Chapter 186

"No!" she shivered her lips and suddenly reacted. She rushed out like a deer, running fast and hurried, as if the man behind him was not a man but a beast, as if he would die if he was slow.

Looking at Zhu Ruiyan's escape, Qin Yizhao couldn't help laughing. He looked up and squinted at the sky. The sky was just illuminated by the sunset. He strode after her and caught up with her in a few steps! Take her by the arm.

"I'll see you off!" he murmured.

She was held by him and couldn't move. She had to face him! The day they first met, after a night at the resort. Remembering that night, Zhu Ruiyan blushed.

"No! No!" she whispered. "I'll go back myself!"

"In fact, I can also dissect. Although the technique is not as skilled as brother, do you want to try!" Qin Yizhao asked calmly. Zhu Ruiyan knew that he frowned when he said this.?

"Ah..." she whispered. She didn't have the courage.

"Do you want me to send you now?" he asked again. He seemed a little unhappy.

"Well, please!" she could only answer in this way. Seeing Qin Sheng's appearance in the afternoon, she really didn't dare to provoke them. After she answered, he remained silent for a long time.

Qin Yizhao was silent for so long that Zhu Ruiyan thought he was really angry. He kept looking at her. She lowered her head and felt guilty. She saw the dust on his shoes and didn't look up. She didn't know what to say at this moment!

"Are you scared?" he finally broke the silence.

"Well, it's all right!" she said.

"Aren't you afraid?" he raised his eyebrows.

"As long as I don't cut the meat, I won't! That woman is simply corrupt. It's not director Duan's initiative to prescribe medicine to director Duan!" Zhu Ruiyan couldn't help saying.

"The result is not important. The important thing is that he has done something sorry for her. The bottom line has been violated. Qin Yue will not be with Duan Jue!"

"Yes, he's sorry for sister Qin!" she frowned and said.

He was silent again. "Are you worthy of me?"

"Me?" she jammed. "We are not suitable!" she said, "we can't be together!"

"Really? Come on, I'll see you off!" he said. Suddenly lowered his head, blew a bad breath into her ear and said gently, "you don't count this matter. You must take me in today!"

"Er!" she opened her eyes wide and closed his eyes.

Qin Yizhao smiled and pinched her little face: "I have plenty of time to spend with you. When you don't want to play, I'll take you home. I have plenty of time to spend with you."

? After that, his tone was sour, as if he had been wronged. He looked at her and looked forward to her attitude and determination. But she didn't say anything, just her heart beat very fast. She could only take a deep breath and gain courage with this action.

"Why, dare not answer?" he approached her, his eyes sharp as a sword, as if to see through her.

"Qin Yizhao, we are really impossible. It's hard to recover. We've passed. It's no use regretting. It's not sweet to twist the melon. It will only make everyone painful. We all have each other's life. I have my happiness and you will have you. Let's go our own way in the future. It's good for everyone. Long pain is better than short pain."

Qin Yizhao was suddenly quiet. His eyes stared at her like eating people. "What you just said is true?"

"Is that interesting?" she asked.

"I must know!" he was very stubborn.

"Most."?

"Make it clear!" he looked at her.

"Most of them."

"Go your own way?" Qin Yizhao asked sternly.

"Well, yes."

"Don't even think about it!" Qin Yizhao's eyes were full of ferocity.

Zhu Ruiyan said patiently, "Qin Yizhao, I admit you are really good. I have nothing to say, but I'm really tired. I'm really not suitable for you. You're too dazzling for me, but I'm good for nothing. I'm very tired!"

Love alone will not last long, and physical attraction is not enough. Two people have to cherish each other, know that it is much more important than company, and have a soul to communicate. The most important thing is that she wants him to go better!

He drew out a cigarette and lit it. Spit out a mouthful of white smoke. "Inappropriate? What's wrong with us? You're breaking up with me just because of these three words?"

When she mentioned the word "breaking up", the scene of breaking up reappeared in Zhu Ruiyan's mind, and tears also fell involuntarily. She didn't want him to see her tears. She turned away and a breeze blew in, which disturbed Zhu Ruiyan's heart.

There is a kind of love called letting go. Letting go will also be painful, because after letting go, the taste of missing someone is very bitter. Especially on a sleepless night, tell yourself to face it strong and hurt your heart.

"Zhao, thank you for everything, but I don't love you anymore. Let me go!" she tried to say in a calm voice, but she couldn't help shaking her voice. She could only feel the pain that only she could feel at the bottom of her heart

Suddenly, one hand held her little hand. Before he could refuse, the whole body was embraced by a warmth.

"Really? Don't love me?" when he spoke, his face almost touched her face, and the hot breath blew on her face.

Zhu Ruiyan tried to avoid his breath and quickly adjusted her breath: "yes." she struggled and tried to leave his arms, but he wouldn't let her.

His unique smell of tobacco is mixed with the smell of soap. The faint smell of soap is pungent, aggressive and charming, just like him.

She tried to break free, but she couldn't. She liked her warm embrace. Greedy want more, but insincere!

After she separated from Qin Yizhao, she tried to forget this relationship with busyness, but they met at the resort that night. That night, they were lingering for a long time, and many strong feelings came back again, constantly provoking the limit in her heart. If this goes on, she doesn't know how long she can resist.

"Do you know it's dangerous not to lie to a man who knows you?"

"Oh." she was stunned: "I..."

"Don't think I don't know what's on your mind?"

"What am I thinking?" suddenly shocked by his words, something began to occupy her brain slowly. Her brain was blank and more and more chaotic.

He raised his eyebrows and said, "no matter what you think, I will know. I know you too well!"

The tears that finally stopped fell down again. But she said, "Zhao, you don't know what I want, because you can't give what I want. You don't know what I'm thinking!"

"What do you want?"

"What do I want? I want self-esteem and equality. I feel unequal with you!"

He was stunned for a moment, his hand became a fist, and the veins on the back of his hand rose. He suddenly pressed her shoulder and looked at each other. His eyes showed complexity, floating, shock, hesitation, as if there were other things, but she couldn't guess.

The falling tears were just seen by him. She kept wiping her tears, but the uncontrollable tears still fell. She curled up, her mind was blank, her consciousness gradually blurred, but Qin Yizhao was clearly visible

"I want to be with you, not tired, I want self-esteem!" when she heard her choking voice, she knew she lied again, because she knew that even if she was tired, she also wanted to be with him, even if it was to discredit her, but she was afraid that she would be a stumbling block to him if she restrained him.?

In the dusk, she vaguely felt her hands beating her back to comfort her.

"Yeon Yeon, I miss you!" he said suddenly.

Zhu Ruiyan was stunned. She only felt that time solidified at this moment. Qin Yizhao was looking at her attentively.?

She was also immediately silent. Tears rolled in her eyes. She was a little embarrassed and whispered, "I don't want you..."

"Really? Let's go back and verify it?" he spits out a white smoke circle and floats in the air. "I Qin Yizhao is definitely not the one you can fool, and I will never let you fool me. I know all your thoughts. Even if you are tired, you should stand by my Qin Yizhao."

Zhu Ruiyan looked embarrassed and always thought he was teasing her. She tried to wipe away the tears on her face. She didn't want to. She took a deep breath: "let's go, let's get out of here!"

He seemed a little satisfied. He loosened her shoulder, bowed his head and kissed her white and tender face, so gentle, and then he carried her. Go straight to his car!

"Qin Yizhao?!" she screamed on his shoulder.

He ignored her, carried her and stuffed her into his car. His face was a little dull. He seemed to be angry again and angry with her. When he got into the car, he said, "Zhu Ruiyan, I'm serious. I miss you!"

She didn't know how to answer the question, and didn't want to answer it. She simply turned off the topic, "don't you have to be busy today? Are you going back?"

He held a cigarette in one hand and put the other hand in his trousers pocket. A smiling face appeared on his indifferent face. The tall body twisted and approached her, and then said calmly, "go back tomorrow morning and ask for leave."

She turned and looked out of the window. She didn't know what to say.

He suddenly grabbed her slender wrist. She looked up in panic. He was so overbearing. The smoke from his fingertips was also thrown out of the car, and her whole body was held in his arms. When he was in a trance, his arms held her firmly, and she smelled the unique smell of tobacco on him, so close and reliable.?

She desperately wanted to rely on him, even though the weather was so hot and the temperature was so high. He bent slightly and hugged her.

"Do you miss me?" his hoarse voice touched his heart. Zhu Ruiyan shook her head, but her eyes were wet.

"Zhao!" she said on the road. After more than five months, she sat in his car again, and Qin Yizhao frowned.

She thought of everything he had done and the consideration he had just given her. He went to see her mother and thought of all the kindness he had shown her. In the face of the icy cold in front of him, she didn't know how to thank him. Whispered, "are you hungry?"