Chapter 269

"Don't say that, sister Jiang. I didn't help. As you know, no matter who I am with Jiang, as long as he is willing to do, no one can stop me. Besides... "Lily took a subconscious look at Jiang Jingru, and said shyly in her voice:" besides, if he and I can really become husband and wife, how can I go against him? Besides, it's a good thing. After all, he is repaying the kindness of dripping water. What do you say, sister Jiang? "

"I'm really relieved if you can say that!" Jiang Jingru breathes a sigh of relief and looks at Kevin with more peace of mind.

"Sister Jiang, but I don't understand. Are you going to leave Kevin in China? Do you want to go back to Canada? Or is there another reason? " Lily asked the puzzled in the heart.

According to human nature, ordinary parents, rich or poor, will not leave their children behind unless there are two reasons. One is that such parents are really a little cruel. They feel that their children are their own burden, so they leave their children to pursue their own happiness. The second reason... What's wrong with her?

Think of here, Lily suddenly a little uneasy to see to Jiang Jingru.

"Well, yes." Jiang Jingru nodded, "in recent years, in order to give Kevin medical treatment, I gave up a job I used to like. There are many excellent men who were willing to form a family with me, but in the end, because I didn't want to give up Kevin, and Kevin didn't adapt to them... They had to give up me, and I also lost many opportunities to be happier."

Lily was relieved. Fortunately, what she heard was not the bloody line that she was ill and would die soon... "Sister Jiang, are you going to work in Canada again and get married?"

"Well, not only that. My biological father and I just got the divorce certificate, and some property and other things didn't go through. When I go back this time, I'll take Kevin's share back as the alimony for Kevin in the future. At the same time, I don't think I'm old enough to have my own life... Do you think I'm selfish? "

Lily takes a look at Kevin, and really wants to nod her head and say, "you are not selfish, just a little cruel, because Kevin needs you so much"...

but when Lily takes a closer look at Jiang Jingru's dress, makeup on her face and temperament, it can be seen that her life abroad over the years has already westernized her from the inside to the inside The way Westerners educate and raise their children is different from that of Chinese people. Is it because she knows that Kevin's illness is getting better?

Seeing that Lily didn't speak, Jiang Jingru dropped her eyes and laughed at herself: "I also think I'm selfish. I give my children to others to raise, and then I live my own life... No one will do this. However, I'm really not reconciled... I went abroad when I was less than 20 years old. After more than ten years, I didn't bring anything back except a sick child. I didn't do something enviable, but gained so much sympathy... I'm not reconciled. I want to continue to fulfill my dream and pursue the freedom and life I want. "

Lily looks at Jiang Jingru in surprise and finds that she really doesn't understand this woman...

should she be stubborn and persistent? Or is it really unreasonable...

"sister Jiang, do you yearn for life abroad?"

"Of course... Although I have been working hard in recent years, my worship of Western ideas has never changed for more than 20 years. When I was young, I had missed a lot, but also accumulated a lot of experience. If I gave up the chance of happiness for the rest of my life just because of Kevin, I knew that Kevin would look down on me when he grew up. So, I'm sure he'll understand all the decisions his mother made. Besides, I'm just leaving Kevin for the time being. I'll come back to pick him up one day when I have a good life outside, or when Kevin's illness is over. Anyway, he's my son. I won't deny that. "

Jiang Jingru is very firm. When she talks about going abroad, her eyes seem to twinkle with expectation and yearning.

Lily sighed helplessly, and really didn't know what to say...

all these years of traditional education and understanding of westerners' Three Outlooks began to mix together in her mind, confusing her own three outlooks...

is it not selfish for Jiang Jingru to do so?

"And when are you going to go?" Lily asked Jiang Jingru.

She is no longer willing to listen to the reasons and reasons for Jiang Jingru's leaving. She is afraid that her thinking will be more disordered, because now she seems to have lost her ability to distinguish human nature.

"Settle in Kevin, and I'll go again." Jiang Jingru said.

"But, you just come back so short time, these years have not left Kevin, if you leave, really trust him?" Lily took a look at the sleeping Kevin, and finally asked in the heart."So it may take a while! In addition, I have to look at the situation with Jiang. Maybe he will regret not wanting us Kevin! In that case, it will take longer to find a reliable person, and my parents are too old to take him with them. But if you agree with Jiang, it will be much easier. After all, Kevin is born close to Jiang and listens to him very much. " Jiang Jingru's mouth is full of bitterness and self mockery.

"Also..." lily whispered and echoed, thinking of the temperament of Nian and Jiang. If he had promised Jiang Jingru, he would not break his appointment.

However, Kevin is different from Jiang Yufei after all. As an adult, Yufei can not only take care of herself, but also get married in a few years. And Kevin... Is just a child, and a child who can't take care of himself... At present, except for his family and Nian and Jiang, I'm afraid he can't accept anyone else... Even if these can't cause any difficulties to Nian and Jiang, but... What about himself and his life? If you live with Kevin, will he let himself have a baby for him?

Lily takes another look at Kevin in Jiang Jingru's arms, and her heart is in a mess... If she can't accept Kevin, isn't she as selfish as Jiang Jingru?

But when I think of myself and Nian and Jiang's peaceful and sweet days, I want to insert an autistic Kevin... It's not discrimination against children, it's just that my self-cultivation seems to be really not enough... Good contradiction, good tangle...

"Xiao Zhen, thank you today. I also have a heartless invitation, I don't know whether I should open my mouth." Jiang Jingru looks at Lily tentatively.

"Oh, go ahead." Lily thought, your own son can be ruthless to others, what can be more heartless than this request?

Jiang Jingru said with a little embarrassment: "I'll go back and ask him if he is willing to accept Kevin. After all, when he promised at that time, he still lived a free and single life, but now he has planned to marry you. So, if he doesn't want to, I'd like you to say something nice to Kevin and me in front of him... I'm really bothering you. "

Lily is a little shocked, which is really enough for her to ask...

to ask