Chapter 132

Xiao Yicheng also doubted whether he was dazzled at that time. Although he and Lu Xiaoan grew up together, they met more at school. And as far as he knows, Lu Xiaoan doesn't like watching basketball games. She used to find her to cheer herself up when she played basketball, but she always said that playing basketball looked boring and wouldn't come to say anything.

But just now I only looked at the audience, but I can't even recognize Lu Xiaoan. Xiao Yicheng got up and walked to the side of the court. The students who played together had not played enough. He caught up and said he wanted to play again for a while. He thought he was joking with him just now. He was angry. Xiao Yicheng only said that he was not angry, but had something to do, so he hurried away with his schoolbag. Usually she would wait at the door for her to finish school together, but that day when she finished school, she waited at the door for a long time and didn't see her.

Today, although many years have passed, Xiao Yicheng still hasn't forgotten the look in her eyes. There was seriousness and piety in her eyes, as if there was nothing else in heaven and earth except the person she looked at. Although Xiao Yicheng did not verify with her that the person in the audience that day was her, he knew in his heart that only she could have that look.

Xiao Yicheng suddenly had an impulse. He also wanted to ask whether he was dazzled or it was really her.

"When I was playing basketball, did I see you run away once?"

Ye Xiaoan didn't expect his thinking to jump so much. How did he suddenly think of things so many years ago? Suddenly, when he asked, ye Xiaoan was stunned. It seemed that there was such a thing, but if he hadn't mentioned it, he wouldn't remember it.

"I didn't run away. I was really watching you play basketball. Later, my friend called me over. I didn't wait for you to finish school that night because my friend asked me to go out and didn't come back."

Ye Xiaoan responded to him blandly, but in his heart, he was overwhelmed with thoughts. She did lie. At that time, she was in love with him and was embarrassed to tell him, so she secretly ran to the audience to watch him play basketball. She has been silently watching Xiao Yicheng who is sweating on the court. Now she thinks he looks very handsome when he dribbles.

If I watched him play basketball at ordinary times, I wouldn't run away, but when I looked at him that day, ye Xiaoan felt that he seemed to see through himself Xi ǎ It's a secret, so I ran away. That day after school, I didn't go first, but secretly hid behind the big tree next to the school gate. She hid behind the tree as long as he waited for herself.

If he had asked himself these words five years ago, perhaps Ye Xiaoan would not hesitate to tell him the truth, but now he doesn't dare to tell the truth. Ye Xiaoan now just wants to live with his son in peace. He really has a strange impulse, but now the reality has warned himself that ye Xiaoan has also learned what is an Fen.

Today, when I saw him and Gu Yining, ye Xiaoan felt sour. After all, he was a person he had loved for so many years. Now it must be hard to see him being held by other women. But ye Xiaoan doesn't think it's because he still has deep feelings for him. It's just because he loved, so he can't be regarded as an ordinary friend.

"Can you tell me why you decided to marry him..."

Xiao Yicheng didn't want to say these words to scare her away, but it was a question he had thought about for a long time. If he didn't ask clearly, maybe it would become a knot in his heart.

Ye Xiaoan knows that this problem can't be avoided no matter what. He will ask himself sooner or later. How can she answer? This marriage is just a deal? She sold herself for $3 million? Now even if I am willing to tell him, I can't tell the truth according to my heart. If you tell him the truth, it will no longer be a secret if you promise Gu Yizhen's secret.

If you are entrusted by others and loyal to others, since you have promised him, you should not break your promise. Anyway, he wants Xiao Yicheng to give up. It doesn't matter what he says now. It doesn't matter how he thinks of himself.

"Because I have been living on my own since I left home. The friend who never leaves me is not like those who leave me. She is a childe with a family background. Her life is also very hard, and she even can't afford another degree of me.

I once tried to be a fashion designer on the Internet. It was only a part-time job and a temporary job. Because I was not over the age at that time, I couldn't go out to work. My friend wanted to give up the opportunity to study abroad because he wanted to take care of me. In this way, I took some money saved by my part-time job and flew to Italy.

I think you know my English level. It's really difficult to survive in Italy at my level. But I'm lucky. I met a good drugstore owner and worked in his small drugstore for a while with a small salary. It can be said that I spent a year in Italy, and finally became a formal fashion designer and returned to Italy It's home. "

Ye Xiaoan really wants a cigarette at the moment. She can suddenly understand why those men who are addicted to smoking look for cigarette butts everywhere. Sometimes when you really want to vent an emotion, it's really hard to find a breakthrough.

"Later, when I returned to China, I joined gooseberry group as a designer. The two of us met under such circumstances. He has always been very kind to me, so we naturally got together. Of course, other people don't know about it, not because we can't let others know, but because we are afraid of trouble."

Ye Xiaoan now admires herself that she can tell a lie with facts so true that she has never disdained to lie before. She doesn't know when she can talk to people wearing masks. No wonder others say that growth is cruel. Ye Xiaoan just feels that he doesn't know himself. The way I used to hate others has now become my own.

"You don't know. When you left because of your family, I really had feelings for you at that time, so when you compromised with your family, I actually complained about you. At that time, I was young and didn't know what love and hate were. I just felt that you left, you didn't stick to it like me, and you were a cowardly deserter."

When Xiao Yicheng heard Ye Xiaoan's words, he clenched the steering wheel tightly. Even he didn't notice that his green tendons burst. She's right. She's really a cowardly deserter, so it's not surprising that she has become someone else's wife.

It's just that I've been very stubborn. When I first knew that she was married, I even hated her. I hated why she didn't wait for me. But now think about it, it's clear that she let go of her hand first, and now there's no reason and position to hate her being led away by others.

"But after a long period of time, maybe I experienced more things and had different ideas from before. I slowly wanted to open up a lot of things I couldn't understand before. There's nothing wrong with you listening to the arrangements at home. Compared with me, relatives are more important to you."

Ye Xiaoan wanted to continue, but Xiao Yicheng, who didn't speak next to her, interrupted her.

"No, that's not true. You are very important to me. At the beginning, I really didn't have the ability to compete with my family. I was carried on the plane by my bodyguard. After I arrived in the United States, people have been looking at me. I don't even have a passport. But even so, I have been dragging all kinds of relationships to find your whereabouts in China, but I haven't been able to find you What's the news? "

Xiao Yicheng won't have much reaction as long as she hears these now, but his heart just doesn't want Ye Xiaoan to misunderstand himself. Her feelings for her have not changed for so many years, so she can't be allowed to have a slightest misunderstanding and doubt about her feelings.

Ye Xiaoan nodded. Later, she thought the same. Of course, it was a long time later.

"I know. Later, I also wanted to open up. I also understood that your ability was not enough to change the results at that time. Even if you resisted with the family, you would only lose more miserably in the end. So I stopped complaining about you and put it down slowly.

I can understand what you did at the beginning, but that doesn't mean I can agree with you. I admit that I have always had some complaints about you, and I can't completely eliminate them up to now, so I can't accept my feelings for you any more. It's been so many years now, and I feel different about you. "

Although Ye Xiaoan wants him to give up his heart, these are really what he hasn't had the opportunity to say to him for so many years. Ye Xiaoan knew that he was selfish and clearly knew that he still had feelings for himself. When he spent so much effort to find his address in Suhan, he told him the cruel truth without hesitation.

But what can ye Xiaoan do? Since her father died, her life has long been beyond her control. At the beginning, my mother was controlling my life. Later, after I had a little five, I had to consider everything for my son. Now marriage is proposed by Gu Yizhen. He has been hesitant because of the two elders of the Gu family and has no way to make a decision. She wanted to insist again, but Xiao Yanting suddenly intervened and forced herself to divorce.

Anyway, now she is no longer the simple little girl. She was married and she has children. There is nothing wrong with Xiao Yicheng and Gu Yining. Although Gu Yining has some big miss temper, he is straightforward and has no intention. He is a frank girl.

If he has been thinking about himself for so many years, it can be regarded as compensation for Lu Xiaoan. These things should have disappeared in the memory of the past over time. Now why should we be stubborn and continue to entangle the pain.

Ye Xiaoan really doesn't want to delay him. He is so down-to-earth and willing to work. He will carry forward Xiao's family in the future. Perhaps in the near future, he will take over Xiao, because Xiao's eldest young master, that is, his nominal stepfather, does not have the ability to take over Xiao. It is only a matter of time for Xiao Yicheng to take over Xiao. Ye Xiaoan believes that maybe one day the Xiao family led by him may have the strength to fight against the ancient group, because in the heart of "Lu Xiaoan", the teenager has always been the best.