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That weekend, I didn't go to Jianghai University to look for Qing Er who stayed in school for work. I said that I was busy with work and didn't have time.

This was the first time in a long time that we didn't spend a weekend together. Before this, every weekend I would go out to take a walk or play badminton with Qing Er.

I don't know what will change me after a night of wine? I don't know what happened to me. I lay down in my dorm room for two days, but I didn't sleep well.

I suddenly felt that I was uncontrollably falling in love with Liu Yue, this charming young woman who was 12 chapters older than me, this charming young woman who had brought me into the Origin of Life, this mature young woman who had enchanted me with her warmth and gentleness.

The relationship I had with Qing Er for a long time actually made me feel very faint after a night of tender affection between me and Liu Yue. I felt that it was like drinking water for a long time.

I had never experienced this kind of sex and love, this sudden outpouring of sex, and I didn't know if the feeling that came with it was love or not, but the feeling in my heart was especially strong, as if I had never felt it before!

I think this is love, although it came so suddenly and absurdly!

However, I felt that I was extremely preposterous. Liu Yue is a married woman, even I don't know what her husband does.

I lay in bed, happy and worried, excited and miserable, and I didn't know why I was like this. I felt like a man with a lot of self-control, and I had a strong will and a strong conviction, but why had I fallen apart in front of this woman?

I knew that all of this was very impossible, too unrealistic, but I was unable to convince myself that Liu Yue's figure had lingered in my mind for an entire two days, which I couldn't get rid of.

If this is love, then what is it between me and Qing Er?

I'm confused, I'm in pain, I feel like I'm going crazy!

When I went to work on Monday, I didn't dare look into Liu Yue's eyes. It was as if I had done something wicked and shameful, but I really wanted to be with her.

After all, I just came to work for 4 days, I don't know my boss, and as for Liu Yue, her understanding of me, is also limited to limited records and access to these 4 days.

The gaze Liu Yue looked at me with was still calm and indifferent, calm and graceful, as though nothing had happened between the two of us.

After finishing the department room meeting and arranging for a week's work, Liu Yue said to her colleagues in front of me: "Jiang Feng, come with me to Nanjiang County for a business trip today. I got a car, the driver of the office will be waiting for us downstairs."

Being able to work with Liu Yue is my greatest desire. As long as I can be together with her, I can go anywhere!

20 minutes later, Liu Yue and I sat in the car to the Nanjiang County.

I sat in the front passenger seat and Liu Yue sat in the back.

I leaned on the back seat and looked at Liu Yue in the mirror. I saw Liu Yue's fair and handsome face and my heart was pounding!

I suddenly felt that I was very, very small and insignificant in front of Liu Yue.

I sat in the front row, thinking.

"Director Liu, how many days are we going to interview there?" The pilot Xiao Wang asked Liu Yue.

"3 Zhang Tian," Liu Yue replied succinctly, then asked me: "Jiang Feng, your home is Nanjiang River, right?"

"Yes," I hurriedly replied. Liu Yue could clearly remember where my home was: "My home is in the Nanjiang River's countryside, in the mountain valleys."

"Mm …" Liu Yue promised and didn't speak again.

Xiao Wang turned on the music in the car, and Wang Jie's sad and old singing filled the car: "This is just a game, a dream … …"

In the three chapters from the Nanjiang River, I had learned a lot of skills from Liu Yue. From selecting topics to drawing up an interview outline, from how to cut in to asking questions to guiding the interviewees to answer questions.

I study very quickly. On the second day, I will be able to interview an entrepreneur on my own. Liu Yue sat beside me and listened without interrupting. After the interview, Liu Yue said to me, "Your perception is very strong, and you accept new things very quickly.

I was very happy, because Liu Yue was praising me. The eyes I looked at Liu Yue with were even shining, and I was still reminiscing about that night from time to time. But Liu Yue didn't look into my eyes.

I really want to find a chance to be alone with Liu Yue, but I hate it. That driver, Xiao Wang, will always follow me around like a shadow, even staying in the same room as me at night.

I feel like there's something on Liu Yue's body that makes me enchant, and this kind of thing is something that Qing Er doesn't have. I, however, don't really understand what it is.

On the business trip with Liu Yue, I was filled with an inexplicable sense of happiness, helplessness and excitement, and from time to time, some nervousness.

The reason why I felt apprehensive was because in my heart, I kept thinking of Qing Er. At the same time I had a girlfriend, I also thought of a young woman who was twelve chapters older than me, which made me feel somewhat ashamed and uneasy. I tried a few times to make myself forget about that night, but it was not only futile, but instead became even clearer.

I don't know why I fell for this woman without being able to save myself. I don't know if this woman liked me, so I used every opportunity to observe Liu Yue's actions and words towards me, trying to get some sort of signal. But, I couldn't tell anything from Liu Yue's actions.

I will not give up, I will not despair in my disappointment, I am persistent and expectant.

The interview was over. In the evening, the Nanjiang County Committee carried out the interview for us. Tomorrow, we will return to the newspaper.

Everyone drank a lot of wine, including Liu Yue and I.

I would glance at Liu Yue from time to time, but Liu Yue pretended not to see it, and chatted happily with the others.

Out of etiquette, I gave each and every one of the Nanjiang County Committee's people a toast.

"Reporter Jiang is very young and has a promising future!" from the county committee patted my shoulder and said enthusiastically.

"Jiang Feng is a newcomer to our Department of Public Information. He has only been here for a few days and his progress is extremely fast. His future is limitless …" Liu Yue turned his head, looked at everyone, and then looked at me.

I am very moved and happy that Liu Yue praised me like this. Minister of the Republic of Korea's one sentence can't compare to one word from Liu Yue.

Everyone burst out in laughter, even Liu Yue. Her laughter was beautiful and luxurious, her face red as she glanced at me.

I had a little heartbeat, and the alcohol was starting to take effect.

After dinner, I returned to my room. Xiao Wang was watching television there, I was so drunk that I organized the interview documents and packed my luggage. Right at that moment, the phone in the room rang. When I picked it up, it was Liu Yue who called.

"Jiang Feng, come to my room." Liu Yue's voice from the phone was a little intoxicated.

Liu Yue was sitting on the sofa watching TV. When she saw me come in, she smiled at me.

I closed the door behind me and came in and sat across from her, dazed and excited and a little nervous.

Liu Yue stood up and poured a cup of water for me, placed the tea leaves on top and carried it to me: "You drank quite a bit tonight, drink some water, and clear the wine."

I took it and nervously swallowed my saliva. Then, I looked at Liu Yue again, feeling both familiar and unfamiliar at the same time.

"Let's chat for a bit." Liu Yue amiably smiled at me again. She looked friendly, her face flushed and her eyes watery.

"Alright." I nodded silently.

"Do you think I'm old?"

"No, you're not old. You're very young. In my eyes, you're the most beautiful woman …" I blurted out, my heart pounding.

Liu Yue was silent for a moment, then said softly: "I am 12 years older than you, we are two generations …"

"But love has no age limit!" I blurted it out again, startling myself.

I was so ridiculous that just because of a drunk one-night stand I was about to have a love affair with a young woman who was 12 years older than me, and I didn't know anything about her personal situation.

But there was nothing else in my mind at the time, only an incredible surge of uncontrollable love, which was then expressed through my mouth.

Liu Yue was also shocked, she looked at me strangely and said, "Jiang Feng, you drank too much …"

"I didn't drink too much. I said it from the bottom of my heart." At this moment, in my eyes, Liu Yue is not my Director Liu, but my Sister Yue'er. The intense feelings from that night started surging in my heart once again.

"I told you, you drank too much …" Liu Yue's face was a little panicky, his eyes were a little blurry, his hands were trembling as he raised his cup of water to drink. His words were a little incoherent, "Sorry, I misled you … I hurt you... I didn't know this was your first time... Sorry... "Please don't think too much …"

Liu Yue's expression turned painful as she said that, her eyes were filled with pain and guilt, she covered her face with her hands and lowered her head.

Seeing Liu Yue in such pain, my heart suddenly hurt. I felt sadness gushing out, and my nose turned sour. I suddenly felt that this woman was so weak, so weak, so in need of men's care.

"I'm not thinking too much... I just want to think about one thing... I love you! " I stuttered, choking, tears streaming down my cheeks.

Liu Yue was shocked, she raised her head and looked for a tissue to give me, saying, "Why are you crying? "You are a man, men cannot cry …"

Liu Yue made me feel very ashamed. I don't know why I couldn't stop my tears from flowing out. I didn't even shed a single tear when I broke my bones while playing football. At that moment, I felt so ashamed.

"You really drank too much today. Go back and rest, don't let your thoughts run wild, work hard, study hard, and become a qualified reporter for the Party newspaper. Hah …" Liu Yue was evidently a little calm and started to boast, but her tone was very gentle towards me, as if she was a Big Sis comforting little brother.

I hastily wiped my tears away. Looking at Liu Yue's beautiful face and her pair of white, tender, and jade hands, I remembered that night when I was still in a daze, these jade hands had brought me to the origin of my life.

I suddenly reached out and grabbed Liu Yue's hand.