C65 had a glass of bitter wine

My heart was like a glass of bitter wine, after this year of what is right and wrong, I feel that my people are still young, but my heart is old.

"Have you contacted each other over the past year? Do you know anything about her? " Sister Lan asked me.

I shook my head dumbly.

Sister Lan let out a long breath, looked at me: "Do you want to know, want to know how she passed this year, want to know her current situation?"

My heart was pounding, and my body was trembling slightly.

I wanted to say "No," but I couldn't open my mouth no matter what. All of the nerves in my body went numb.

I know, it's not that I don't want to know about Liu Yue, but that I don't dare to.

I wanted to escape, to let myself get by.

I looked at Sister Lan, dazed and confused.

I know that I have to take responsibility for Qing Er right now and take good care of him.

However, the love that I had sworn countless of times in my heart had still not faded. It is just that this love is no longer possible, and has already been lost in the distant Xiejing, and what I have to face now is my close family Qing Er, who has deeply loved me, and I don't want to let go of any other distracting thoughts, and I don't want to, and I can't let Qing Er leave me. Liu Yue is already with Corydalis, and Liu Yue has been struck by my stupidity, so I no longer have the qualifications to talk about love anymore.

Even though we can't be together, I still want to thank heaven for letting me have such an unforgettable love, even though it was so short.

I never regretted this love, because I loved it so much...

It suddenly occurred to me that maybe it wasn't that we didn't love each other anymore, but that we were giving more love to other people.

She gave it to Corydalis, and I gave it to Qing Er.

This, too, was love.

At this thought, I felt a little better.

Sister Lan looked at me calmly, then clenched her teeth. "Alright, let me tell you, I feel that it is necessary for me to tell you something, for Liu Yue, for Qing Er, for you, and for all of us, it should be beneficial …"

I held my breath again as I watched Sister Lan anxiously, waiting for him to continue.

I asked her, but she didn't say anything. However, afterwards, I found out that she was feeling depressed, and that her eyes were often red, from then on, I paid attention to Qing Er, and later on, I learned the truth of the matter from your classmate, the Old Third … At the time, Qing Er and I were in the Profound Sky Continent. I did not expect you to be together with my close friend from university, Liu Yue. Furthermore, you could not help but break up with Qing Er, I immediately determined that based on my understanding of Liu Yue's character, she would definitely not know about the truth about you and Qing Er, and to be honest, at that time, I really looked down on you and despised you. You were too selfish, and for your own pleasure, you cheated two women at the same time. From my point of view, I understand the feelings of attachment and maternal dependence of a boy towards a mature woman. I feel that no matter what happens between you and Liu Yue, whether or not you can still return to Qing Er's side, whether or not you and Liu Yue are doing this out of affection or out of mutual consolation, it is necessary for me to let Liu Yue know the truth. Otherwise, you will cause everyone to die, including Liu Yue, Qing Er, and even you … Thus, before Qing Er went to Xiejing to study, I wrote a letter to Liu Yue and told him the truth … At the same time, I requested Qing Er to pass on the things that she brought me to pass on to the other students, and the time that I chose to do so was when Liu Yue was reuniting with the other students. Thus, Liu Yue knew that the person she was facing that day was Qing Er, and Qing Er was completely unaware of it … I want to let Liu Yue not only know the truth, but also see with her own eyes, Liu Yue … "

I looked at the Sister Lan and listened carefully.

"As I expected, Liu Yue knows nothing about the relationship between you and Qing Er. After receiving the letter, she was greatly shocked and upon seeing Qing Er, he felt as shocked as if she had been struck by lightning, woke up from her daze and sweet dreams, and started to face the truth properly. Thus, the scene of you going to Xiejing and encountering Liu Yue, where you cut off all ties with him was not only because of the matter between you and Qing Er, but also because of her more realistic choice and consideration. However, if I don't tell Liu Yue about you and Qing Er, perhaps she will continue to slide down in this pit of conflict and indulgence, and you two might reach a point where you cannot handle it … I don't know if what I'm doing is right or wrong, but I know, no matter if it's right or wrong, I have to do it. Otherwise, I will let Liu Yue down, and I will also let Qing Er down … The reason I told you the truth today, is to let you know that the source of all these is me, and not Qing Er. Don't hold any grudges against Qing Er, if you want to hate him, then hate me … "

Sister Lan didn't know that Old Third had already written to tell me.

I shook my head and looked at Sister Lan. "Sister Lan, I don't hate you …"

The Sister Lan laughed: "It doesn't matter if you are speaking the truth or not, or whether you hate me or not, I don't care, I just do what I think I should do … The news of you escaping from the Xiejing late into the night and returning to the river ocean to be hospitalized was called by Liu Yue and told to me. She was still very concerned about you … I know that the purpose of Liu Yue's phone call was to ask me to pass on my happiness to Qing Er so that you two could create a chance for him. She hopes that you two can get along with each other, this, fits with my Old classmate's personality. Then, I told Qing Er that she would go to the hospital to take care of you. During the days when you were sick, Qing Er suffered a lot of exhaustion, and that was when the department was at their busiest, she would busy herself with her department's work during the day and accompany you at night at the hospital. It was late, there were no buses, and she would ride her bicycle for over ten miles to the hospital.

I listened in silence.

However, not long later, a storm suddenly descended upon Liu Yue's head. Right at the moment of Liu Yue's promotion, an anonymous letter that came from the river turned all of her efforts and hopes into nothingness, causing Liu Yue to suffer a heavy blow. I know that Liu Yue is a person with great ambitions, she is different from me, she has a different view of the world, she has always wanted to achieve her own dream, she has always wanted to realize her own worth, but this anonymous letter destroyed her, and then … Although the Director Zhang of Information Services and the Minister Yang of our ocean have worked together to personally seek clarification, hoping to give Liu Yue a chance, but there is a strict standard for the servants of Provincial committees. This anonymous letter completely ruined Liu Yue's image, regardless of whether or not there was or not, everyone would definitely believe it was there, rather than not, especially when it happened to a mature and beautiful single woman. So, to this day, Liu Yue was still an unknown Section level official in the Information Services. Furthermore, in the Provincial Committee Advocacy Department, the chances of him being promoted in the future were very slim … Many years later, there will be people who will talk about this kind of thing … "

I was incredibly sad and regretful in my heart. I knew that all of this was because of me, and that I had personally destroyed Liu Yue.

I don't know if Liu Yue thought that I wrote an anonymous letter, because only I knew what was inside.

Perhaps, Liu Yue would hate me to death.

But, since Liu Yue hates me, why did she still let Corydalis send a message to encourage me?

Seeing my miserable expression, Sister Lan said: "During that time, when Liu Yue was about to collapse, she gave me a few calls and once cried on the phone, telling me that she was in trouble. I asked her if she knew who wrote this anonymous letter, and she stammered and said that she didn't know, but from her tone, I could tell that she definitely knew who wrote this letter, as though she did not want to say it out loud."

My heart sank, and a great sorrow welled up in my heart.

"Two days later, when I heard that Liu Yue was hospitalized, I was worried, so I specially went to the Xiejing to take care of her. I did not expect to find out after going there, that there was no need for me, the Minister Yang was personally taking care of her there … Minister Yang is a meticulous man, he treated Liu Yue even more meticulously than me and he is even more meticulous than me. I am relieved, I comforted Liu Yue for half a day, and then, I came back … "

I know that Liu Yue was not hospitalized because of her inability to promote herself, but because of the social and public opinion effects of this anonymous letter.

Maybe Liu Yue guessed that this letter came from Mei Ling, or maybe she guessed that I had fallen into Mei Ling's trap.

However, this was just a possibility …

I can't imagine how sad and disappointed Liu Yue would be after she finds out about the relationship between me and Mei Ling.

From Sister Lan's mouth, I once again verified my judgement that Liu Yue and Corydalis had come together.

My dejected heart silently blesses Liu Yue and Corydalis, blessings them on their happiness and longevity, even though my heart is still faintly aching.

"For the past year, Liu Yue had been working silently in the Information Services, enduring the strange gazes from the people around him every day, whispers and mocked behind her back, enduring the teasing and hints from her male colleagues who harbored malicious intentions … Although she had suffered through such a huge setback and tribulation, Liu Yue still did not collapse. She continued to work diligently and diligently, personally organizing and writing a large number of outstanding Newsletter s, publishing them in a news agency at the central level and personally participating in a few large-scale interviews. Even so, the annual evaluation of the Precious Tree and all the honorary rewards still excluded Liu Yue. Other than her, whom everyone needed at work, in all other aspects, it seemed like she was someone who did not exist … Even though Director Zhang was trying her best to help her, there were some things that she could not do. After coming into too much contact with Liu Yue, they would only end up giving him a clue that their relationship was not clean. Right now, those people who wanted to keep their innocence were hiding from Liu Yue. She spent more than a year in this kind of situation … "

My eyes are watery and my heart is like a knife.