"If only you were a boy! If you're not a girl, you're the eldest son. I'm sure you're the most favored eldest son of our Cheng family!

"God, why do you do this to me!"

Shenji heard the most from her childhood, that is, her mother was hiding in her room, wiping her tears, crying and nagging.

She is a girl, not a boy. It's a mother's hate all her life.

Hate that she is not a boy, and can not bring her mother a high position in the Cheng family.

So when she was young, Shen Ji was summoned by Cheng's family. She was already tired and numb.

Although the young Shenji is still young, she is very mature.

At the age of five, she chose to flee such a family.

She knew that her mother, who hated and loved her, followed her all the way.

After she chose to go with someone who gave her snacks, her mother, the woman named Yun Hua, hid in the corner and cried for a long time.

At the age of five, a little girl who didn't even know what death meant. Her loss of the word "mother" can never be realized by outsiders.

The woman named mother, after all, only dare to hide in the corner crying, watching her leave.

In the first year after entering the dark soul organization, Shenji was invincible.

Maybe others don't know the reason why she is invincible, but she knows it in her own mind.

That's because after she was abandoned by her family, she didn't care about life and survival for a long time.

Even if dead, for her, such a life without pursuit is meaningless.

People who are relaxed and have no burden are more likely to succeed because they are alone and don't need to leave any way back for themselves.

But those who have families, children, and concerns can only be ordinary people in their whole life.

Shenji belongs to the former.

She was as fierce as the God of the moment. Even if she was stabbed into the body with a knife, she ignored her wound and vowed to kill the other side first.

In this way, when she first entered the dark soul organization, almost no child was her opponent.

Until I met the girl who had lost the confidence of survival, but rekindled her desire for survival - 006!

She, beat her!

Also despised her: "under the defeated general!"

This sentence makes her blood boil.

"006, I remember you! I will beat you! " The young god Ji called out this sentence to the temple God.

Since then, defeating chashen has become the only goal of Shenji.

This wish is not only the goal of Shenji, but also the power of her survival.

Her childhood was not good.

She didn't remember.

She even wanted to give up her life.

Perhaps for others, the victory over chashen is just a kind of aggressive performance.

But for Shenji, it's her motivation to survive.

It is no longer a kind of aggressive performance, but she will never forget the value of life.

But one day, the woman she would never defeat died in a flash.

When Shenji first heard the news, she was as thunderous as thunder, but she still chose to continue to survive, because she chose to serve the God of the temple, the silly woman and the ancient mercenary regiment.

She knows. She won't leave. She will come back one day.

That's right. In 2019, the chashen did come back.

But Shenji is tired.

Please allow her to sleep for a long time. Those goals, motivation, have already been dispersed by time.

She just wants to have a good sleep and have a dream that will never wake up.

She wants to fight again next life.

At that time, she will definitely win over chashen.

Sure.

This time, never break your promise.