C60 Threats and obstacles

After a year of training in the mountains, I feel as though I have reached a state where I am neither happy nor sad.

Actually, I know that I have yet to reach such a state of pure desire. My seemingly calm heart was still burning with the flames of transcendence, and my silent self-esteem and the desire to be shamed were still surging deep within me.

It's only because Liu Fei's promotion has diminished my sense of joy and accomplishment that I have already viewed Liu Fei as the most realistic threat and hindrance on my path forward.

At this moment today, I didn't want to think about it too much, so I changed the topic. "Old Third, how have you been this past year? Is the work going well? "

"Me?" Old Third laughed, "I have already resigned for half a year!"

"Resign?" I was a little surprised. I looked at Old Third, then at Qing Er.

Qing Er nodded slightly towards me.

"Yes, I have resigned," the Old Third carelessly lit a cigarette. "Stimulated by the elder's inspection of the south, after considering it over and over again, I still decided to sing about the stories of spring and enter a new era …"

"Then what are you doing now?" I stared at the Old Third.

"I set up my own advertising company, and I'm in charge of outdoor advertising …" The Old Third said.

"How's business?" I asked.

"It's not bad, it's more profitable than work. Also, freedom is the key. As a person, I can't stand the restrictions of the rules and regulations of the office the most, and I still have to do it myself …" The Old Third said.

"Fine, Old Third, I admire you," I said. "It really takes a lot of courage for you to take this step, but I can't do it. I don't know how to do business, so I don't dare go into the sea.

"You are different from me, you are on another path, there is no need for you to resign and go into the sea," Old Third said: "Although this newspaper of yours is an institution, but you are the mouthpiece of the Party Committee, an institution directly subordinate to the Party Committee, and belong to the National cadres. It can also be considered a government office, and with your brain and talent, you should do your job well. "If I have the right, I'll definitely be rich. If I have the money, I might not necessarily be the right. I'll have to see the eyes of the person in power and be restricted by him …"

Qing Er looked at Old Third, "Old Third, it's not like feng-ge does not have a backer. He was born in a rural area, it's very difficult to stay in an official area.

"Haha …" Old Third laughed: "No problem, as long as you guys need it, squeak. I might not have that much money, but this small amount of money is not a problem at all. It's not a big deal …"

Qing Er looked at me: "feng-ge, Old Third's advertising company is very popular right now. If you have time, write a script to report it to us."

Qing Er did not understand the scope of the Party Newspaper's coverage. If I were to report it to a reporter from the evening newspaper, writing a Newsletter with advertising purpose would definitely not be a problem. This Party Newspaper does not even have a suitable page for it.

Old Third also laughed, "Don't, I don't want to be this one. When the time comes, people who pull advertisements and queue up for sponsorship will come knocking, it will be so annoying …"

After eating and drinking to my heart's content, I have to return to the office to work. Tomorrow is New Year's Day, so I have to settle some matters here.

Old Third wants to go back to the company. Qing Er wants to go with me to wait for me at my dorm.

I didn't agree, I knew that Qing Er would come to my dorm, and would stay there tonight. That bed was where Mei Ling used to stay, I can't let Qing Er stay there.

I'm going to go back and change the bed.

I know Qing Er has a lot to tell me tonight.

"Qing Er, my dorm is very cold, there's no heating, you should go back to your school dormitory first," I put on the woolen hat on Qing Er's head, tightened the scarf around his neck, and patted Qing Er's face, just like how we have done countless times in the past, "I'll go and find you immediately after work. We'll cook dinner together at your place!"

Qing Er's face revealed an expression of satisfaction, and nodded: "En. "Then ride your bike carefully on the road. There's snow on the road, it's very slippery!"

I nodded, my heart warm. After all, I had never been cared for or cared for by a woman in the past year.

Then everyone split up.

I returned to the Department of Public Information, returned to my chairman's office, and sat in the same seat as Liu Yue, staring blankly at the computer that Liu Yue had used.

Up until now, it's been more than a year, but I don't have any news about Liu Yue. If no one tells me, I won't go ask either.

It's not that I don't want to know, it's just that I'm afraid to know, afraid to know about Liu Yue's misfortune, afraid to know about Liu Yue's happiness. I don't want to feel that I don't dare to provoke myself.

After experiencing more than a year of trials and hardships, thinking of the ignorant start of the fourth day of work that I was doing, and thinking of the sorrow and joy I had with Liu Yue and Qing Er, all of my emotions were mixed.

I seemed to finally know that even if I didn't know a person, I could still fall in love with her. Even if I didn't love a person, I could still miss her.

Faintly, I thought that when Liu Yue first appeared in my life, she gave me a pleasant surprise. I treated her as the god of my life, and thought that she could save the thirsty and ignorant me. Actually, I was wrong, she was probably just a passerby who was walking in a hurry in my life. When the flowers bloom and fall, when love is no longer so romantic and beautiful, I understand that the world is helpless, reality is helpless, we can't change, we can't change, our past, slowly lost in the experience, only memory is eternal …

Learn to be forgiving, never complain or resent at the end of love, love, is what you want me to do. Happiness, happiness, sadness, and pain are all life experiences. Liu Yue gave me happiness and gratitude, but she gave me sadness and pain, so shouldn't I resent her? No, with the passage of time, this pain will slowly fade. Many years later, when I recall it again, perhaps, it has only enriched my life experience …

A fault is a temporary regret, and a miss is an eternal regret.

There are many things in life that can be salvaged.

For example, Qing Er. I once deeply injured Qing Er.

Thinking about Qing Er, my heart was filled with silent regret. I felt that I had truly grown up, and I decided to take responsibility as a man to take care of Qing Er, to give her happiness and peace, and never to hurt her pure and beautiful heart again.

At the same time, deep in my heart, I deeply wish my beautiful boss Liu Yue, the Liu Yue who brought me incomparable happiness and pain, the Liu Yue who made me deeply feel guilty and uneasy, and the woman who wished me all the best for a future.

In my young and shallow life, I have already had two unforgettable women, so I will never forget, accompanied by a lifetime of memories of the woman.

At that time, I really thought that Liu Yue and I would only have memories left, and that even our memories would slowly fade with the passage of time.

I was still young.

I slowly withdrew my thoughts and began to busy myself with my new post.

After a while, Chen Jing came in and handed over the script to me.

Chen Jing looked to be in good spirits and could not hide her laughter the moment she saw me. "Director Jiang, hehe … "I'm here to hand in my manuscript..."

I smiled at Chen Jing. This girl really didn't say anything to me, the thing that impressed me the most was her two tears when I left and returned to the Public Information Department. Those were from the depths of my heart.

"Chen Jing, don't be so polite, just call me Jiang Feng in private," I said. "I don't have much experience in our Department of Public Information, other than the 3 new students this year, my other 4 colleagues are all older than me …"

"What qualifications do you have, the older ones will only work for a few years more than the newer ones. Our Public Information Department is all young, no one dares to take advantage of the older ones," Chen Jing placed the script in front of my desk. "Besides, this leader has appointed a team member who says that you can do it, if you don't accept it, no one can. In the Department of Public Information, one had to rely on true ability to survive. If one wanted to establish a foothold in the Department of Public Information, he would be exposed within a month … Director Jiang, the leader supports you. All the brothers and sisters in the Public Information Department are convinced and obey you, so don't worry, there won't be any problems … "

"Is there anything abnormal about everyone's reactions?" I looked at Chen Jing.

"There's nothing abnormal with it, even though you have a little less experience, your writing level is still quite high, especially during your year of poverty alleviation, when your writing skills became more and more solid and thoughtful. Everyone was very convinced, at least more than when they first accepted Liu Fei," Chen Jing curled his lips and said, "I only found out later on that Liu Fei intentionally did not ask about your manuscript when it went wrong, and he was really bad …"

"How do you know?" I'm surprised I never told anyone about it.

"Liu Fei boasted about himself when he drank too much to teach us a lesson. Those who don't listen to him will not have a good ending, he said he had plenty of ways to deal with it, and then he raised your example …" Chen Jing said angrily.

"Oh …" I smiled. "It's all in the past. Let's not talk about it anymore."

"However, you are unlucky, although this matter was a blow to you and directly caused you to become poor, but the lower level also gave you a lot of exercise. This time you came back, I feel that you have matured a lot, and have become a lot more stable, perhaps, if you don't continue this time, you might not be able to get promoted …" Chen Jing looked at me and said.

I didn't say anything, but in my heart, I agreed with what Chen Jing had said.

I know, my experience has decided my experience. My experience determines my experience and thoughts.

I also know that as long as I am at the newspaper office, and Liu Fei is at the newspaper office, and as long as we are still digging in the same pot, there will still be things that will happen between us.

Moreover, it was not only Liu Fei, but Mei Ling as well.

Although Mei Ling isn't my enemy at the moment, I definitely won't treat her as a friend. I still harbored deep hatred and hatred towards her for using me to plot against Liu Yue. I couldn't bear to look back on the relationship between her and I that had once been filled with both regret and regret.

Although interpersonal struggle is important, the most important thing for me is still to work, or how to do my essential work well.

Working in a unit is fundamental, no performance, no ability, just relying on relationships and words alone is not a long-term strategy, both are not the basis of standing, the real basis is performance, leaders not only need to obey and flatter, they also need to have the ability to work, do not just think of getting close to the leaders, but also do practical things on the ground, the better you do, the more beneficial your own growth is, the more prestige your leaders will have, the more political achievements, the more the leaders will appreciate you … Staring at the computer in a daze, I couldn't help but think of what Liu Yue had told me before.