I was a little confused as I looked at Liu Yue.
"You cannot be satisfied just by being an outstanding journalist. If you work in a newspaper, the real admin must have knowledge in all aspects and be able to quickly accept new things, not only for the sake of being an official, but also to learn how to conduct business." Liu Yue looked at me. "In the past, we thought that good editors and good journalists would be qualified reporters, but now, my mind has changed. In the new era, a reporter in a new situation is definitely not someone who can be qualified as a good editor, and in the past, we used to call him a newspaper, but now, I think that a good reporter would be able to run a newspaper, run a newspaper, and run a good newspaper. At the same time, he would also be able to develop a newspaper economy, do big advertising, distribute, print and other major industries, and also develop a diversified newspaper economy …"
What Liu Yue had told me was very similar to what she had told me the other day.
Suddenly, I came to a realization. "Did you just say something about me? Are you going to check out some newspapers in the south? to learn from their experience in advanced journalism? "
Liu Yue smiled and nodded: "You are very smart, I think you guessed a part of it correctly."
"Part of it. What else is there?"
"It's a secret. You'll know when the time comes." Liu Yue looked at me mysteriously: "Going to the research paper is an additional project that I have arranged for you, it needs to be determined based on our trip, but I will try my best to make the necessary arrangements, since the opportunity to go to the south is very rare …"
Later on, after we went to the south, I found out that had specially arranged for me to go to the newspaper to investigate. At the same time, the other arrangements that she hadn't mentioned before were also completed.
I lifted my glass and stared at the wine in it.
Liu Yue also became silent, and then she clinked glasses with me and drank: "To be honest, I am very happy, after all, we have met again, after all, you and Xiao Xu are happily together, after all, I have received a lot of comfort in my heart … "In the future, we will work together for a long period of time. We must change our mindset and face reality head-on. Whatever happened in the past will forever be buried deep within our hearts. After all, reality is mainstream …"
I clinked my glass with Liu Yue's in silence, drank it, and suddenly looked at Liu Yue: "Why?"
"Why what?" Liu Yue looked at me.
"Why didn't you address me when we were alone?" I stared straight into Liu Yue's eyes.
"I …" A hint of panic flashed across Liu Yue's eyes: "Didn't you also not address me as anything? I told you to call me Sister Liu, but you didn't! "
"Your reason is the same as mine?" I continued to stare into Liu Yue's eyes.
"Your reason? What do you mean? "What is your reason for this?"
"You know the answer, but you know the answer!" My voice was hoarse.
Liu Yue avoided my eyes, and laughed for a while: "You … What do you want me to call you? "
"I don't know!" I said, "What about you? Do you really want me to call you Sister Liu? "
Liu Yue's expression twitched, she did not say a word, and quietly looked at the red wine in her cup.
"Answer me!"
Liu Yue continued to maintain her silence. After a while, she raised her head, looked at me, and said with difficulty, "Don't force me!"
"I'm not forcing you, I'm just asking you this question! "Answer me!" I said stubbornly.
"Don't force me! "Please!" Liu Yue's expression instantly turned painful. She shook her head and bit her lips as she continued, "I won't answer, I won't! No! I don't know, I don't know anything! "
Looking at Liu Yue's painful expression, my heart softened. I know that Liu Yue's heart must be in great pain right now. This pain contains all of her past experiences, and it also contains her helplessness towards reality.
My heart suddenly ached for Liu Yue. I wanted to stand up and walk over to her, and embrace her in my arms.
I thought like this in my heart, but my body didn't dare to move. I know, I can't take this step, I can't let Qing Er down, and I can't let Corydalis down as well.
"Sorry, I shouldn't have brought this up," I said after a long silence. "In the future, I shouldn't have brought this up again. I shouldn't have made things difficult for you!"
"Don't say you're sorry." Liu Yue lifted her head, stroked her hair, and looked at me: "I said before, you're not wrong, it's my fault, I'm sorry, I've let you down, I've let you and Xiao Xu down, I've let down your parents, I've let down Xiao Xu's parents … "From the very beginning, I was wrong …"
"But, I really am sorry. You should hate me," I blurted out, "The contents of that anonymous letter was something that Mei Ling obtained from me. She stole a glance at my diary … I... "I was tempted by her …"
"Stop it!" Liu Yue's body trembled. She looked at me, and her voice was urgent: "Don't say this, don't mention this, I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear it, I've long guessed it all, I knew it all!"
I hung my head.
After a while, Liu Yue's voice calmed down: "I know you took the wrong path, and I also know that you are wrong. I also know that you are on the right path, and you have already passed on. I've never hated you before, and from now on, I won't hate you either. I can't and shouldn't hate you either … Now, look at how good it is. When you're together with Xiao Xu, Xiao Xu is so happy and happy … A person who can make others happy must be happy himself, right? "Say, isn't it?"
I nodded silently.
"Mei Ling is someone destined to be fated to be with me. No matter if it was in the past or in the future," Liu Yue continued, "But, don't worry, I understand Mei Ling. She will not do anything to you. As for me, I am the same as Mei Ling, I am a woman, so the situation is different. Mei Ling has an unsuppressible jealousy for every one of my improvements, however, on the surface, we are as friendly as sisters … "
I raised my head and looked at Liu Yue.
"For a long time now and in the future, do you know who your biggest competitor is?"
"Liu Fei!"
"Yes!" Even though Liu Fei started earlier than you, even though Liu Fei is now in a higher position than you, but even though you are faster than him and his footsteps are shockingly fast, in Liu Fei's heart, he must have thought of you as the biggest threat on his path forward, because he must have thought of you as his greatest competitor. Although Liu Fei looks strong, in reality, like a paper tiger, after leaving the Secretary Ma, she is nothing.
Liu Yue looked at me: "On your future path, Mei Ling isn't scary. Even if she created this or that kind of trouble for you, she's still not scary, she's just a woman who likes vanity, likes to flatter and compete with others, and loves money. But Liu Fei, is an opponent that you have to value highly, even if he's good to you right now, even if he doesn't stop helping you right now, even if he's smiling sincerely at you everyday, he's definitely scary.
I looked at Liu Yue's bright eyes and nodded: "I got it! You... Why are you so good to me? "
Liu Yue pursed her lips: "Because we have once; because we have now; because we still have to face the future …" I think we're going to be good colleagues, good friends, good partners... "Therefore, I must nurture you well now …"
Speaking till here, Liu Yue started laughing: "Relax, compared to making the atmosphere so heavy, I don't like the atmosphere that is oppressive, I have been suppressing it for too long, I want to live a bit easier, the best would be if my brain stopped thinking, then that's for the best, I don't need to think about anything, hehe …" "From now on, be it life or work, you have to learn to be optimistic …"
I also laughed, thinking that Liu Yue was right. I can't always be sad and depressed in front of Liu Yue, my life is still going on, I can't always look back at the past.
"Life is still going on, the sun is rising every day, and we are all living a busy life in the air," Liu Yue said as she shook her head and raised her wine glass, "Forget all the love and worry, forget about the love and hate in the past, come, let's drink to tomorrow!"
Liu Yue and I clinked glasses and drank.
Do you still remember what I told you before, men must have a career and not indulge in intimate relationships with their children, a man who loves girls all day is useless, "Liu Yue looked at me:" Men can't always be on friendly terms, they can always be petty. Of course, men can't not be on friendly terms, a man without feelings is also not a real man, this is a problem of tolerance, I believe that you can grasp this degree of love well …
I nodded. "Yeah …" I can handle it. "
"That's good, I believe in you!" Liu Yue was overjoyed.
I picked up the bottle and poured some wine for Liu Yue and me.
"Come, let's continue drinking!" Liu Yue raised her cup: "If you don't like me not calling you Jiang Feng in private, then, how about I call you Jiang Feng or Xiao Jiang?"
"This is bad!" I answered directly.
"That's called Director Jiang?"
"Even worse!"
Liu Yue laughed again, "Heh heh … Then I shall not be addressed as such! "
"Mm …" "If you don't want to, then don't want to!"
"But, I want you to call me Sister Liu, okay?" Liu Yue tilted her head, her face blushing red.
"This is bad!"
"Sigh …" I won't force you, "Liu Yue sighed lightly." Actually, isn't it just a form of address?
"You should understand this better than me!" I looked at Liu Yue.
Liu Yue looked at me a little drunkenly and laughed happily: "You are so cute, you are such a stubborn person … …" "Alright, let's not talk about this anymore. You must be hungry. I'll bring you some food to eat!"
With that said, Liu Yue stood up shakily to fill her stomach.
At that moment, there was a knock on the door.
I got up and went to open the door.
When the door opened, I was stunned. It was Corydalis.
Corydalis was standing at the door gasping for breath while carrying a bag of fruits.
Seeing me, Corydalis's expression was also very surprised, and his eyelids jumped a little.
"Huh?" Xiao Jiang, are you here? " Corydalis immediately reacted with a smile on his face.
"Oh …" Corydalis... " I also hurriedly recovered from my panic and turned my body to the side. "Corydalis, you … "Please come in!"