Chapter 326

Lin Xi came, carrying a heat preservation bucket. It's the fish soup he made specially.

"Is it better?" as soon as Lin Xi entered the door, she saw Qin Yizhao holding Zhu Ruiyan's hand. She fell asleep with wet tears on her face. Lin Xi sat down on one side of the hospital bed and looked down gently at the girl on the hospital bed. Too many complex emotions spread from the bottom of her heart.

"I've been having nightmares! I've been trapped in nightmares!" Qin Yizhao scolded himself and said painfully, "I've been calling mom and baby!"

Lin Xi's body froze. The pain mercilessly crossed the bottom of her eyes and couldn't help sighing.

"It's all my fault!" Lin Xi's heart was twisted at this time. If he had known Yanyan's existence, he wouldn't give up anything, even if he was poor all his life! Twenty eight years, thinking that Shujing lived such a miserable life with Zhu Ruiyan in twenty-eight years, and the photos they investigated, even when she was a teacher in school, even when she stayed with innocent children, she couldn't hide her inner pain and haggard face. He couldn't even imagine what kind of life her mother and daughter had lived in the past twenty-eight years, What kind of life are you experiencing!

A person with a child has no basis everywhere, has begged alone, and marries a person he doesn't love for the child's registered permanent residence!

In addition, he also endured the endless torture from the man and spent every day in pain. When he thought of these, he felt unconscious pain and couldn't breathe. He once held it in the palm of his hand as a treasure, gave birth to his daughter, and endured so much pain for himself. What about him? Live so safely!

What the fuck did he do! Twenty eight years, just resentment, just blame, just resist, but only look for a year!

Why not keep looking? Why don't you keep asking for information? Why not go early and see what kind of life she lives?

Didn't he love her? Didn't you say that if something happened, he or she would do his best and never let her go?

Why didn't you do it? Why? Why not? He questioned himself again and again. The memory was like the faucet switch was broken. Waves of surging attacks came. The former happiness, beauty, later pain and disaster were not meaningless. They had been in her mind for 35 years. Lin Xi couldn't help crying when she thought of Yanyan and wanted to be quiet.

"If I had known Yanyan's existence earlier, I would never let go!"

"Uncle Lin!" Qin Yizhao said with a long sigh "I know you feel bad, and I know you love Yanyan. I also believe you deeply love her mother, but life is like this all your life. This is also the sadness of life. You never expect. You never know which accident will come first tomorrow. We are born as human beings. We always can't predict tomorrow, predict the results, and predict the future! Happiness sometimes doesn't happen If we want to cherish it, we can cherish it. Too many have no choice! "

He also felt tired, that the world was unpredictable, and that his heart was full of holes.

"Yes, there are too many helplessness! Everything comes from his lack of thorough love and persistence!" Lin Xi knew that what he felt most in his life was helplessness.

"Yanyan is very kind. One day she will forgive you. As long as you don't feel sorry for her mother, uncle Lin, why have you been with her mother for so many years, but you don't know that she is Liu Yanran?"

Lin Xi was stunned and replied: "The first time I met her mother was when I rescued her from the sea. After she was rescued, she still wanted to jump into the sea without saying anything. She was looking for life and death! I hurried back to Tongcheng and asked her where her home was. I sent her back, but she didn't say a word. My ticket time was coming, and I was very worried. I had to take her back to Tongcheng! She had nothing at all at that time She was wet and didn't even have shoes. I bought her a dress at the station, but she didn't know to change it. I asked the staff of the supply and marketing agency to change the clothes. I don't know what happened to her at that time, but I can see that she was very quiet. I want to give her to the traffic police to help her contact her family, but she held on to my skirt and didn't let go! "

"At that moment, she was like a homeless child. She seemed to grasp my life-saving straw. Maybe it was destined that I would have such a fate with her! I took her to Tongcheng and took care of her as a relative. Everyone said that she was my sister, and she didn't speak, so I named her Shujing, Lin Shujing!"

"I once thought she was dumb. She didn't say a word for three years. She just lived in her own world. Everyone thought she was crazy, but I knew she wasn't. She was only hurt deeply and didn't want to speak! She didn't want to open her heart to anyone! But she also trusted me very much. I gave her food and clothing, and she thanked me gently! At first, She was looking for life and death and wanted to hang herself. I saved her. I hated her very much. I slapped her in the face. I wanted to wake her up! I reasoned to her. No one had the right to trample on her! Then I scolded her severely. She also shed tears and silent tears. I probably scolded her and woke her up. After that, I didn't look for short-sightedness, but I still didn't speak She cooks and washes for me and mends for me every day, but when others can't see, she often stays in a daze. A daze is an afternoon! She is completely immersed in her own world! "

"Shujing and I are in love with each other for a long time. Maybe we thank me for taking care of her all the time. After I took care of her for three years, I want to leave Tongcheng and transfer to another place. She spoke. She told me that she is not mute or crazy, but she will never tell me who she is. She said that she is Lin Shujing from now on. She also told me that she had a family and a husband, but they all know each other She doesn't want her anymore. She has a son who died at birth, so she wants to die! She is afraid that her son is too lonely on the huangquan road and wants to accompany him! "

"She told me a lot. She knew I was leaving and she wanted to continue living there, so she had to cheer up! But when she called out my name, I couldn't let go. Later, I learned about her tragic experience. After three years together, I knew she was not like that, so I insisted on taking her away! I told her, where am I and where are you Son, the place where I am is your home! After Shujing perked up, she became a primary school teacher, and I arranged it for her. At that time, I knew that she had studied. She taught me to speak German. Later, our lives were spent in learning! "

"Tong Meng is my fiancee. I wrote a letter to terminate the engagement with her and tried my best to terminate the engagement, but I didn't expect my parents to take all the new I wrote. I didn't know that Tong Meng had never received my letter until yesterday. I had quarreled with my parents, but my parents didn't accept me and Shujing, so I owed Tong Meng and I couldn't deal with these things! But I don't know. Later, Tong Meng and my parents went to find Shujing and didn't speak ill of each other. They still begged Shujing to let her leave me, but later they didn't expect her to leave without leaving a book! She told me in her letter that she never loved me. She left, but she never left her name. She said it was painful to be with me. Her feelings for me were not love, but gratitude. She said her ex husband I came to find her and wanted to live in Germany with my ex husband. I thought it was true. I also went to Germany to find her, but I only looked for her for one year, because I didn't know her real name at all. After returning home, Tong Meng went abroad, and Tong Meng and I married in Germany. Later, I had children, and I knew my responsibility. From then on, I decided that I should forget my eyes Before, I forgot Shujing and started a new life, but I never knew that Shujing lived such a life... "

At this point, Lin Xi's secretary hurriedly knocked on the door and said it was urgent. Then he left.

Zhu Ruiyan trembled. Yes, she heard what Lin Xi said. He and his mother missed it!

It turned out that he was also a poor man. It was not that he abandoned him all the time, but that his mother abandoned him!

"Yeon Yeon - you heard that, didn't you? Uncle Lin is not such a person!" Qin Yizhao said

For a long time, Zhu Ruiyan said, "Qin Yizhao. If I leave you like this, will you go to find me? Will you be discouraged and get married in a year?"

"I won't!"

"But you've only been waiting for Yao Meng for three years. See, men are like this. No one will love anyone all his life, right? What is love?"

Qin Yizhao said firmly, "Zhu Ruiyan, I won't let go of your hand when I die!"

"Will we break up because we love deeply!"

"No, it won't!" Qin Yizhao replied.

"No, it won't!" Qin Yizhao replied.

"Well, I believe you, always believe you, but you should also believe me, always!" she whispered, "Qin Yizhao, I want to be happy, I must be happy, I want to live all the happiness my mother lost! You must be the one who has always given me happiness, I don't want to be with others! I just want to go one way to death!"

"Silly girl, I know!" he was distressed and relieved.

Lin Shixin is in the ward.

"Cousin, how did you get into the rain?" Lin Shixin was frightened to see Tong Qing walking into the ward like a drop of chicken soup.

"There's an unexpected situation!" Tong Qing picked his eyebrow.

"Go and change your clothes!" Lin Shixin said anxiously.

Tong Qing has opened the door of the bathroom to change clothes.

Lin Shixin recovered very well. Although the whole person was still very weak, he was much better than before. He leaned against the hospital bed to drip. Fortunately, he was only injured in the head and his bones were not misplaced. After cleaning up the congestion, the whole person thought clearly and didn't have any sequelae! "

Tong Qing seems to think of something. He asks the nurse to come and disinfect, and then returns to the ward.

"Cousin, have you found your mother?" Lin Shixin asked directly.

"No!" Tong Qing said truthfully.

Lin Shixin was very disappointed. "Is it true that my mother has no medicine?"