Chapter 157

Although her heart has been full of holes and exposed to the cold wind in the severe winter, such pain again and again has been numb now. She can say these words calmly. She just doesn't want to be a burden on him.

In the snowflakes, Qin Yizhao's body shadow is so desolate in the ice and snow.

Zhu Ruiyan's consciousness also left her body for a moment. She looked at Qin Yizhao's back and stood upright in the world. She had no language, no emotion and no self. Looking at the vast land, she said seriously, "I don't regret spending time with you, but we are really inappropriate, Zhao. We give each other a way to live."

"Is it inappropriate or unwilling?" Qin Yizhao's voice was so similar to the weather. "Because you will have a father in prison?"

He knows her so well. This is Qin Yizhao. What he can't see through. Indeed, the main reason for Zhu Ruiyan is this. She can't help him. Now there are such things. She doesn't want to be his burden and affect her great future. Qin Yizhao is worthy of Qin Yizhao. Anyway, he can always tell the essence so easily.

"How to think is your freedom, I just want to end now!"

"I'm not a repeat person. Once it's over, I won't look back!" Qin Yizhao said seriously. If he agreed, there will be no future. "So, are you sure you want to say the end?"

Such words fell to Zhu Ruiyan's ears. She felt that she couldn't breathe the air. She had already hurt her numb heart. Now it seems that she really died completely.

Her long eyelashes trembled and her eyelids covered her eyes. She mechanically replied, "it's over!"

"Goodbye!" Qin Yizhao said.

I don't know whether to say goodbye for this parting or forever for the relationship between them. He didn't formally agree with her end, but he also said goodbye. Qin Yizhao got into the car, started the car and left.

Zhao, I don't want to say that, but there is no future between us. The obstacle between us is not family conditions, but that I can't drag you down. Lin Shixin can help you. Your father-in-law should be a person like secretary Lin, and Zhu Jianjun, who was imprisoned, shouldn't have any relationship.

Zhu Ruiyan's heart is dead and there is only an empty shell.

But this empty shell has to stay. At this time, she can give up her heart, but she can't die.

She has lost her heart. Zhao, I'm sorry. Please have a happy life.

In the winter when snowflakes fall, Qin Yizhao's car goes farther and farther. There is no other sound between heaven and earth. Zhu Ruiyan stands where she is and watches the car disappear with great sadness.

She has to live. Her mother is still in the intensive care unit. She must be well.

In Qin Yizhao's car shadow disappeared in her sight. Without her heart, her eyes could still know her mood. Obviously, they could not feel heartache, but they still shed tears.

The snow was flying all over the sky, and Zhu Ruiyan shed tears wantonly in the snow.

Love is like an addictive poison. After drinking it, people will be happy, but it will always hurt people. But how many people in this world will struggle to seek this poison. Even if they know that they will be hurt, they still drink it without hesitation. Even if they will be hurt, those beautiful things are really intoxicating. Zhao, if you can fall in love with you, there will be no regret in this life.

It's spring.

Zhu Ruiyan prepares breakfast and will go to work after eating.

That day, in the ice and snow of Yu County, the two said that they had never met again after the end, and they didn't even pass the phone.

On the evening of the Chinese new year, Duan Yu wore the protective clothing prepared by the doctor and went to the intensive care unit. He and Zhu Ruiyan's mother didn't know what to say. Then on the first day of the new year, Zhu Ruiyan's mother woke up.

But when people wake up, their brains can't recover.

Zhu Ruiyan just walked to the door of the community. She saw Ye Zhijie. I didn't expect Ye Zhijie to be here. Ye Zhijie was still the same, but her hair was shorter and she was still so sunny in a light shirt.

But it seems that people are thinner than before.

"Ye Zhijie, long time no see." Zhu Ruiyan greeted him with a smile.

"I haven't seen you for a long time. I wake up today and feel that I haven't seen you for some days. I don't know if you are living well." Ye Zhijie's tone is still so casual and relaxed, with a consistent smile on his face, grinning, snow-white teeth shining in the sun, and a natural and unrestrained color between his eyebrows.

"I'm living well." Zhu Ruiyan smiled.

"Well, it looks ok." Ye Zhijie looked at her carefully.

Zhu Ruiyan asked him, "did you have breakfast?"

"I've eaten it. Come up and I'll take you to the unit." Ye Zhijie said.

"Yes." Zhu Ruiyan didn't refuse.

On the bus, ye Zhijie asked Zhu Ruiyan, "is your mother better now?"

"Much better," replied Zhu Ruiyan.

"Oh, that's a good thing."

At that time, her mother was in the intensive care unit. She was really afraid that she couldn't carry it. Fortunately, her mother finally woke up. Although she didn't know her, her mother didn't remember the hardships in the past. Now she is very simple and can enjoy simple happiness. Zhu Ruiyan feels motivated to do anything as long as she sees her mother alive and well alive.

She has been working in the city for a month.

Ye Zhijie saw that Zhu Ruiyan's hair was much shorter than before. "Did you cut it short?"

Zhu Ruiyan had long hair, which was usually tied up. Now she has only shoulder length hair, which naturally falls on her collar. The facial features on her face are still as beautiful as before.

"Yes, what do you think of this hairstyle?" Zhu Ruiyan was very calm in front of him and asked his opinion.

Ye Zhijie replied, "yes, it seems that you have adjusted your mentality very well. You are really strong, and your mother should be proud of you."

"Thanks to the help of your friends," Zhu Ruiyan smiled.

"Since we are friends, we should help each other." Ye Zhijie answered and looked at the road conditions again.

After arriving at the unit, Zhu Ruiyan just got off the bus. Ye Zhijie shouted, "Zhu Ruiyan..."

Zhu Ruiyan stopped. Ye Zhijie opened the door and stood here in the cab. He still opened his mouth: "Zhu Ruiyan, don't force yourself. My shoulder can be relied on by you at any time."

"Ye Zhijie, you'd better lend your shoulders to other girls. We are friends." Zhu Ruiyan replied.

Ye Zhijie said with a smile, "I guessed your answer. Well, friends are friends. Go."

"Thank you!" Zhu Ruiyan thanked and entered the unit.

She went inside and looked back and saw that ye Zhijie's car had not left. People were standing outside the car, smoking and still looking in her direction.

Zhu Ruiyan was not watching and went upstairs.

She was busy in the office and thought of the night when she broke up.

She said goodbye to Qin Yizhao. After crying, she walked back to her yard. Ye Zhijie and Duan Yu waited inside for a long time. They were so sad when they saw Zhu Ruiyan coming back.

Ye Zhijie first found her and rushed to hold her. Seeing that she was cold and her tears were not dry, he didn't know how to comfort her: "Zhu Ruiyan, are you okay? He was angry with you again? Why did you cry like this?"

Zhu Ruiyan had little strength, but she still resisted his help and didn't speak.

They still have many things to discuss. Duan Yu is also anxious: "Yan Yan, what's the matter with you? What's the matter between you?"

Zhu Ruiyan looked at him. She looked so sad. She almost lost her strength to speak. She said weakly, "second brother, I'm fine. I want to stay by myself. Xuanxuan, ask Zhang Shuai and see what's going on with my mother."

"Nothing new. Don't worry. We found the attending doctor this afternoon. My aunt will get better."

"Ye Zhijie, she probably didn't eat today. How about you?" Duan Yu asked Ye Zhijie.

"I'm looking for someone to send something here." Ye Zhijie informed the person.

"Yan Yan, the second brother and ye Zhijie will accompany you next to you." Duan Yu is not at ease.

Zhu Ruiyan's heart recovered a trace of temperature. She was full of sadness and needed to find someone to cry. It would be nice to have someone to accompany her. She hoped to have a warm embrace to make her cry wantonly. Duan Yu's words warmed her heart. Her voice was so painful: "second brother, don't worry, I'm fine."

Duan Yu didn't tell the lies she told. He leaned her against himself beside her: "second brother, lend you some strength."

"Second brother..." then there was endless tears. Zhu Ruiyan cried in Duan Yu's arms. I don't know how long.

Duan Yu hugged her. She only knew that Zhu Ruiyan's body kept shaking. She cried so sad and sad, but she said everything.

Duan Yu looked at Ye Zhijie, and ye Zhijie looked at him blankly. He didn't understand anything at all.

Probably too many days of fatigue hit together on this day. Zhu Ruiyan finally cried to a deep sleep.

"Doctor Duan, please put my sister down." Zhu Ruixuan opened Zhu Ruiyan's door and asked Duanyu to put Zhu Ruiyan in.

That night, Duan Yu and ye Zhijie found a hotel and both drank a lot.

Zhang Shuai has been guarding in the hospital. Tao Xin also knows that Zhu Ruiyan has gone to sell her kidney. He is really sad at the bottom of his heart. Of course, there is anger. Sister Huang scolded Zhu Ruiyan. How can the mother in the world accept her children's behavior.

That night, the snow was very heavy. Zhu Ruiyan didn't know whether Qin Yizhao had successfully arrived in Qing county. It snowed on the road. Did he go well.

With Duan Yu's help, Zhou Hui's medical expenses are in the charge of the research group of the municipal hospital. In fact, Qin Yizhao called Duan Yu for all the expenses, but Zhu Ruiyan didn't know. She only knew that the research group let her not worry about money.

Duan Yu found several professors to help Zhou Hui with her treatment.

Two months later, Zhou Hui was discharged from the hospital. Her brain was damaged. She didn't know anyone and couldn't say anything.

Ye Zhijie took out 300000 to help, and Duan Yu gave it back to him.

Zhu Ruiyan is very grateful for their help. Now she still owes some debts, that is, Tao Xin's 130000 and Zhang Shuai's 50000.

This figure is not small, but she still thinks the situation is very good. She can still return it if it is not more than one million.

She went home in a hurry last time and didn't ask for leave. She thought she would lose her job.

After Zhou Hui was discharged from the hospital, Qin Yue told her to go to work. Zhu Ruiyan knew that Qin Yue had given her three-month leave without much deduction. Now the leave was over. She should go to work, and Zhou Hui also transferred to a nursing home with professional nursing staff.

These are the help of Duan Yu and Qin Yue.