Chapter 364

"Yan Yan, you have nightmares again?" Qin Yizhao's tone was very gentle, and then stretched out his hand and grabbed her little hand.

"Yi Zhao? Are you back?" she said with a trembling voice.

Later, Zhu Ruiyan smelled that Qin Yizhao had a strong smell of wine, and he drank a lot this time, which made Zhu Ruiyan's heart ache.

At this time, Zhu Ruiyan felt that they were walking on thin ice, happy and afraid. This feeling always made her feel uneasy.

True love will not make a person feel tired. However, once there is love, it is like a person who has both weakness and armor. With the intensity of love, he keeps running.

Since these days, Zhu Ruiyan has thought a lot and gradually convinced herself not to live in Qin Yizhao and Yao Meng. Everything has no meaning. Her love for Qin Yizhao is too pure. She can't stand any wind and rain, twists and turns. The Chinese often say, "there is no fish when the water is clear!" it doesn't belong to love. It's because she is too inquisitive and harsh.

Qin Yizhao didn't answer. Now the room is very quiet, and both of them seem a little embarrassed.

Qin Yizhao opened his mouth and broke the peace. "Yan Yan, did you have a nightmare?"

"Did you drink?" Zhu Ruiyan didn't answer, but asked directly. At this time, Zhu Ruiyan felt uncomfortable. "Zhao, I'm sorry, I'm not good enough for you!"

She spoke very frankly, but Qin Yizhao felt alienated in her words. He clenched his hand into a fist, and his veins rose. At this time, he knew that she was very tired.

He saw Xu Lanhao sleeping soundly. On Zhu Ruiyan's side and on the small hospital bed, Xu Lanhao slept soundly. The scene in front of him was like his own child. She was a woman with a flood of maternal love. In the future, she must be a competent mother, but he disappointed her again and again.

She has been calling her name in her dream. His heart hurts like a knife. He knows that he has not given her enough sense of security, so that she is always in panic from beginning to end.

"Yan Yan, can we talk?" Qin Yizhao said in a deep voice. When he opened his mouth, Zhu Ruiyan smelled more wine.

She was stunned and nodded. She knew in her heart that although he had drunk, he was very sober and calm. "Good!"

Qin Yizhao looked at Zhu Ruiyan and said, "Yan Yan, what happened yesterday was really not what you thought. It was an accident, but I don't want to hide anything from you. I did take the initiative to find Yao Meng. I'm sorry. It's all my bad. I always let you down. I apologize. I'm sorry. It's all my fault!"

Zhu Ruiyan didn't answer and said nothing, because she already knew the answer in her heart.

Qin Yizhao continued with an uneasy heart: "I told Yao Meng that we had registered for marriage. I was a selfish person, but I knew my position. I didn't mention it, but she also told me that she was going to get married. A few days later, I received an invitation. On Wednesday, Yao Meng's wedding with shiyejin was. She invited you to attend her wedding with me. I know I shouldn't change it Check her fiance, but I know very well in my heart that she married someone casually because of anger. I think she can live happily because of love and marriage, not because of anger or interests. That's why I went to investigate! "

"Hmm!" Zhu Ruiyan was very calm. "What about the investigation results?"

"She got married in a hurry, not because of love. I know it's my fault for me to investigate this matter, but if I don't investigate, it means I don't respect you. Yan Yan, don't worry, I won't do such a thing again. She will get married on Wednesday. Whether she is lucky or not in the future, it has nothing to do with me. We are all adults and have our own way to choose love She will also be responsible for her decision. My responsibility is to be responsible for you, give you happiness and run our family well. Therefore, Yanyan, I promise I won't participate in anything about Yaomeng in the future. Will you go to the wedding with me on Wednesday? "

"OK!" Zhu Ruiyan agreed without further questioning. "Now go to bed! Yizhao, sleep is very important!"

"Did you forgive me?"

"I never blamed you from beginning to end!" Zhu Ruiyan smiled.

He raised his head and looked at the woman in front of him affectionately. He didn't know whether it was because of drinking, but her every move and expression were clearly visible. A smile on the corner of her mouth was so desolate.

"Wife -" he cried awkwardly, but after calling, he didn't know what he was going to say. The two looked at each other like this, and Zhu Ruiyan sighed deeply after a long time.

She got out of bed silently, took his hand, put him on the small bed next door, looked at his eyes, covered him with a thin quilt and said, "listen, sleep. Now you look very embarrassed. Just sleep!"

Then, Zhu Ruiyan was ready to go back to her bed. Just as she was ready to leave, Qin Yizhao couldn't help shouting, "Yan Yan!"

She turned her head and looked into his eyes.

He got up slowly, his voice was like a child, "Yanyan, I really love you, love you, love you, I love you only!"

His voice was not loud, but it echoed throughout the room. Zhu Ruiyan felt both happy and hurt in her heart.

Her tears accumulated in her heart, but she couldn't cry when she wanted to cry.

"Zhao, I never doubted your love for me!" she raised her head, avoided her sight, tried to restore her calm, and then said: "Go to sleep! You've drunk too much, and I'm tired! By the way, master Tong met me today, and you let these protected people go back to work tomorrow. It's really unnecessary. The Tong family is not so bad and doesn't have the despicable means we imagine. Therefore, I want to live a free life. I don't want to be protected every day!"

"No!" Qin Yizhao shook his head firmly.

Zhu Ruiyan did not insist: "well, let's sleep now!"

She went back to bed and turned off the light. Zhu Ruiyan held Xu Lanhao's small body, but she kept crying silently at the bottom of her heart. She thought of her lost child. Does she still have a chance to be a mother in this life?

Many things can't be forced. Let it be!

The next day, Tuesday.

Qin Yizhao was picked up by the driver to work in Qing county early in the morning.

Zhu Ruiyan shut herself in the room alone. She didn't know what to write. Zhu Ruixuan took care of Xu Lanhao and didn't disturb her.

Zhu Ruiyan called Che Chi Wei. She talked to Che Chi Wei alone for an hour and handed in some things to Che Chi Wei. Then Che Chi Wei left. No one knows what they said.

Later, Zhu Ruiyan dialed Tong Qing and told him for half an hour. Naturally, no one knew about their conversation.

Wednesday.

Zhu Ruiyan packed herself up and wore the skirt that Qin Yue had bought for herself. It was white and plain brocade, neither old-fashioned nor exposed. She followed Qin Yizhao to attend Yaomeng's wedding.

The people who received the invitation were Qin Yue, Che Chi Wei, Duan Yu, Qin Sheng, Feng Qijun and Tong Qing.

Everyone kept the appointment.

Feng Qijun lost a lot of weight, but his face was still so beautiful.

Qin Yizhao held Zhu Ruiyan's hand. His big hand was warm and held her small hand tightly.

Zhu Ruiyan has always been very obedient. I don't know why. At this time, Qin Yizhao felt that the two people were far away. They seemed to be close at hand, but they were far away from each other.

Yao Meng is very beautiful today. She is wearing a white wedding dress and holding flowers. Beside her is a man with an excellent face. Zhu Ruiyan also saw the man's name on the invitation card, which is called shiyejin.

The two of them stand together. They are a good match, but they still seem to be apart.

This is Yao Meng's choice. Zhu Ruiyan is very sad at the bottom of her heart. If she just wants to forget her last relationship, there is no need to bet her marital happiness. A hasty decision will make her unhappy for the rest of her life.

But this is a woman, easy to fall in love, always trapped by love, and finally sink deeper and deeper.

"Happy wedding!" Zhu Ruiyan politely congratulated Yaomeng.

"Thank you. I'm glad you can come!" Yao Meng said, holding Zhu Ruiyan's hand.

"Happy wedding!" Qin Yizhao said aside. His mood was very stable and he couldn't hear any superfluous complex emotions.

A pair of middle-aged men and women standing next to Yaomeng to meet the guests looked dull and embarrassed when they saw Qin Yizhao. They couldn't help looking at Zhu Ruiyan around Qin Yizhao.

"Uncle and aunt!" Qin Yizhao seemed particularly embarrassed.

Zhu Ruiyan guessed that this must be Yao Meng's parents. She followed Qin Yue and went to the hall together, leaving Qin Yizhao alone. She thought such a scene must be embarrassing. Yao Meng's parents must know about Qin Yizhao and Yao Meng. After many years, how can it not be embarrassing to meet again?

Looking back, Qin Yizhao didn't know what she was talking to her parents. Zhu Ruiyan smiled.

At this time, a young woman's voice came, "shiyejin, you can't marry her! She has no fertility, you know? Do you want our family to have no offspring? Don't you know she had ligation in England?"

"Shut up!" the bridegroom suppressed his voice and whispered, "you go back!"

"No!" the woman's voice was very sharp and attracted the attention of all the guests. "Shino Jin, do you really want to marry her? Why? You don't love her!"

Seeing this, Zhu Ruiyan, Qin Yue and Che Chi Wei hurried to the door of the hall. At this time, they saw a young woman, pointing to Yao Meng and yelling, "you are a barren woman. Do you deserve the wild strength of the world? You have been pregnant with other people's children, so you can't have children in the future. Don't you know that his parents won't come to your wedding?"

Yao Meng doesn't speak at this time, and his face is very pale!

"What's the matter?" Yao Meng's parents were confused and asked quickly.

Yao Meng bit his mouth and didn't say a word.

At this time, Qin Yizhao jumped high with green tendons. Zhu Ruiyan saw Qin Yizhao clench his fist tightly, so hard that he seemed to press all his emotions deeply to her heart.