C165 Bless her, and watch her go.

Bless her, and watch her go.

After making the call, I went to Yang Wei's ward. Since Chen Xiaoxiao was going to the same hospital as Yang Wei, I went to look for him.

After two weeks, Yang Wei had fully recovered, and he was basically fine. When he saw me, he was a little surprised: "Little brother, why are you here?"

I told him to send Chen Xiaoxiao to the hospital to take a look at you while I was at it. Yang Wei asked me what happened to Chen Xiaoxiao and I told him everything that happened, but I didn't mention anything about Madman hitting me with three punches.

After Yang Wei heard this, he laughed bitterly: "You, this guy, your luck with women is really good. After breaking up with Chen Xiaoxiao, he was even willing to help you block the blade.

If I hadn't gone to find trouble with Song Jingrong at that time, perhaps she would still be together with Song Jingrong at that time. How could she have suffered any serious injuries because of me?

Seeing me like that, Yang Wei laughed: "What happened? I already know that you're not good at everything, but there's one thing that's bad. You like to bear all the blame and then hide all the bad things in your heart, not willing to say it out loud. You can't take it anymore, you're not Superman, it's time for everyone to get tired, if it doesn't work out, just rely on the people around you, no one will blame you. "

I sighed and shook my head. "Wei, I'm really tired right now."

Yang Wei nodded his head and said that he knew, so he was trying to console me right now. After we chatted for a bit, Bighead came over, with some peanuts and beer in his hands. When he saw me, he laughed and said, "Come on, brothers, let's go."

Before I could say anything, Yang Wei said, "Hurry up and give me a can of beer. Fuck, how long have we endured?

I didn't stop them. Yang Wei was fine now, so he should be fine after drinking a bottle of wine. I opened a bottle of beer from Big Head and handed it over to Yang Wei.

After midnight, Bighead went home first. Yang Wei had also fallen asleep, so I ran to Chen Xiaoxiao's ward to find a place to sleep on the ground. Chen Xiaoxiao's father was on guard tonight, and even when she saw me, she didn't say anything.

The next morning, when I woke up, I saw Chen Xiaoxiao smiling at me. When I saw that she was alright, I said happily: "Stupid girl, did you know that you scared me to death last night?"

Chen Xiaoxiao covered her mouth and laughed: "Are you worried about me?"

I say no more. If anything were to happen to you, my conscience would be uneasy for the rest of my life. Chen Xiaoxiao said jokingly: "I want to be like this, so that you won't forget me for the rest of your life."

I touched her little face and said, "Silly girl, your life is yours. You should treasure it well. I, Chen Ge, am not worth what you have done."

Chen Xiaoxiao held my hand and said: "You said it yourself, your life is mine, so what I want to do is my freedom. Little brother, I know that I was wrong before, but when I heard you say that you forgive me last night, I was really happy.

I was stunned and let go of her hand. "Why are you saying such heartless words? Could it be that you won't even have friends anymore?"

Chen Xiaoxiao laughed bitterly: "I was just going to say it was heartless, otherwise it would be difficult for you. I know, your heart isn't with me now, do you want me to tie you up with guilt and let you break up with Xu Jie and be with me? I, Chen Xiaoxiao, am selfish, but I would never do such a despicable thing. "

After this, I won't appear in front of you again. I want to go to another city to study and live a good life, forget about you, and start anew. You know how unforgettable it is for you to want me to stay in the same school as you and have such love with another girl.

As Chen Xiaoxiao spoke, her tears began to fall, "Do you know where you have fascinated me the most? Even though I know that I shouldn't like a scumbag student like you, I still tried to resist, but I couldn't do it, like how I was able to say those words that hurt you back then. In the end, my heart is still with you. "

I used a tissue to wipe away Chen Xiaoxiao's tears. "Don't be like this, you know, I can't stand seeing you cry the most. I promise you anything you want, okay? So, don't cry anymore. "

Chen Xiaoxiao pushed my hands away and said, "Alright, I know that you're saying these words to console me. You've always been like this, consoling others is always this way, and your heart is also softhearted. If I cry today, you'll be at my side. Don't think that you're the savior of the world. All the girls who don't have you are unable to live, okay? "

"Do you know that 'indulgence' is the thing that hurts the most about you? You want to be good to everyone, and for that reason, you can make yourself unrecognizable, and just ask those of us who love you to be happy. But feelings are selfish things, so you can't be good to everyone."

"Girls aren't stupid. Can't you see that there's no one else in your heart other than me? Love is also the one thing in this world that cannot be "accommodated". Whether you love me or not, I know it in my heart. No matter what moving words you say, I know that I am not your only one. "

"Just treat it as leaving me some dignity at the end, don't treat me so well. I finally managed to get my life back on track, can't you bless me?"

I looked at her and swallowed those words in the end. What Chen Xiaoxiao said was right, I shouldn't have done this, since I have already decided to be together with Xu Jie, then I should have treated her well, and should not have given Chen Xiaoxiao any more chances.

Dear girl, different ways, bless her, and watch her leave.

It was a long time later, when I thought about it, before I realized it was just a practice in my long, smelly history of love. In my sweet and fragile love, I have been constantly practicing, practicing loss, practicing bearing, practicing thinking, in the repetition of high and low preheats, toward our final, predetermined end.

The only thing I know for sure is that Chen Xiaoxiao is not my ending.

After leaving the hospital, my heart wasn't as depressed as I had imagined. It was as if I suddenly understood something. I knew that I had let go of this relationship that lasted for more than two years. Today, it finally wasn't a satisfactory ending.

I called a car, went back to school, and called my sister in the car. I told her everything that happened last night, and told her to go to school. This time, she didn't say anything about me, but just said I understood.

When I got to school, I went to the office where the Old Tsai was waiting for me. Next to me stood a couple, who should be Watermelon's parents. When they saw me, they kept scolding me.

At the beginning, Watermelon's parents wanted to call the police, but Old Tsai kept urging them, telling them that it was Watermelon who first chopped them with a knife, so it wasn't good for them to call the police. Old Tsai obviously stood on my side, and after chatting for a while, the parents of Watermelon started to prefer to keep it a secret.

In the end, Watermelon was persuaded to turn around because he was using a knife to chop people. Although I defended myself, I hurt people. The penalty was two weeks' suspension of lessons.

As for the medical fees, the school pays half and my sister and Watermelon's parents take care of the other half. When the matter is settled, in the corridor, my sister looks at me and doesn't say anything. I look at her back and know that she is very disappointed.

After the suspension of lessons, I needed to sign the documents with the big baldy of the Education Bureau. The office of the Education Bureau was on the fourth floor, and when I walked up the stairs, I saw Xu Jie.

When Xu Jie saw me, she immediately dragged me to a corner and asked, "What do you mean? I've called you so many times but you still didn't answer? Did you spend the entire night with Chen Xiaoxiao? What did you guys talk about?

I said dispiritedly, "She was injured because of me, so I definitely have to take care of her in the hospital. Can you not be like this? You must be jealous?"

Xu Jie said anxiously: "I was jealous because of you, but you, like this, must have been moved last night, you must have told her a lot of things, have you already decided to dump me and make up with her?"

I shook my head. "No, I've only accompanied her for one night. Furthermore, I've already explained it clearly this morning."

Before I even finished speaking, Xu Jie interrupted me: "Let me tell you, you can't leave me behind, even if she gets stabbed for you, and even more, didn't I get stabbed for you when I was just in my first two years? You can't leave me, because of her, I gave you everything, how can you treat me like this?"

Just as I wanted to explain, I saw Xu Jie crying as she continued, "Chen Ge, you can't leave me behind. You said that you would spend the rest of my life with me, and you said that you can't lie to me, and you always have a chance to repay me. With all the money you've borrowed, you can't just run away without paying me back, you can't leave me behind."

I saw Xu Jie crying and smiled bitterly: "Just wait for me to finish my words, Chen Xiaoxiao has already explained everything to me clearly, she intends to let me go and start a new life. I have also decided that I will fight you to the death with my entire life."

Xu Jie was stunned, her big eyes looked at me pitifully, and asked me if I was serious? I smiled and hugged her. "I know I was wrong, so I shouldn't have let you feel that sense of security. I will definitely change it from now on. Alright, stop crying. Really, it hurts to look at it."

Xu Jie forcefully bit on my shoulder, but I didn't even let go of her. A moment later, she softly said "Okay" and then hugged me.

I am not anyone's savior. If I have to say it, from today onwards, I will only be Xu Jie's savior, and will only be holding her for the rest of my life.