Chapter 190

"Daughter in law..."

Xu Haodong's heart is just like a needle. Fang argues that if they don't go together, they will break up, that is, they don't want him.

How could he let go of such a good fight? Just for the sake of a long time in the future, it's just a short separation. Why can't he figure it out. I don't listen to any explanation.

Fang Zheng pushed his hand away.

"My selfishness is troubling you. be it so. Goodbye. "

Carrying three or four large suitcases downstairs, there was a case that didn't zip up and broke up in the middle of the walk. Xu Haodong came to help him pick it up.

Fang Zheng doesn't want it at all. He goes out of Yihao police station with other luggage. Lao Zhang drives by, and Fang Zheng stops Lao Zhang's car.

"Uncle Zhang, I'm going to take a bus in the county. Please give me a ride."

"Yes."

"Fang Zheng! Fang Zheng! Let's get down to business, shall we? I don't want you! I mean "*

when Xu Haodong came out late, Fang Zheng left.

Xu Haodong was anxious, angry and helpless.

Fang Zheng took his luggage to the county first, and then flew to the capital together with his mother. He said goodbye to Professor Ma and went to school.

Professor Ma is very strange. It's a good thing to drink for three days. Why did Fang Zheng's sad people lose their luster? His eyes are dim, his face is listless, and his words are very few.

Besides, it's a little early now. It's more than a month in advance. There's no need to go so early.

But he didn't say anything about it. He stayed in the capital for one day. After saying goodbye to Xiaobai, he flew away all night.

Xiaobai sees that Fang Zheng's appearance is not right. He shouldn't. Fang Zheng should take Xu Haodong and his mother when he wants to leave.

Fang Zheng rented a small house some distance away from the school. He hardly talked to his mother on the way from picking up his mother to going abroad and sending his mother to Fang Cong.

Fang Zheng's mother is very happy, after going abroad to immigrate, who has her scenery!

My son was admitted to such a good art research institute as a graduate student. It seems that he broke up with Xu Haodong. My daughter is pregnant and is going to have a baby. She lives in the same house as a villa. My uncle is very kind to her. Fang Zheng's mother thinks she has a special identity.

"Don't think it's bad to break up with him. Think about it. You've been a great painter since you graduated. There are several people in China who have the same educational background as you. You're higher than them. It's a shame for you to have such a noble identity and a boyfriend! Break up as soon as possible, and more contact with him will be cheaper. "

Fang Zheng's mother thought she was very comforted and advised Fang Zheng.

Fang contends with Li to ignore, he suddenly gets up.

"Sister, I'm going."

Fang Cong was born in two months, and his stomach was bigger than last time. Hold on to Fangzheng.

"I'll get you a present."

Fang Cong pulls Fang Zheng into the bedroom. The door is closed. Feel Fang Zheng's back.

"What's the matter with you, little brother?"

Fang Zheng is like going back to the lowest period, even lower than that period. His face was obscure, his expression was dispirited, and he was oppressive and irritable. It's not as high spirited as when I came last time.

"Why didn't Haodong come with you?"

"Break up."

"What's the matter?"

Fang Zheng has nothing to hide from his sister. He says that he plans for a better future, but Xu Haodong refuses to participate and insists on staying in Tengyun town.

"Elder sister, did I give him too much trouble, and I forced him to accompany me all the time. He didn't like me anymore?", "don't be so unpredictable. Dongzi has loved you for so many years and kept you for so long. He doesn't think so."

"He knows I can't do without him, he still won't come with me." you think about it for him, he is also a man. In your relationship, he has always been at a disadvantage. No matter his status, he knows he doesn't deserve you. Why did he love you so long and dare not say that he still knows the difference between you? He has low self-esteem. He wanted to be better "but there was no difference between us."

"That's what you think."

Fang Cong sat beside the bed, patting him comfortingly on the shoulder.

"There are so many people and so many things to say. You can not care about the eyes of the outside world, but you can always listen to all kinds of words. He is a man, he can hear people say every day that he is up to you, is he not worthy of you, nothing? He knows how good you are. He wants to be as good as you. Even if someone mentions it, he will say that Fang Zheng's boyfriend is also outstanding. It's not that he's vain, it's that he doesn't want him to be your stain. Keep you perfect. "

"I love him so much that I never dislike him. What inferiority complex? When we are together, I always feel that I am sorry for him. I love him less than he loves me. "

"He knows the gap between him and you because of his parents' dislike and other people's comments. He wants to be good enough for you. Besides, he has his own business career. He is not used to living abroad. He wants to stay in his hometown and struggle. His parents are also in his hometown. It makes sense. You can't do without him, but you should also think about him. Fang Zheng, I know that before you were ignored and suppressed, you were uncomfortable. Dongzi puts you in the first place. The warmth and love you feel from him makes you rely on him very much, but you can't let him become your subordinate. I mean, if you become an internationally famous painter and the people around you are excellent, you will find that Xu Haodong has been standing still all the time and can't satisfy your aesthetic standards, and you will dislike him. When it was time to break up, he was injured all over, nothing. You have to think for him, think for him, and think about it from his point of view. ""I won't be ungrateful!"

"But sometimes it is! It's not about cheating, but it's about distance, different horizons and different things. It's like the allusion of why not eat porridge. You artists will idealize things, love is the most important, but life is closely related to love. You can't have enough water. If you understand him and think about it for him, you will know that he has no choice but to make this decision. He wants to become a better self for a better long time in the future. "

"But I miss him so much."

Fang Zheng is lying on his sister's knee. He felt warmth and company in his sister. But it's still not enough. No one can replace Xu Haodong's warmth and love.

"I really miss him."

That kind of missing is extremely engraved in the bone. I always feel like I'm in the room. I don't have Xu Haodong's tone. I live hard.

The beautiful world collapses, the pillar disappears, the foot has no bottom, the breath suppresses, that kind of missing without him.

"I know he will wait for me, and I know he loves me. I know how selfish I am. It's hard and forced for him to leave everything behind and follow me, but I just can't do without him. I miss him so much

"You are spoiled by him."

Fang Cong wanted to laugh, but he was distressed.

"He pampers you as a child, and suddenly he can't get used to it when he leaves you. You can often contact, computer, mobile phone, all kinds of ways. He is trying to be better. You have to support him. Why are you still angry. There are many holidays here, but there is no overtime abroad. When it comes to holidays, the president has a holiday, the queen has a holiday, and the teachers have a holiday. You won't go back. It's not that you have no money. "

"We had a big fight."

"You are not right. You should take the initiative to contact him and apologize."

"He tries to be better, I understand, but I can't stand the difference. Three years is too long. "

"Again."

Fang Zheng shook his head.

"There's always a way."

Three years is really too long. I'm worried that things are right and people are wrong. Love can't resist time and distance.

Too many variables.

One year is good, flowers bloom and fall for three years, children are in kindergarten. Tengyun town has developed three or four times.

Can't be so long, now miss people uncomfortable, with the accumulation of time miss deeper, he is afraid that he can't stand.

Xu Haodong knew that Fang Zheng was really angry this time. He called him in the first few days, but he couldn't get through at all. It wasn't because the signal couldn't get through that he was not in the service area, so he definitely dragged him into the blacklist.

Microblog on the Internet is not updated, there is no news about his life.

Xu Haodong is worried about him. He's afraid that he can't eat well and sleep well. He's afraid that he'll be cheated when he rents a house. He's afraid that he'll be scolded by his mother. All kinds of worries are that there is no channel to inquire.

Xu Haodong went to find Xiaobai.

"Well, don't worry. At first, he didn't answer my phone in those two days. Later, I contacted sister Fang and heard that Fang Zheng had begun to study. Before the teachers in the school were assigned, he went to the professor he knew at the exhibition and studied with him. "

"I was afraid Fang Cong would scold me. I didn't dare to call her."

Xu Haodong is afraid of the tiger. Fang Cong, who has been protecting his younger brother, is absolutely angry when Fang struggles to leave.

"Oh, now you can't get through. It's like having a baby in hospital."

"Having a baby? "It's time for the day?"

It's more than a month before the due date. It's less than eight months since they fought together.

"I don't know. It's dangerous to have a baby anyway. A week ago, I called Fang Zheng. We were chatting. Fang Zheng said that he would call later, and after 30 seconds, he said that he would not talk. His sister was hospitalized! There has been no news since then! "

Jiangxiaobai see out, Xu Haodong this period of time is not very, the whole person is thin a circle. Two people who love each other so much quarrel and break up for this matter.

"Brother Xu, Fang Zheng doesn't want to break up with you. He just misses you so much. He thinks why you don't go with him when you love him. In fact, his heart is full of you. He studies hard just to come back early to be with you. Don't blame him. I guess his sister is the only one who is so kind to him except you. He depends on you and treats you like air. If you don't go with him, he can't get used to it. If you miss you too much, you're a little resentful. "

"I don't blame him. I'm just worried about whether he can do it himself. "

I'm afraid he will starve to death.

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