C12

Sitting in front of the desk and thinking of Qing Er, I couldn't help but have some contradictions in my heart. My parents were extremely fond of Qing Er, and had long treated her as their own daughter-in-law.

Qing Er's parents are also very satisfied with me, and their love for me, their future son-in-law, are even more intense. As long as my future mother-in-law hears from Qing Er that he wants to bring me to her house, she would prepare my favorite food in advance.

Although our parents have not yet officially met, my parents have already offered to choose a date for this fall, to meet, to determine our marriage, to set a date, and to set a date for our marriage. And now, the summer was about to pass.

That is to say, in the eyes of both parents, we are already decided upon as husband and wife, waiting to register for marriage.

Before that incident with Liu Yue, I had never felt any wavering or doubting in my relationship with him. We had walked through a long period of college romance, from first love to deep love, and finally to our current steady state, although we lacked a lot of excitement and novelty from before, our relationship had become even thicker and more mellow. We had always longed for the beauty and sweetness of the two of us being together in the future.

In Qing Er's pure and simple mind, I was already the only one and everything she had in this life. Her heart already belonged entirely to me, even though we hadn't truly become united. Qing Er's favorite thing was to act coquettish and naughty in front of me, and let me carry her on my back and stroll by the river. In her eyes, I was not only her future husband, her future child's father, but also the spiritual support she relied on to keep her safe and dependable brother.

This was a relationship that was just as mellow as love.

I don't know what this means, I don't know what will happen in the future, I don't know where these days will take me, I only know that I am powerless to pull myself out, I can't pull myself out, I can't pull myself out, I willingly indulge in it, I am happy to indulge in it, I am intoxicated with everything Liu Yue possesses, from the body to the soul, from the charm to the flavor, from the voice to the action, I am intoxicated with her, my soul seems to be pulled away, my mind seems to be pulled away by her, I don't know what to do, I only know that I can't restrain myself from thinking about Liu Yue.

I admire Liu Yue's nobility, coldness, upbringing, temperament and elegance in the office, I admire him, I look up to him, and I am proud of him …

When Liu Yue was with me, the gentleness, flexibility, motherly embrace, charm, allure, and obedient, tender love that she showed to mature women captivated me, moved me, made me yearn for her, made me nostalgic, made me overjoyed …

A woman whom all men admired, yearned for, and yearned for was only this much.

I sat in front of my desk, and then Qing Er, and then Liu Yue, it was like a movie was going on in my head, constantly moving and flashing around. My heart was filled with contradictions and anxiety, as well as a faint sense of worry …

However, the moment I got off work and returned to Liu Yue's house, I immediately threw everything to the back of my mind. Eating a big bowl of noodles, smoking three to five cigarettes, crossing my legs and standing beside the phone, waiting for Liu Yue's call.

Around 6 PM, I finished eating my noodles. The phone didn't ring, but the BB machine began to buzz.

Who's calling me, Liu Yue or Qing Er? I touched the BB machine.

The one who called me wasn't Qing Er, but Liu Yue.

"A Feng, where are you? What's the situation with Ni Ni? Reply to my BB machine. Number 126?

Qing Er has always called me feng-ge, the women of the south call me different from the women of the north, they all like to call me Ah Liang, Ah Gou, Ah Mao, I am called A Feng, interesting!

Liu Yue's BB machine made me very happy, I can call her in the future.

I reached for my phone and called Liu Yue, asking him to call her. Please tell her the following: "Sister Yue'er, Ni Ni's fever has subsided, he will be discharged soon, everything is good, do not think about it, I'm in your dorm right now."

After replying to the call, I turned on the music and turned off the lights in the room. Under the soothing music and the dim yellow light, I lit up a cigarette and Qing Er blew out a cloud of smoke.

I touched my phone and called Qing Er. "Qing Er, why aren't you going back so late?

"Prepare for tomorrow's meeting, to get the materials," Qing Er said while grinning. "It's good to have a call, I'll be able to find you wherever you run off to. Where are you?"

"I'm busy outside. Fine, you can do it. I won't bother you anymore …" "No," I said.

"Okay, you rest early too …" "Oh yeah, I got a salary this afternoon. I went to buy a Phillips electric razor. I'll send it over to you on the weekend, so that you won't be too lazy to shave and you won't keep stabbing me in the face …" Qing Er said to me.

"Mm …" OK... "Aren't you afraid of others overhearing your words? Concussive …"

"Hee hee …" I work overtime at the office myself... " Qing Er was very proud.

"Alright, stop nagging. I'm busy, so I'll hang up first!"

"Alright then … Goodbye, feng-ge! "

Just as he hung up and put down the phone, the phone rang. When he picked up, it was Liu Yue's: "A Feng, the phone is very busy.

"Sister Yue'er, I just replied with a call …" I quickly explained, then said, "Where are you? "Office?"

"How can that be? I've just finished my work, and I'm on my way home to the public phone booth. I haven't eaten yet …" Starved to death... Quickly tell me about Ni Ni's situation today... "

So I explained the situation with Liu Yue in detail. Other than Ni Ni crying, and meeting with Song Mingzheng, I didn't say anything.

"That's good, that's good, Ni Ni will definitely be very happy when he sees the cloth doll, right? "Isn't it?" Liu Yue heaved a long sigh of relief on the other side of the phone.

"That's right. I'm so happy. I hugged the cloth doll and kissed it non-stop. I'm so happy …" I said to Liu Yue.

"Haha …" Liu Yue laughed happily, then said: "Ni Ni is so obedient, so obedient."

"Ni Ni is a good child, do I like him if I see him …"

"Really? A Feng darling, do you really like Ni Ni? " Liu Yue asked me right after.

"Yeah, I really like her. Such a cute girl, it seems like a replica of your childhood … Just one thing, she called me Big Brother … "

Liu Yue laughed happily again, "Alright, alright, I'm very happy that you like Ni Ni … Ni Ni is really interesting, I called you Big Brother, haha … What a great big brother A Feng … "

I also laughed, infected by Liu Yue.

"Oh right, who did you meet in the hospital ward? Is Ni Ni's father and mother here? " Liu Yue asked me again.

"No," I replied bluntly. "I only saw one nanny beside Ni Ni."

I don't want to talk about Song Mingzheng and his little girl in front of Liu Yue. I think that this little girl is the third person, and that Song Siming had abandoned his useless wife to have a new love, so I don't want to provoke Liu Yue.

"Oh …" Liu Yue pondered for a moment, then changed the subject: "A Feng, have you sent the letter to me yet?"

"It was mailed. It was mailed this afternoon."

"Hehe …" Okay, okay, I will wait for your letter, I want to see your letter, what about Silly child's letter? " Liu Yue was elated once again. "After you finish reading, I'll reply to you. I'll properly write you a letter …"

In fact, many people were now nostalgic for that era. Communication was developed, and now no one relied on letters to communicate with each other. A mobile phone, a few simple words made it easier for people to communicate with each other, but distanced themselves from each other.

My heart warmed. "Yue Er, I've been thinking about you nonstop. I want to take some time out to see you …"

"Darling, I can't do that now. I've just arrived, so there are a lot of things I have to do. I have to get used to them and adapt to them. When I'm done, you can come see me again …" Yue Er gently comforted me and said, "I have a unique way of doing things. Either I don't do it or I do it well. Although I've been transferred here as a loan, I must rely on my ability to stand firm in my business. I believe that I have the ability …"

"Mm …" Sis, I also believe in your ability. Actually, I admire your ability to work. " I said it from the bottom of my heart.

"I hope you do as well. Work well when you need to and have fun when you need to. Use your heart and soul to think when you need to …" "In short, a man must have a career, ambition, and you are still young. I don't want you to indulge in the love of a child. You should have your own direction and struggle hard for the sake of your ideals, your career and your love..." Liu Yue said calmly with a forceful tone. "I'll give you these words, you must definitely remember this: Work hard and play as hard as you can!"

Work hard and play! These seven words that Liu Yue said sincerely and sincerely moved me. It was firmly branded in my heart and became the guiding principle for my future work and study. It became the motto of my life. Many years later, when I succeeded in my career one after another, when I talked about the various dukes with my wine cup, when I was feeling extremely satisfied with the success of my journey, when I still remembered the tone Liu Yue used when she said those seven words, my mind was still as clear as ever.

"Sis, I understand. I understand what I should do now. I definitely won't let you down …" I told Liu Yue seriously.

"Mm …" "I know that you will definitely grow up to be a real man. Now, to be honest, even though you are already a man, a strong man, in your heart, you are still a boy, and the road ahead is still very long. I hope that you can quickly grow up, and from the inside out, you will be a truly mature man, a man who has succeeded in his career and life …" Liu Yue encouraged me.

"Mm …" "Okay, big sis. I will, I definitely will …" At this moment, I felt like I was a subordinate of Liu Yue, listening to the Leader's orders.