybe she thought too much and she wasn't big enough Du, but she knows that after living with Qin Yizhao, she will break out and face collapse sooner or later. She doesn't want to lose her mind.