C45 Don'st belittle yourself so much

"No?" Jiang Feng, don't you degrade yourself like that, don't you degrade yourself like that, you are not country bumpkin, not a bumpkin, not a poor guy, your Spirit World is incomparably rich, your heart is incomparably noble, your talent is incomparably overflowing … " Chen Jing looked at me, her eyes glistening with tears, her emotions stirred: "In front of women, you are a treasure waiting to be discovered; in front of nobles and officials, you are a fearsome descendant; in front of high officials, you are the seed of a towering tree … One day, you will stand up, you will surpass them, you will realize all of your dreams … "In my eyes, you are such an outstanding man, such a perfect man …"

I shook my head disappointedly, as the expression in my eyes grew even colder. "Chen Jing, don't talk to me like that, we … "It's better to be a colleague. I don't want to mislead you, and I don't want you to have fantasies …"

Chen Jing saw that my expression suddenly became extremely painful. She was shocked and immediately shut her mouth.

Once again, I fell into the agony that was close to insanity. Leaning my head against the wall, I took a deep breath and closed my eyes …

My mind was filled with Liu Yue, and the scene of the past unavoidably appeared before my eyes …

My body is reviving, my soul is dying.

In the afternoon, my hanging bottle was finished.

The doctor said that my body was good and that I was recovering quickly. I would only need to take a bottle once every morning for the rest of my life.

I began to move gently through the rooms and corridors, back and forth, stretching.

"I think it's fine as long as I come back for an injection every morning from now on. I don't have to stay here all day. Lying here like this all the time is depressing!" I said to Chen Jing.

"Forget it, your dorm room doesn't even have any heat. It's like an icehouse. Your body hasn't recovered yet, so stop messing around …" Chen Jing said: "This place is very comfortable and warm. The doctors and nurses have to check your body a few times a day to measure your temperature and take your blood. If you run away, what should I do?"

Chen Jing pursed her lips and looked at me somewhat angrily: "There's no need for you to kick me out. The Ministry has something that I need to do, I will go and busy myself …"

I didn't say anything else. I sighed in my heart and went back to my bed. I laid my hands on my pillow and stared blankly at the ceiling …

After dinner, I sat on the sickbed in a daze, while Chen Jing sat in front of the bed and peeled apples for me to eat.

I looked around the ward and suddenly remembered something, "Chen Jing, I forgot to ask you. Why is this ward a single room?

Great reporter, "Chen Jing smiled and passed the peeled apple back to me." Your high treatment also owed Director Mei and your reputation, and by the time I went to your dorm to look for you, you had already fainted from the fever. Director Mei had personally arranged for an office car to take you to the hospital, and she had even directly called the Principal. "How is it? Satisfied? Young Gao Qian!"

"Oh …" I gently bit down on the apple and slowly chewed on it. In my heart, I couldn't help but feel good and grateful towards Mei Ling.

"This Director Mei has finally done a good deed that is beneficial to the people," Chen Jing said slowly as she looked at me who was preoccupied with something, "It's not hard for a single person to do a good deed, what's difficult is …"

Chen Jing suddenly stopped and looked at me: "Do you know what's behind it?"

"In this lifetime, I will only do good, not evil …" I took it listlessly.

I couldn't help but laugh bitterly: "This Director Mei, don't look down on me too much. When looking at people, you have to use dialectical eyes. You can't wear tinted glasses …"

At this moment, I forgot about what Liu Yue had told me and started to speak up for him.

"Hehe …" "You're right, that makes sense. I was just joking earlier, I was just teasing you …" Chen Jing stood up and poured a cup of water for me and passed it over to me. "However, let me advise you, if you don't want me to be a little nicer to you, then you'll be entranced and treat me as your relative.

"I am not a child. I know what I am doing."

Chen Jing saw that my tone was a little impatient, but she did not get angry. She made a face at me and said, "That's right, you're not a child, you're a big boy, big boy, hehe …"

Chen Jing tried hard to make me happy, I understood her good intentions.

But how could I be happy when my heart was in such a state of distress?

"Oh yeah, about you being hospitalized, it also alarmed Director Liu. I am writing a script in the office tonight, she would call me every night to inquire about your condition. She asked very detailed questions, she is very concerned about you, her last disciple …" Chen Jing suddenly said.

I was startled. "Liu? Director Liu, her? How did she know I was sick? "

My emotions were suddenly so agitated that I couldn't even hide my impulsiveness.

"Look at you, why are you so agitated? Were you moved to tears by the provincial leaders' concern?" Chen Jing looked at me happily: "Eh? The allure of a beautiful female leader is indeed great, she has even moved our great reporter Jiang … "I'm so envious, hee hee …"

"Alright, Chen Jing, stop beating around the bush. Quickly tell me, how did Director Liu find out about my illness?" I hastily urged Chen Jing.

"You are her last disciple. You have the same mind and the same heart!" Chen Jing continued to tease me.

"What are you talking about? Stop joking around! " I felt a wave of loss and sadness.

Seeing that my mood was about to drop, Chen Jing immediately said: "Alright, I won't tease you anymore. The Director Liu came to find me, and said that she wouldn't let me call you back after hitting you, and told me to look for you, and tell you to send her a copy of the that was written by you, on the headlines of our newspaper. In the end, when I went to your dorm to look for you, I found that you had burnt yourself unconscious … How strange, even if Director Liu allowed your body to do so, it would definitely be uncomfortable. If I didn't find you, you would probably burn yourself up in that kennel … "

She must have known that I had probably been sick from the cold for an entire night, so she came up with an excuse for Chen Jing to see me. Or perhaps she was afraid that I would not be able to keep my head and thus, she found a way out. She wanted to know if I was still alive and whether I had safely returned to the sea.

They have already broken up, why are you still pretending to play this game? My heart was filled with anger as I let my imagination run wild. In the two days that I had been unconscious, when my heart and body had been tormented, maybe Corydalis had gone to Xiejing again. Maybe the two of them were in the dorm, on the bed, together, playing with each other …

My heart was burning with jealousy, and my heart was as if it had been cut by a knife.

"If that's the case, I would have already sent it to the Director Liu. She definitely wants to save it for the end of the year when she evaluates good news from the provincial level for you …" Chen Jing made an exaggerated envious expression, and then asked me: "Oh yeah, where's your BB machine?"

"No, I didn't notice when I went to the toilet. I slipped out through the belt and fell into the fecal drain, becoming fertilizer!" "No," I said.

"Wow? Are you sure you aren't mistaken? You are really careless. You should have caught him with a chain... "If I had known earlier, I would have bought you a BB machine chain …" Chen Jing was incomparably pained: "Boss, this is your salary for several months. Even though I know you took it as a bribe, but I still want it to be counted as your salary …"

From then on, Liu Yue will not spend any more nights with me. All of her flirtatiousness, gentleness, softness, and sexiness will belong to another man, and from now on, there will be another man's body wreaking havoc on her white and elastic body. There will be another man to enjoy her soul-stirring moans and breathes …

My heart was burning with jealousy, and at that moment I had a feeling that I wanted to kill someone!

Right at that moment, the door to the ward was gently pushed open. Qing Er and Old Third appeared at the door.

Seeing the Old Third and Qing Er, my expression immediately drooped.

Seeing that my body had recovered, Qing Er's eyes looked pleased, and his face flushed red.

Seeing that they had arrived, Chen Jing stood up and greeted them passionately: "The two of you are inseparable, we're here to change shifts again. Come, come in and sit!"

In front of them, Chen Jing was just like a mistress.

When Chen Jing's words came out, I saw that both Old Third and Qing Er seemed to not be at ease. They sat on the opposite side of the bed and looked at me silently.

"Chen Jing, you can go back and rest!" I said to Chen Jing.

I know that Chen Jing doesn't have a job during the day, but at night she has to go back to her office to work overtime to get the script.

I still have one more thought. Maybe, Chen Jing will come tomorrow and tell me about Liu Yue calling her again tonight to find out my situation.

I don't know why I feel this way, why Liu Yue is so cruel, so cold, and so heartless when she abandoned me, why am I still thinking about her like this?

I'm a bitch.

"Alright, then I'll go back first," Chen Jing said happily as she looked at me and smiled. "I'll just have to go back to work overtime writing a script.

My heart felt like it was being pierced by needles. "Alright, you can leave now …"

Chen Jing smiled at the two of them, "I'm leaving now, I'll leave this person to you two, I'm really happy for Jiang Feng. With you two good friends, I'll repay you two.

Chen Jing said "little couple" in a relaxed and casual manner, as if she was reminding Qing Er to pay attention to her own identity and not have any presumptuous thoughts towards me.

Women in love are stupid, while women in unrequited love are even more foolish.