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At this point, every girl might have a choice. She could deny her reputation and make the other party pay the price due to her by law; she could endure the pain and pretend that she was blind, and from then on, she could not disturb him, and she could become a passerby; she could make his face sour, and then he could not see her, or she could stab him, and let him know that the debt of blood needed blood to be tasted …

However, the current Chen Xueruo could only cry.

The crying sound woke the sleeping Zhao Yuqiang up. Seeing her so sad, not only did Zhao Yuqiang not feel the slightest bit of shame, he said leisurely, "Xue Rou, don't be sad, isn't it just your first time? We were fair, and this was the first time. Didn't you say you loved me? Now that you have become my woman, what's there to be sad about? "

It was unbelievable, at this time, Zhao Yuqiang said such a thing, it was even more unbearable than rubbing salt on the wound, Chen Xueruo was even more sad, she didn't want the panties anymore, so she simply carried her bag while crying, she wanted to go back, she wanted to leave this sad place, to leave this beast-like man.

Seeing that Chen Xue Rou was about to leave, Zhao Yu blocked the door and said, "Xue Rou, I was wrong, okay?"

"Out of the way!" Chen Xue Rou took out the dagger she brought along with her.

Zhao Yuqiang saw that she was sad yet angry at the same time, so he didn't stop her and let her go out. As for the panties, they had become Zhao Yuqiang's treasured collection item.

After returning home, she went back to her dormitory to change into her underwear and take a cold shower. The more she thought about it, the more unpleasant things could be washed clean like the dirt on her body. Unfortunately, this was a memory that could never be erased. It was a stain on her life that would accompany her for a lifetime.

In order not to be detected by her roommates, she still ate and slept as usual, but the meticulous Wang Ru noticed that something was wrong and asked her what was wrong. She didn't say anything, so Wang Ruo had no choice but to stop asking.

After that, Zhao Yuqiang also regretted apologizing several times. He hoped that Chen Xueruo would give him another chance and she would definitely not hurt him again.

What was unexpected was that Chen Xue Rou had actually given him a chance. But let him promise never to touch her again, and if there ever was a next time, she would disappear from the face of the earth.

Although Zhao Yuqiang made an unforgivable mistake, Chen Xueruo's third reaction kept hinting to her that she had fallen in love with this boy by some strange means. She wanted to control herself, but she couldn't help it.

After that, Chen Xueruo became even more cautious. Even if they were going on a date, it would be on the sports field, in the library, in the cafeteria, and other public places.

She carefully nurtured this love with her heart. Sometimes, Zhao Yuqiang would inadvertently say something and she would remember it. Once, on the sports field, Zhao Yuqiang said half-jokingly, "You seem to be getting a little fat, it's better to get skinnier." For these words, Chen Xueruo ran every day and skipped meals; it was said that women's closets were always missing a piece of clothing, but after being with Zhao Yuqiang, she rarely bought clothes for herself, so she saved up money and changed into new clothes for Zhao Yuqiang; she also frequently saved up on food and saved up on leftover money for Zhao Yuqiang so that he could live a better life …

In Chen Xueruo's heart, she only wanted to wait until after graduation to work together with him, get married, and then completely let go of herself. All her life, she had only wanted to have a man.

Four semesters later, when Zhao Yuqiang left for his internship, the two of them had a meal together. Chen Xueruo continued to serve him food and even specially instructed him, "I'll wait for you to come back and find a job. Once the job is set, we'll get married."

In the end, it was just a broken dream.

Looking at these five heartbreaking words, every word was like a bloodthirsty devil biting her. However, she lightly sobbed a few times, finally picking up the phone, gently pressing the keyboard with her trembling hand. After a long struggle, she finally typed out 10 words: "I know that you will leave me sooner or later."

Chen Xueruo knew clearly that one of the main reasons he left her was because of his personal selfish desire. As time passed, he suddenly felt tired. It was your business to keep your status as a jade, and all the women in the world, why did you have to suffer such grievances in the hands of this woman?

In less than a minute, he received a reply, "Since you know, why did you give me a second chance?"

Chen Xueruo wiped her tears away. She told herself to be strong and not cry. She continued to reply with trembling hands: "Because I love you."

In Chen Xueruo's heart, her understanding of love was that she would rather be hurt than be wronged.

Since she was young, Chen Xueruo had only experienced this kind of sadness and helplessness twice. The first time was when her mother accidentally passed away, and the second time was when she received this damned message.

After replying to this message, Chen Xueruo's heart felt as if it had been emptied out, like a fruit that someone painstakingly watered down, only to be plucked away by someone else in the end.

Accompanied by a few claps of thunder, a torrential rain poured down in an instant, and the lively alley instantly quietened down. Chen Xueruo wanted to stand up and walk back, but her legs could not support her, so she could only sit. She opened the umbrella, and the rain continued to fall, and amidst the sound of the rain, she seemed to be able to hear her own heart breaking.

After a while, there were no more people on the street.

Suddenly, she threw the umbrella aside and cried out in the rain. She let the rain wet her clothes and the cold wind blow against her face. She had been suppressing it for too long. She wanted to cry out all the sadness she felt. Her sorrowful cry seemed as if it would shake the entire campus at the foot of the mountain.

More than ten minutes passed, but Chen Xueruo still did not return. Wang Ruo was still worried, she made a few phone calls, but no one answered. The more she thought about it, the more anxious she became, so she took up her umbrella and went out to search for her. She wanted to go back and change her shoes, but she was afraid of delaying, so she put the umbrella up against the wall, squatted down, and rolled up her pants. Then she opened the umbrella, stepped into the water, and plopped her way forward.

After leaving the back gate of the school, they would be on their way up the mountain. However, that was just a stone path. Every time it rained, it would be slippery, causing one to tumble to the ground. There are places where you have to crawl on your stomach to get there.

Just as Wang Ruo was about to enter the mountain, someone shouted, "Student, where are you going?"

Wang Ru turned her head and saw that it was the guard at the back door. As she walked, she said, "I'm going to look for someone." The gatekeeper looked at the sky, pointed at Zai Yingshan and said: "Student, look at the thick clouds, I think it will take a while. The people on the mountain should be back, maybe they are hiding there in the rain, don't go into the mountain now, be careful or the torrent will come down and take you away."

Wang Ru's heart skipped a beat when she heard the word "roll away." This had happened before in their school. When it rained heavily, the mountain torrents poured down from the "women's legs" and washed away a boy for several miles. Luckily, the man was alive and grabbed onto a tree root.