C100 Thank the God of Fate

Closing my eyes, I thought about the past. I thought about the past that had been buried deep in my heart. I thought about the past. I thought about the smiling and sorrowful scene from before …

I thought that in this life, I would never be able to see Liu Yue again. I had thought that from then on, Liu Yue and I would be like an endless sea of people, and that we would never be able to meet each other again in this life …

I am truly grateful for Fate, even though I know that Liu Yue and I are already out of the question; even though I know that I no longer have the qualifications to love Liu Yue; even though I know that I am no longer qualified to love Liu Yue.

But one thing I am sure of, one thing I cannot deceive myself, is that the fire in the depths of my heart has never been extinguished; and I am sure that, even in another hundred years, even in the next life, this fire will still burn, and will never, ever be extinguished, in the deepest recesses of my heart ….

At that moment, I thought to myself, even if it's an explosion, as long as I can see Liu Yue again, as long as I can see Liu Yue again, I am willing, and I wish for nothing more than that.

I stood by the river bank, facing Liu Yue, and closed my eyes quietly, waiting for the coming storm and torrential rain, waiting for Liu Yue's reprimand and reprimand me.

I just stood there, listening to the sound of the river lapping against the shore, and the spring breeze blowing by my ears.

In the clear and cold spring wind, I could smell the body fragrance of Liu Yue, the body fragrance that used to intoxicate me and make me fall in love.

For a long time, there was no sound from Liu Yue.

I couldn't help but open my eyes, and saw Liu Yue standing in front of me, facing me. She was currently looking at me with rapt attention, and her brows were slightly furrowed.

Looking at Liu Yue's eyes, my entire body shivered. I quickly shifted my gaze, it turned out that Liu Yue had been looking at me for the past half day.

Seeing me open my eyes, Liu Yue immediately shifted her gaze away. After a while, she sighed softly.

From Liu Yue's sigh, I heard helplessness, loneliness and deep sorrow.

I sighed in my heart.

"You … Did you get my New Year's blessing? " Liu Yue did not look at me, but turned her head to look at the rippling river surface under the moonlight.

"Mm …" "Got it," I said quickly.

"But I haven't received your New Year's blessing. Why don't you wish me a happy New Year?" Liu Yue turned around and looked at me seriously.

"I... I took into account that your call could not be sent to roam the province, and if I could not receive it, I would... I didn't call you … " "No," I replied.

On New Year's Eve, I really thought about it this way, otherwise, I probably wouldn't have had that Paper airplane.

"You … "How do you know I didn't celebrate New Year in Dongjiang Province?" Liu Yue's expression was a little surprised.

Indeed, it was as I expected. I once again verified my judgement from the start.

"Because your New Year's blessing came from far away. You said, 'You came from far away for... Bless the distant me … " I looked at Liu Yue. "My intuition is that you aren't in the Xiejing, nor are you in the ocean. You must have, you must have gone to your hometown, your home by the ocean …"

After saying this, I saw Liu Yue's body slightly tremble, and then, Liu Yue said: "But, I didn't bring back my calling. After I came back, I saw a lot of New Year's greetings, but, you weren't the only one … "Not a single word …"

I bowed my head in regret. I hadn't thought of that.

From Liu Yue's voice, I heard disappointment and disappointment.

After a while, I raised my head, looked at Liu Yue, and gathered my courage: "I … I wrote you a letter... "

Liu Yue's eyes flashed under the moonlight: "A letter? "I haven't."

"I wrote a piece of paper for you, writing on my heart, writing on my emotions and thoughts at that time. That piece of paper, I folded into a Paper airplane and threw it out amidst the flying snow, towards the south, bringing you my blessings …"

Liu Yue's eyes dimmed, and at the same time, a look of relief appeared on her face: "Thank you, thank you for your kind intentions, Paper airplane, how nice, I think, I must have seen the contents of that Paper airplane in my dreams that night, it must be exactly the same as what I saw in my dreams …"

That night, Liu Yue had a dream. She had a dream that I would write to him, and she had a dream about the contents of the letter I would send to him.

A tinge of regret emerged in my heart. Unfortunately, that Paper airplane had already disappeared into the boundless night sky along with the wind and snow.

At that time, even in my dreams I didn't expect that this Paper airplane would magically appear again, in front of Liu Yue's eyes in disbelief. Of course, there was everything that I wrote that night on the map.

Looking at Liu Yue's satisfied expression, I remembered the words that I wrote on the Paper airplane with my blood tears. My eyes moistened and my heart felt a piercing pain.

However, my lips opened a few times, but nothing came out. I could only tremble.

"What are you trying to say?" Liu Yue looked at me calmly. In the moonlight, she seemed so noble, elegant, refined, and beautiful.

"I …" My lips trembled for a long time, and I fought back the tears. "Yeah..." I hissed. No... Rise! "

More than a year had passed, and I had finally said these two words to Liu Yue.

I know that even if I say "I'm sorry" ten thousand times, it would not be able to alleviate the mental and spiritual devastation Liu Yue has suffered, nor would I be able to recover from the tribulations and injuries that she had suffered physically and mentally.

But, even knowing this, I had to say these three words, I had no choice, I had to personally say these three words to Liu Yue.

I know, my words of "I'm sorry", brought back Liu Yue's memories of the unbearable past, and brought back her painful memories. Because, I saw a huge pain suddenly gush out from Liu Yue's eyes, and Liu Yue's lips suddenly pursed tightly.

Liu Yue turned her back to me and faced the river.

I can see that Liu Yue's body is trembling slightly and her shoulders are heaving.

I know that Liu Yue is definitely excited in her heart at this moment. Perhaps, she hates me to death in her heart.

I stood behind Liu Yue in a daze, watching Liu Yue's lonely and emaciated back. Looking at Liu Yue's lonely and lonely body, I felt incredibly sad in my heart.

I hope that at this moment, Liu Yue will scold me severely, beat me up, and scold me severely. As long as it can alleviate the pain in Liu Yue's heart, I am willing to pay any price, including my life.

My tears flowed silently, like my lost love and life...

After a long time, I quietly raised my hand to wipe away the tears on my face.

After a long while, Liu Yue finally quietened down. She silently looked at the quietly flowing river and let out a light sigh.

Following that, Liu Yue turned around and looked at me with a calm expression as she softly said, "All past is just like this unending river. What is past can be passed on forever.

"I'm sorry," I said again, lowering my head.

"Don't say you're sorry, you're not in the wrong. Between us, we don't have to let down anyone. If you force it out, it would be because I've let you down. From the very beginning, I've been in the wrong. I've been the culprit. I've done it all by myself …" Liu Yue said softly: "No matter what you've done, no matter what you've done to me, I won't blame you, I won't blame you, I won't hate you, I won't blame you, because when I saw you today, when I saw you still young and full of vitality, still actively advancing with sincerity and kindness, when I saw you now, I knew that you have already paid the price for your ignorance and ignorance, that you have already returned from the wrong path, and that you will no longer lose yourself easily, you are already fighting hard on your way, you have already begun to reap the rewards of your hard work … If my sacrifice can allow you to reap so much rewards, then I am worth it! "

"I …" Hearing Liu Yue's words, the moved in my heart surged recklessly. I was unable to speak for a moment, and at that moment, I almost cried out "Sister Yue'er!"

"Although I don't know what happened, I can roughly guess what happened …" "Actually, I know that you wouldn't do that sort of thing to me. Even if you hate me to death, you wouldn't do that to me. I understand you, I understand your nature, I understand your kindness, and I understand your character …" Liu Yue put her hands in her coat's pockets, turned around, and no longer looked at me. She raised her head to look at the full moon in the sky: "I know, you definitely won't do this to me, definitely won't …"

Liu Yue's voice gradually weakened, and finally, it stopped moving.

"I... I'll tell you the whole story, "I said as I looked at Liu Yue's back, determined to tell Liu Yue the truth," What happened was this … "

"No?" "Don't say it!" Liu Yue suddenly turned her back on me and said: "Don't say it, don't tell me!"

"No, I want to tell you the truth. You've suffered so much, I need to let you know …"

"No?" "Don't?" Liu Yue interrupted me once again. Her voice sounded urgent and intense, "Please, don't say it, I don't want to know the truth. Don't provoke me, let me live a peaceful life …"

Liu Yue doesn't want to know what happened between Mei Ling and I. Although she can guess, she still doesn't want me to say it out loud. She doesn't want to be provoked.

I stopped.

After a while, Liu Yue quieted down and did not turn around, as she said faintly: "Yesterday was already over, everything from yesterday was gone with the wind, there was no trace of time, everything in the world was gone without a trace, and if you still respect me, if you are still doing this for my good, then listen to me, and wholeheartedly treat your woman and treat Xiao Xu well, you and I have deeply hurt her before, I am sorry, she is a good person, a good person should be rewarded, especially such an innocent, kind and weak girl … Sigh … We... I... "What a sin …"

I was speechless and stood silently.

After a while, Liu Yue turned around, and her face started to brighten up with light: "Actually, no matter what, I should thank you. You let me truly be a woman, you gave Ni Ni a second life, you gave me a new interpretation of life and love … A few days ago, I just heard from Zhang Lan that both of you had already been engaged since long ago. I am so sorry, I didn't have the time to congratulate you two, how about this, when you two get married, I will definitely prepare a great gift for you guys … "

The night that Liu Yue and I met each other was the night that we were supposed to get married.

Looking at Liu Yue's sincere expression, I didn't know what to do for the moment.