However, Jin Tingxi didn't expect that in a few days, he did something that Yu chulu would never forgive him in his life, and that thing was like a scar that would never heal, which was always in their hearts.
On the silver grey big bed in the southwest of the bedroom, there is a warm picture that I haven't seen for a long time.
Jin Tingxi rubbed the small head between his neck pitifully, and his low alcohol voice slowly overflowed from his throat, "Yu chulu, do you hate me very much, before and now?" The voice was imperceptibly serious.
When Jin Tingxi asked, Yu chulu's eyelids suddenly jumped.
Jin Tingxi doesn't know how he could ask such a sentimental question, but in Jin Tingxi's heart, he really wants to know whether Yu chulu hates him or not? In other words, how much does Yu chulu hate him?
"Do you want to hear the truth or the lie?" Yu chulu asks Jin Tingxi.
"The truth." Jin Tingxi said without thinking about it.
Deer like eyes flashed a trace of confusion, Yu chulu said in a quiet and soft voice: "hate." After a pause, he said, "I used to hate it, but now I hate it a little."
The look in Jin Tingxi's eyes almost did not change, just as Yu chulu's answer had been expected by him.
Yu chulu looks up at Jin Tingxi and says, "Jin Tingxi, I'm afraid you don't know that you are a man who makes women fall in love easily, but also a man who makes women hate, because sometimes what you do really makes people feel painful. Do you remember how many times you hurt me?"
"Or do you know how many things you've done to hurt me?"
She firmly believed that Jin Tingxi did not know the number.
Sure enough, Jin Ting Xi shook his head and opened his lips slowly: "I don't know." He really didn't know how many times he hurt Yu chulu for revenge.
All he knew was that the number was an answer he didn't want to work out.
After Jin Tingxi's reply, Yu chulu grins. Just when Jin Tingxi thinks Yu chulu wants to say the answer, Yu chulu says, "actually, I don't know."
Jin Tingxi's eyes suddenly startled.
Because I like you, so I don't want to remember those sad, painful things.
Seeing Jin Tingxi's suspicious eyes looking at him, Yu chulu straightened up slightly and explained: "you don't look at me with such eyes. I really don't know, because Yu chulu will only remember those good memories. For those bad or uncomfortable memories, I generally don't store them."
"For example, something you did to me."
The corner of Jin Tingxi's eye suddenly flashed a dim light.
So Jin Tingxi, please don't hurt me again. I can't bear it.
So, for a long time, the bedroom was quiet. After Yu chulu finished speaking, he didn't speak any more, while Jin Tingxi didn't say anything.
A few minutes later, Jin Tingxi leans his back on the head of the bed with a smile in the corner of his eyes, so Yu chulu's body is changed into a reclining position and half lies on Jin Tingxi's body.
"Yu chulu, what's the meaning of the question you just asked?" Jin Tingxi said faintly, and then added: "don't ask me how many times I hurt you, but then you told me you didn't put it in your heart, it's meaningless."
"Who says it doesn't make sense?" As soon as Jin Tingxi's words were finished, Yu chulu retorted.
"Jin Tingxi, the reason why I tell you is to tell you that Yu chulu is a generous person. I can forget that you hurt me, but you can't be afraid. Please treat me better in the future, because I don't want my brain memory to be filled with bad memories of you."
Jin Tingxi, I can forgive you for hurting me again and again, but that's because I love you. I don't think that one day in the future, what you do will make this love disappear and make this love become a joke like existence.
Yu chulu looks directly into Jin Tingxi's eyes and reveals his inner voice. He only hopes Jin Tingxi can understand her feelings.
"Well." After a long time, Jin Tingxi gave a hum, but then his face showed an air of awe inspiring.
"Jin Tingxi is not a person who likes to make promises, but he will be responsible for the promises he makes."
"Yu chulu, it's not easy to be my woman, because Jin Tingxi's woman can only belong to Jin Tingxi in heart and body, and you can only think of me from now on, and no other woman is allowed in your heart."
Jin Tingxi did not mention the topic of recipe notes. He always had his own concerns about it.
Then, Jin Tingxi continued: "as for the memory you said, don't worry, I will let you full of me. I won't leave any empty space in your heart to other people."
When Yu chulu listened to Jin Tingxi's almost tyrannical way of saying things and attitude, she was full of powerlessness and speechlessness."Jin Tingxi, why are you so strong?" So, Yu chulu bashfully hit Jin Tingxi on the arm and said something helpless.
A warm, different way of dialogue between the two people, all of a sudden, let the previous uneasiness, as well as just complain, sadness, estrangement, dissipated a lot, but for Yu chulu, the heart is still inevitably left a small knot in one's heart.
Yu chulu is lying on Jin Tingxi's body. Although her face is still pale, her spirit is much better than just now. Looking at the curtain which is blown by the wind not far away, Yu chulu gradually becomes fascinated.
"If only such a warm and quiet moment could go on." Suddenly, Yu chulu opened his lips and said with emotion, longing and praying.
After sipping her thin lips, Jin Tingxi asked, "is your body still uncomfortable? Does the stomach ache now? "
Yu chulu shook her head. "A little bit, but it's much better than just now. Besides, when I was in the hospital, the doctor took the medicine. It's estimated that it will be OK after a while."
"If it doesn't hurt." Jin Tingxi said, then he put his big palm on Yu chulu's stomach and rubbed it gently to make Yu chulu more comfortable.
But because Jin Tingxi is the first time to do this kind of thing, so the action looks very stiff, but stiff but gentle.
Jin Tingxi's sudden action suddenly makes Yu chulu's body tremble uncontrollably. It's not because of anything else, but the place where Jin Tingxi's hand is just on her stomach, and there is a baby under that position.
Suddenly, Yu chulu said in his heart, baby, do you feel it? This is the palm of your father's hand, he put on your body, baby, would you complain that your mother didn't tell your father about your existence?