Chapter 71

Zhuang Yan is really busy and has not even closed his eyes for several days.

He was always worried about Xie Ning. Even though Xie Ning was calm and his message was normal, Zhuang Yan still felt that his mood was not right.

After contacting uncle Zhong, what he said also confirmed his intuition, so when he was busy, he asked song Qingqing to take care of Xie Ning for him if he had a chance.

Although he wanted to fly back to see Xie Ning as soon as possible, he could not ignore so many people on the set.

It's not a matter of two days a day to go back. At least a week's time has to be set aside. However, for this week's shooting plan, he disrupted again and shot all the pictures ahead of time, and delayed the rest.

Time is very tight, sometimes there is a night show that night, the next day is followed by an early morning drama.

Zhuang Yan simply spent the night in the studio, huddled in the director's exclusive chair and covered up a few clothes for one night.

When he was filming, he was so attentive and energetic that when it came to the break time, the whole person seemed to fall apart. He could close his eyes in minutes sitting in a chair.

But the rest time is often only more than ten minutes, after a nap is wakened up to take a picture, people are more uncomfortable to the extreme, eyes a sour, it is better not to sleep.

Later, when it was time for him to take a break, he stood up and moved twice, or went to the bathroom to flush his face with cold water to keep himself awake.

"You can't do that." Zhao Yang looked at straight frown, "the circle under the eyes is as black as a panda. Haven't you closed your eyes for a few days?"

After washing his face, Zhuang Yan wiped his hands again: "I'm fine."

Zhao Yang asked: "how do I see you want to fall down at any time, or this play to the deputy director, you go to the side of the rest?"

"No way." Zhuang Yan shakes his head. "The plays these days are more important. I'm not sure if I don't personally guard the scene."

Zhao Yang also wanted to persuade him two more words. Zhuang Yan said, "if I am not satisfied with the film, I will definitely have to go back and shoot again. At that time, more time and money will be wasted."

Zhao Yang had no choice but to say, "OK, but don't wear yourself out."

Zhuang Yan waved his hand: "don't worry, I have discretion. It will be OK."

Zhao Yang looked at his back anxiously, and thought that you were not OK.

Before the rest time was over, Zhuang Yan simply walked to the tree where Xie ninglai used to watch, as if he was repeating his path.

In order to refresh himself, he touched a cigarette and put it between his fingers. He took two puffs to think about the appearance of Xie Ning.

He remembered that Xie Ning always liked to sit here and draw. Now he sat down and looked up to see his director's chair.

Xie Ning left in a hurry and didn't bring much luggage. All the drawings he had painted before were still in the hotel.

Zhuang Yan looked at it later. Most of them were the way he was directing the opera. He thought it was very strange. He had never seen it before. He was like this when he was on the set.

Sometimes there are two pictures of Sheng Shisong and other actors shooting. Zhuang Yan thinks of this, but he can't help but turn his eyes to the group of actors who are resting and stare at Sheng Shisong without expression.

Eyes quickly put Sheng Shisong's back poked a hole out, do not know what to look at.

Sheng Shisong was seen behind a cool: "how I feel strange."

Luo Zixin is looking down at the script, not very concerned to answer: "how? Worried about being scolded by Zhuangzi later? "

When she said this, Sheng Shi sighed: "I don't know what's wrong with director Zhuang these two days. The whole person is very irritable."

Luo Zixin's heart palpitations: "yes, his face has not been better, and I don't know who provoked him."

Another actor nearby said, "I'm starting to miss the beauty now."

"Yes." Luo Zixin said, "the Lord has not come for a few days. If he is here, the temper of Zhuang Dao will be restrained a lot."

The crowd also talked about two sentences, and began to Miss Xie Ning's days on the set.

Before they could miss it for long, another staff member came to remind them that they were ready to shoot the next scene.

So the makeup they should make up, the lines they should recite.

Sheng Shisong looks at Xie Ning's usual sitting painting place at random. Instead of seeing Xie Ning, he sees Zhuang Yan smoking.

He was stunned for a moment, then shook his head and laughed.

……

The doctor said that Xie's condition was improving.

This is the best news that Xie Ning has heard recently.

But the old man did not wake up one day, Xie Ning can not really put down his heart.

Song Qingqing comes to the hospital to see him almost every day. His stay time is long or short. Sometimes he just asks Xie Ning to say hello. Sometimes when he has a little free time, he will chat with Xie Ning at will.

Most of their topics revolve around "Zhuang Yan".

Xie Ning listened carefully, as if he could see Zhuang Yan's life abroad from Song Qingqing's words.They are bold, energetic, or difficult or alone.

These Zhuang Yan will not mention when chatting with him. For the memory of his school days, he is more willing to discuss things in X university with Xie Ning.

In this way, Xie Ning can have a lot of common words to talk about.

Zhuang Yan is always very considerate in this respect. Xie Ning doesn't like to talk most of the time. When chatting, he always opens his eyes and listens quietly.

But Zhuang Yan likes to tease him and guide him to speak slowly.

He had a good talk with song Qingqing, and Xia and WAN were also happy to see its success.

She didn't know what they talked about. She only saw that song Qingqing was the only girl who was not so exclusive in recent years.

So she was extremely gratified and felt that Xie Ning was slowly on the right track.

And Xie Ning's state is really gradually getting better. At least, he won't vomit completely after eating. After chatting with song Qingqing, he can have a good sleep for a day.

But the expression on his face is less and less, and his eyes are less and less warm.

Uncle Zhong has a good eyesight. He stops talking for several days. Finally, he can't hold back and hold on to Xie Ning.

"Young master." Uncle Zhong hesitated and said, "are you Need to see a doctor? "

Xie Ning was shocked: "I'm in good health recently, and I haven't been sick."

Uncle Zhong said, "that's not the meaning At the beginning, it looks like the courtyard to me

Xie Ning was silent for a long time, and went to the bathroom to see himself in the mirror.

In the mirror, his eyes drooped, his body was clean and tidy clothes, his hands pressed on the washing table, looking very quiet.

It was as quiet as the slightest change in the outside world that could no longer disturb him.

Xie ningmo quietly washed his face and took time to call Ji Wenbin.

"Dr. Ji." He said, "my illness seems to have recurred."

Ji Wenbin's voice is as gentle as ever.

I have to say that he is an excellent psychologist. It is not only a pleasure to chat with him, but also that he can give you a response whenever you look for him.

Even if he is awakened by the patient's phone call in the middle of the night, Ji Wenbin will still respond to you gently and politely with his voice just waking up, but you can't feel the slightest annoyance of being disturbed from his attitude.

He'll give you a sense of security that I'll be there anytime, anywhere.

So even if he didn't have time to talk to him face to face, he would still find time to call him.

On the other end of the phone, Ji Wenbin said, "can you describe the specific situation?"

Afraid of quarreling with Mr. Xie, Xie Ning went to the rest room when he called.

At the moment, there was no one in the lounge, the chairs were empty, and Xie Ning did not sit down. He went to the window and looked out.

From here, you can see the flow of people passing through the gate of the building.

He felt dizzy for a moment, but the third floor was still within his tolerance. Xie Ning lowered his eyes and quietly looked at the flower beds around the building, and then slowly described his feelings to Ji Wenbin.

“…… I don't know how to describe that feeling. " Finally, Schering said, "the whole world has become strange and boring to me."

"The mood has become very light. Things that used to make me angry now happen, and I don't care."

"For a moment, I feel tired, not physically, but mentally A sense of exhaustion. "

Ji Wenbin: "are you aware of the difference, so you come to contact me?"

Xie Ning shook his head: "in fact, I haven't felt that I have changed. It's uncle Zhong, the housekeeper of my grandfather, who said that I am now As like as two peas. "

"What do you think?" Ji Wenbin asked, "do you feel like you are in the same state of mind as you were then?"

"I don't know," he said

"Sometimes, I can't remember the feeling at the beginning, as if it was a far away thing. The past is like a dream to me. I can remember what happened, but I can't remember the feeling in the dream."

Ji Wenbin said with a smile: "this is a good thing, indicating that you are gradually getting rid of the influence of the past."

"Now I am What's the matter? " Asked Xie Ning.

Ji Wenbin thought for a moment and said, "your grandfather's illness is that you did not have psychological preparation in advance, so you were caught off guard and your mood fell into a long-term loss."

"Yes," Xie Ning said

Ji Wenbin added: "this is very normal, people's emotions will always rise and fall due to changes in the outside world. You are not in a good mood during this period, and it is not certain that your disease has recurred."

In fact, whether or not Xie Ning has ever suffered from emotional apathy still needs a question mark.

"Is that so?" Xie Ning was at a loss for a moment.

Ji Wenbin changed a view: "you don't have psychological burden first, also don't give yourself a conclusion easily.""But..." Xie Ning eyelashes shed a shadow, covering his eyes, "I now, feel everything is cold, indifferent."

Ji Wenbin pauses for a moment: "is there no exception?"

Xie Ning fell into silence.

"Life is always full of love and light." Ji Wenbin said, "there is no such a existence, he makes you feel warm and beautiful, just remember, can make you unconsciously laugh."

"You can't be indifferent to him. Maybe it's light and light, but he has left such a trace in your heart."

It's a fine day today. The sun shines in from the window, hits Xie Ning's body and drags a long shadow on the ground.

Xie Ning bathed in the sunshine for a long time. His eyelashes trembled twice. He lifted his hand slightly and held the edge of the window sill.

"Zhuang Yan." He gently spit out a name, the corners of his lips a little bit to hook up.

Xie Ning showed a smile unconsciously.

"What?" Ji Wenqing asked.

Xie Ning pressed the window sill, and his tone became light and brisk: "I said, there are."

That person, just read his name, let his mood little by little affect.

As if, he lit up his world and made his life colorful and interesting.

"Thank you, Dr. Ji. I miss me..."

Half of what he said, he looked down, and when he saw a familiar figure, he couldn't help but pause.

The man was tall and straight. He was wearing a black coat with his hands in his pocket. He was walking forward with his head down. After a few wrong steps, he disappeared in the crowd.

Xie Ning was stunned for several seconds and suddenly forgot what he just wanted to say.

Looking out again, people came and went at the entrance of the building, but he did not see anyone familiar with him again.

Ji Wenbin saw him come to a sudden stop. Without a second word for a long time, he could not help asking, "what's the matter?"

After a long time, he rubbed his eyes