Chapter 149：

There is no impermeable wall in the world. In fact, Mr. Feng knew that his daughter's affairs would not be hidden for a long time, but what he did not expect was that Xiao Jiangbei would make a special trip to ask for leave to run home, and said that he wanted to see his daughter.

After being silent for a few seconds, Mr. Feng said, "She's in a really bad state now, but it's also karma, Grandpa doesn't want you to force yourself to do things you don't want to do, we've been hiding it from you before. This is also for this reason.”

Jiang Hao smiled and said, "But I don't feel forced, and I didn't think about forgiving her, I just wanted to have a few words with her."

The old man Feng showed a hesitant expression, "The doctor said... She seems calm now, but she may collapse at any time, so she can't stand too much stimulation, you..."

Jiang Hao immediately said: "Grandpa, don't worry, I will act according to the opportunity and try not to irritate her."

Seeing her so persistent, Mr. Feng could only agree to her request.

The two went to the hospital lawn together, and Jiang Hao saw Feng Yun sitting on a bench in the lawn basking in the sun at a glance. A nurse wearing a white coat was by her side. The two had not communicated with each other before.

Feng Yun's eyes looked particularly blurred, as if there was no focus, but at the moment Jiang Hao appeared, she showed a shocked expression.

Feng Yun's lips moved slightly, as if she wanted to say something to Jiang Hao, but after a few hesitations, she finally didn't speak.

Seeing her like this, Mr. Feng knew that Xiao Jiang Hao was indeed her knot. If Xiao Jiang Hao wanted to talk to her more, even if she couldn't fully recover, she should be able to get better.

But... what exactly did Little Jiangbei want to say to her?

Jiang Hao walked slowly to Feng Yun, but did not communicate with Feng Yun immediately. She turned her head to look at the old man Feng, and said with a smile, "Grandpa, I want to have a few words with her alone, is that okay?"

After hesitating for a few seconds, Mr. Feng left with the nurse.

Her daughter's mental state was indeed very abnormal, but she has been calm since she was admitted to the hospital, and she has never acted aggressively, so there is no need to worry that she will hurt Xiao Jiangbei.

What's more, Xiao Jiang Li used to practice martial arts with Ah Qi before, and she can also do some boxing skills. Even if she suddenly violently hurts, Xiao Jiang Li has the ability to protect herself.

After the old man Feng and the nurse left, Jiang Hao stood in front of Feng Yun and said softly, "Grandpa is very worried about you."

Feng Yun raised her head and looked at Jiang Hao, her eyes were turning very slowly. After a long time, she asked, "Then... will you be... worried about me?"

Probably because she hadn't spoken for too long, Feng Yun's voice sounded a little hoarse and incoherent. She pressed her hands tightly against the seams of her trousers and looked at Jiang Hao without blinking.

Even though she already knew the answer in advance, she couldn't help but ask this question when she saw Xiao Li appearing in the psychiatric hospital. While waiting for the answer, she even had the slightest expectation.

Jiang Hao answered without hesitation: "No, I would never worry about people who don't matter."

There was originally hope in Feng Yun's eyes, but after hearing Jiang Hao's answer, her eyes dimmed immediately, as if she had lost all her radiance all at once.

Jiang Hao's mood did not fluctuate too much. She looked at Feng Yun and said softly, "Let me tell you a story, or you can take this story as my dream."

Seeing that Feng Yun didn't respond, Jiang Hao began to describe the content of the "dream" on her own.

She started from the moment the original owner was found by the Jiang family, and slowly told how the original owner was ignored by her parents, verbally violent by her own brother, bullied by her classmates after she went to school, and by those around Jiang Ruo. Deliberately targeting, and being slapped by Baiguolin.

When describing the content of "Dreamland", Jiang Hao's expression did not change significantly, but Feng Yun's heart was completely messed up. She wanted to ask several times, but Jiang Hao basically didn't pause when she spoke. , so that she has no chance to interrupt.

When Jiang Hao said that "she" was forced by the Jiang family to donate her kidneys, but her biological mother only knew how to cry, Feng Yun's emotions were completely uncontrollable.

Feng Yun covered her head with her hands and shook her head desperately, "These... these are all fake, I have never... never experienced these things."

It was something that had never happened before, but when Xiao Li talked about those scenes, she felt extremely real.

Because when Xiao Li was talking about her dreams, she easily brought herself into it, and then found that the self in Xiao Li's dream, the neglect and indifference to Xiao Li, was indeed something she could do.

Whether in Xiaoli's dream or in real life, he ignored this biological daughter from the very beginning.

After Xiao Li was taken home, after being deliberately guided by Jianghuai, she never cared about her biological daughter from beginning to end. She once compared her with Jiang Ruo, and felt that her biological daughter was not as caring as her adopted daughter. .

But in the dream of Xiao Li, she had clearly tried to get close to her countless times, but she failed every time.

Even aside from her dreams, she did not treat Xiao Li well, and when her son pushed her to death, she quickly chose to compromise.

At that time, she only thought that Lily would not agree to the request for kidney donation, but she never thought that she shouldn't have made this request in the first place.

Being asked by her biological mother to donate a kidney to someone else, how sad it must be for Xiao Li!

Feng Yun looked at Jiang Hao, "These... these are not real... are they?"

But what if it's fake, Xiao Li imagined so many fake scenes, isn't it because she was hurt to the extreme by her family?

Jiang Hao did not answer Feng Yun's words, but continued to recount that after the quarrel between the original owner and Jiang Zhou, six gods crossed the road without a master, only to be hit by Bai Guolin's car.

Bai Guolin saw the original owner struggling in a pool of blood, so he chose to stand by without hesitation. He held the steering wheel tightly with both hands, and only after the original owner died, he slowly took out his mobile phone and dialed "120" and "110".

Jiang Hao looked at Feng Yun and said in a cold voice, "In that dream, Jiang Ruo took my two kidneys, but you were only sad for a few days, not only did you not pursue the responsibility of Bai Guolin Instead, they are worried about whether Jiang Ruo will have a rejection reaction."

Jiang Hao said from the beginning that this was just a dream, but Feng Yun really brought it in. When she heard the ending, she was already in tears.

"Little Li, I'm sorry... I... This is not my intention, I don't want... I don't want to hurt you." Feng Yun was sobbing.

Jiang Hao shook his head and said, "You don't need to say sorry to me, what you are sorry for is the Jiang Hao in my dream, but she has been killed by Baiguolin, no matter how much you say sorry, she will not be able to hear. already."

Speaking of this, Jiang Hao suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.

It was only at this time that she suddenly realized that the decision she made today to find Feng Yun was actually not in line with her character.

At first, Jiang Hao felt that she was just looking for Feng Yun for her grandfather, but when she talked about what happened to the original owner, she suddenly realized that she was actually influenced by the plot of the book.

In other words, she was influenced by the original owner's obsession.

The original owner Jiang Hao in the book, the moment before she closed her eyes, was still longing for Feng Yun to give her maternal love.

If she hadn't been too eager for family affection, she wouldn't have promised the Jiang family to donate a kidney to Jiang Ruo.

From the moment she returned to Jiang's house, Feng Yun was the only person in the family who had given her warmth. Even though the warmth that Feng Yun gave her was short-lived and always intermittent, compared to Jianghuai and Jiangzhou, Feng Yun had already given her warmth. Very good.

The original owner had expectations for Feng Yun, but he also had resentment. These expectations and resentments all turned into obsessions.

After Jiang Hao told Feng Yun about the original owner's experiences, those obsessions disappeared, as if they never existed.

"I...I..." Feng Yun didn't know what she could say anymore, because no matter what she said, she would look extremely pale.

Jiang Hao looked down at her, "I told you a few years ago, I'm sorry, these three words are useless, my grandfather is old now, but he works hard every day for your affairs, are you? Are you going to wait until his body has a problem before going to say sorry to him?"

Feng Yun's complexion changed dramatically.

In her mind, her father has always been omnipotent, and she never thought that there would be problems with her father's body.

Seeing her showing this expression, Jiang Hao still didn't understand, "You may have completely forgotten your grandfather's age, because you have always only cared about yourself."

Feng Yun tried to defend: "No... I..."

Jiang Hao interrupted her and said in a cold voice, "You choose to ignore your daughter because you used to take love as your heaven, and because Jiang Huai prefers Jiang Ruo, so you can't help but follow in his footsteps, but you have never been ignored by you. The lost daughter thought about it a little bit."

Feng Yun's face was pale, and she couldn't say a single word of rebuttal.

"After being injured at Jianghuai, you couldn't accept your failures for more than 20 years, so you chose to isolate yourself, even if you knew that your grandfather would work hard because of your affairs, but you still go your own way, because you never They are all just living in their own world and have not considered the slightest bit for my grandfather."

Feng Yun remembered every bit of the past, and she slumped on the chair, because she knew that what her daughter said was the truth.

It turned out that he was so selfish from beginning to end!

Seeing her like this, Jiang Hao breathed a sigh of relief, because she knew that what she had just said had already worked.

"You don't have to ask for my forgiveness, because I can't forgive you, but you can make up for your grandfather's hurt, because he has never been as strong as you think."

After saying this, Jiang Hao turned and left without hesitation.

Old Master Feng didn't know when Jiang Hao left, but when he returned to Feng Yun, he heard Feng Yun calling him "Dad".

Old Man Feng's eyes widened in disbelief, and tears filled his eyes for a while. His lips trembled slightly, but he didn't know what to say.

Feng Yun looked at him and said what she should have said many years ago, "Dad, I'm sorry."

After being silent for a long time, Mr. Feng said only three words: "It's okay."

Old Master Feng also knew that his daughter was probably stimulated by Xiao Jiangbei and suddenly returned to normal. Maybe this state would not last for too long, but for him, it was already very good.

In the days that followed, Feng Yun was still reluctant to communicate with other people in the hospital, and she was always silent in the face of the doctor's inquiries.

But when she was with Mr. Feng, she seemed to be quite normal. She would chat with Mr. Feng, tell some interesting stories about her childhood, and accompany Mr. Feng to pay homage to her deceased mother.

Feng Yun's series of changes all happened after Jiang Li went to the psychiatric hospital to communicate with her. Father Feng was naturally curious about what Xiao Jiang Li had said to her, but his daughter didn't take the initiative to mention it, so he naturally wouldn't ask. .

Even though Feng Yun wasn't fully recovered, because of hope, Mr. Feng's mood improved obviously, because the doctor felt that Feng Yun could be discharged from the hospital.

After being discharged from the hospital, Feng Yun did not return to Feng's house. She sold the villa in the western suburbs, then bought a house in the suburbs, followed the formal procedures to open an orphanage, and adopted some homeless children.

After becoming the director of the orphanage, Feng Yun was still reluctant to communicate with others, but the children in the orphanage liked her very much, because the children are very simple, and they can intuitively feel who is right to them. good person.

The children who have just entered the orphanage are timid, but because the staff here are very kind, those children gradually become lively.

Feng Yun likes to stay in the attic alone and play the piano. Whenever this time, the children of the orphanage will be run under the attic to listen. For them, although Dean Feng can't speak, but her piano sound It's the most beautiful voice in the world.

The way the children express their liking for a person is to go to the suburbs to pick wild fruits to give away. Every time they pick good-looking wild fruits, they will clean them up, send a copy to Dean Feng, and then jump away.

Until one day, a little girl with braided horns brought a plate of red wild fruits and whispered: "President Feng, I picked this in the back mountain, and I will give it to you."

Feng Yun frowned slightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "This...is a snakeberry...you can't eat it."

The little girl's eyes widened in disbelief, "Dean Feng, you... can you speak?"

Feng Yun sighed, she gently stroked the little girl's head, "Snakeberry is a Chinese medicine that can be used to treat diseases, but if you can't eat it directly, don't pick it in the future."

When she said this, Feng Yun suddenly thought of her younger brother Feng Qi.

At that time, Ah Qi was only five or six years old, but like a little adult, he always liked to do his own things quietly.

When the family went camping in the suburbs, he saw that the snakeberries on the roadside were very beautiful, so he picked a handful and planned to take them back as a decoration for flower arrangements, but Ah Qi thought he was going to eat those snakeberries and immediately reprimanded himself.

When he was a child, Ah Qi had a bun face. He looked very cute when he didn't speak, but when he spoke, he was very angry. "This is Chinese herbal medicine, and it's not a fruit. You can't eat it. You are really stupid."

Feng Yun said in surprise: "How do you know?"

Ah Qi frowned: "I read the picture album in my father's study, and I knew it naturally, you are really stupid and don't like to study."

Feng Yun:  …

Although Ah Qi was telling the truth, but being reprimanded by her younger brother, Feng Yun still felt very shameless. She was naive to go to her father to complain, saying that Ah Qi went to her father's study to rummage and peek at the picture albums in the study.

Dad smiled and explained: "Aqi didn't read the picture book, but the medical book I bought when I was young. He likes reading medical books so much that he might become a doctor in the future."

Feng Yun made a face, "He won't be a doctor, I think he just likes those colorful patterns."

When she said this, Ah Qi happened to walk in from the door. He looked up at himself, and said very arrogantly, "You idiot who likes to make small reports."

Feng Yun couldn't help pinching his face, "I am an idiot who likes to make small reports, then you are a brat who likes to eavesdrop on people's speech."

Ah Qi clapped her hand away, "I don't talk to idiots."

When she bickered with her brother, her father didn't stop her, and took out a camera to take a picture of them and put it in the album.

It was obviously many years in the past, but when Feng Yun remembered those past experiences, he still felt fresh in his memory. He looked at the snakeberries on the plate, as if he had seen his past.

The little girl with braided horns saw that the corners of Dean Feng's mouth rose slightly, and couldn't help but sighed: "Dean Feng, you are so beautiful when you smile!"

After saying this, she immediately reached out and covered her mouth, but her eyes didn't move from Feng Yun's face.

The smile on Feng Yun's face deepened, and she said softly, "These snake berries are not edible. Don't tell anyone what happened today, okay?"

The little girl with pigtails immediately nodded like a chicken pecking rice, "I won't say it, this is a secret between me and Dean Feng."

Looking at the little girl in front of her, Feng Yun couldn't help but think, when Xiao Li was as old as her, was she as cute as she was?

The little lily should be more cute, and the little lily must be particularly attractive.

People with quirky personalities like Ah Qi are so fond of little lilies, how could they not be liked by people!

It's a pity that I missed everything about Xiao Li, and I can't ask her for forgiveness again.

But what Xiao Li said was right, and she could actually try to make up for it, for example, be nice to her father, or open an orphanage to see the innocent smiles of these children.

The little girl with the horn braid turned around and was about to leave, but after walking a few steps, she couldn't help but turn her head and asked in a low voice, "President Feng, why is our orphanage called the Midge Orphanage?"

Feng Yun was silent for a few seconds, then replied softly, "Probably because it sounds good."

The little girl with braided horns nodded immediately, "I also think it's because it sounds good, but brother Xiaohu said that it's because the grass grows from Liliyuan, and it grows once every year. Yes, but they are not the same word at all!"

Feng Yun smiled and said, "This is indeed your home."

It is also my own home.

Feng Yun knew clearly that if she chose to go back to Feng's house, her father would definitely let her go back.

But for Xiao Li and A Qi, they are not a popular person.

It would be better to live in an orphanage with these homeless children.

After waiting for a long time, this is my home.

Feng Yun's situation gradually improved, and Old Man Feng's life gradually returned to normal. He began to enjoy retirement leisure activities with the old man who had a good relationship with him, as if his daughter's affairs did not affect him in any way.

Those old men have a good relationship with Mr. Feng, so naturally they will not open his scars. When Mr. Feng was present, no one ever mentioned Feng Yun and Jianghuai. Several old men fished and played chess together, and occasionally bickered and quarreled. Life is uncomfortable.

Old Man Feng has always been curious about what Jiang Hao said to Feng Yun. He called several times to ask, but Xiao Jiang Hao refused to tell him.

After being asked many times, Jiang Li simply said, "You were hiding from me at the beginning, but now I am hiding from you. It's a fair thing, isn't it?"

Father Feng:  …

It seems right, but it doesn't seem right.

This little Grasshopper was carved out of the same mold as Ah Qi.

Ah Qi's temperament has always been stubborn, but for anything he doesn't want to say, it doesn't matter how much others ask.

But there are actually differences.

When Ah Qi didn't want to answer other people's questions, he usually had a cold face, and it was naturally difficult for others to ask again.

Xiao Jiangbei is much gentler, she will use a coquettish way, which makes people completely unstoppable.

After thinking about it seriously, Mr. Feng decided to ask Ah Qi to ask Xiao Jianghao. The nephew and uncle are so similar, and I don't know what the result will be.

Feng Qi was really curious about what Jiang Hao and Feng Yun said, so he made a phone call and wanted to find out.

Before Jiang Hao could find an excuse, Feng Qi smiled and said, "Little Lizi, if you don't tell me the truth, I should be very sad."

Gracilaria:  …

The big guy suddenly sells badly, who can stand it?

"I just told her a story." Jiang Hao said.

Feng Qi asked in surprise, "What story?"

Jiang Hao did not elaborate on the dream, but replied in a very general way: "I told her that it was my dream, but it was not. Strictly speaking, it should be regarded as something that happened in the parallel space. Here, Jiang Hao is a very ordinary girl. After being found by the Jiang family, she longed for family love to never get it.

Feng Qi frowned slightly, "Why did you tell her this?"

Jiang Hao said softly: "Because I think I'm too lucky, but if I'm just a very ordinary girl, then I should expect family affection, and I'll be annoying because I'm jealous of Jiang Ruo, then I'll definitely live a very good life. difficult."

Without waiting for my uncle to think about it, Jiang Hao quickly asked, "If I were a very ordinary girl, would you still treat me well, little uncle?"

Feng Qi smiled and asked, "Do you think you are not ordinary?"

Gracilaria:  …

She almost forgot that compared with her little uncle, she was indeed an ordinary Jiang Xiaoli!

"Then let me change the question. If your niece is a very ordinary girl, she will be sensitive and inferior, and she will make some small mistakes because of jealousy, and I am just a stranger who has no blood relationship with you. "Uncle, would you mind changing to a niece?"

When she asked this sentence, Jiang Hao was a little nervous. She asked this sentence for the original owner.

But she regretted asking this question again, because she knew what kind of answer the original owner wanted.

But this answer...

However, before she could think about it, Feng Qi replied with a smile, "I don't mind."

Without waiting for Jiang Hao to ask, he continued: "I don't mind changing to a niece, but I don't mind having another niece."

Gracilaria:  …

"Little pear, if you really had such a dream and wanted to know which niece I want, then I can tell you, I want both." Feng Qi's voice was gentle.

Jiang Hao came back to his senses and said with a smile, "Then you are quite greedy."

"Tell me the truth, have you really had a bad dream?" Feng Qi asked.

Jiang Hao immediately denied it, "No, I just asked casually, little uncle, don't think too much."

Feng Qi chuckled, "Then you kindly ask me if I want to change my niece. Could it be because you want to change to a little uncle?"

Jiang Hao said in shock: "Little uncle, you are a national male god, are you so unconfident?"

Feng Qi imitated her tone just now, "Well, because I had a bad dream that I had become an ordinary middle-aged man, I would feel inferior because I couldn't win the award, and I would be jealous of others."

Jiang Hao immediately said: "Then I don't mind having one more uncle, so I have two uncles. You lead me, and I lead another uncle. The three of us will march into the scientific world together. It feels good to think about it.”

Feng Qi ruthlessly broke her fantasy, "I think you want another uncle to be a control group for you, right?"

Jiang Hao replied confidently: "How is that possible, do I need a control group? If I really need a control group, I can find a bunch of them in the school without going out of the school gate."

Feng Qi said helplessly: "Then you can go to the control group slowly, I'm going to be busy."