Chapter 59

Xia Wan gazed at Xie Ning for a long time, but was stunned by his firm and resolute attitude.

Her voice became sharp: "Ning Ning..."

One exit, only to find that the tone has changed.

It's rare for Xie Ning to be so tough.

His nature is so, most people and things are not put in mind, said is indifferent to do, said is docile.

Everything goes with the flow.

Even if he had come out of the cabinet, he had never been so disobedient to anyone's advice as he is today.

This made Xia and WAN at a loss.

In a sense, this is the first time that Xie Ning really brings the person he likes to his parents.

He came out early, but he didn't really like anyone under the mental pressure of the psychological counselor he was looking for.

Xu Qing is just a shield used to prevaricate the introduction of Xia Wan blind date. Unless necessary, Xie Ning will not take people home.

Just let Xia Wan know that he is a man with a boy friend and give up the heart of introducing girls.

Zhuang Yan was the first one to seriously introduce "this is my boyfriend" to his parents.

Xia Wan still remembers that many years ago, when Xie Ning told her that he liked men, the expression on his face was panic, uneasy and with a little expectation.

It seems to be waiting for the comfort of Xia Wan.

Waiting for Xia Wan to tell him: it's OK, it's normal.

However, Xia Wan let his expectation fall into the air, even let him in this kind of panic, fear and pain for a long time.

Now shening has changed.

Become calm and indifferent.

There was no panic or expectation in his eyes, as if Xia Wan were just a nonessential person.

Her reaction and reply also became irrelevant.

Zhuang Yan took Xie Ning's hand and stood up with him.

He felt that he could not let Xie Ning undertake such a thing alone.

His action seemed to stimulate Xia Wan. She suddenly took a deep breath, and her voice was sharp: "I won't allow it!"

Xie Ning closed his eyes and opened them again. He laughed slowly: "you don't understand. I never thought you would promise I don't care whether you agree or not. "

Xia Wan suddenly felt that she was about to lose her son.

Or, she has already lost this son, but she has never let her know before.

She reached out to La Xie Ning, who expected too much, next to Xie Jing subconsciously hugged her.

Xia Wan fell back in despair and sat on the sofa: "you are all men How can we be together. "

Zhuang Yan laughed and said, "Auntie, I don't understand why I can't be together."

He said: "I like shening and shening likes me. Nature can be together. "

He was too calm for a moment.

Xie Ning but hook the lip corner, was held tight by Zhuang Yan's hand.

Xie Ning has never been a real temperament, sometimes even so peaceful that people feel that he is not angular.

Others say that he is indifferent and indifferent. If you praise him or scold him, he will not respond, and will not bother to quarrel with you.

Only in front of close people can he reveal his true appearance.

Others thought he was ice, but Zhuang Yan felt that he was soft like a pool of water, which could melt in his arms and let him knead.

And today, Xie Ning is so hard as to be beyond his expectation.

It's like an ice cone and stabs it straight.

Because Zhuang Yan gave him strength.

Xie Ning thought that Zhuang Yan was like this. He always felt that what he did and what he insisted on was of course right.

He won't doubt, he won't flinch.

"I found such a good boyfriend that they couldn't be satisfied," he said

"We will always be together," he said. Love, marriage, life. "

From spring to winter, from present to future, from green silk to white head.

Xie Ning can't describe this feeling in words. When he was with Zhuang Yan, he felt confident that they could go on like this.

He suddenly raised the strength of being tough in front of his parents, which was brought to him by Zhuang Yan's attitude and his parents' attitude.

His fear was appeased, and his expectations had already been met.

When he faced Xia and WAN, he was already calm and had no feelings.

Xia Wan's mood was too excited. Her chest heaved violently. Xie Jing felt that she was not in the right state, so he took her to the next room to have a rest.

Song Qingqing hesitated for a moment, then turned to look at Zhuang Yan and Xie Ning, but not at ease, followed him.

Only Zhuang Yan and Xie Ning were left in the hall.Xie Ning suddenly turned around and hugged Zhuang Yan. All his strength seemed to be taken away, and he fell on Zhuang Yan.

His voice was a little dull: "thank you."

Zhuang Yan comforted him twice on his back and said, "thank you for what you said to me."

After a pause, he said, "I am very happy today. You will introduce me in front of my parents. I thought..."

"Why?" Xie Ning slowly said, "do you think I won't take the initiative to introduce your identity?"

Zhuang Yan kisses his hair on the side of his head and does not answer.

"Love is mutual, so is respect, understanding, and giving and returning," Xie Ning said. You can't always worry about me alone. "

Zhuang Yan thought for a moment and asked, "so it's because I have introduced you to my parents?"

"That's only part of the reason," she corrected

"What about the other reasons?" Zhuang Yan is curious.

Xie Ning was silent for a few seconds and said, "maybe it's because you gave me the courage to face my parents."

Around Zhuang Yan, he is always full of security.

In the past, he was like a lonely boat floating on the sea, aimless and frightened, and could be sunk by the waves anytime and anywhere.

Now he seems to be sitting on the broad back of the blue whale, looking up at the blue sky, the scattered clouds will not be swept away by the waves even if they roll freely on it.

After parting with Xie Ning, Xia Wan's expression also calmed down.

Xie Jing took care of her for a while, entrusted her to song Qingqing, and went out to find Xie Ning and Zhuang Yan.

He said he wanted to talk to Zhuang Yan.

Xie Ning is surprised for a moment and subconsciously wants to go with him, but Xie Jing says he wants to have a chat with Zhuang Yan alone.

Xie Ning was a little uneasy, but Zhuang Yan looked at him placidly and said the word "rest assured" silently.

Zhuang Yan was also curious about what Xie Jing wanted to say to him, but they went out for a long time, but Xie Jing didn't speak for a long time.

Finally, he sighed deeply: "your father and I used to play together when we were children."

Zhuang Yan thought that this was to play the card of warmth: "my father also said that my grandfather and Mr. Xie had a very good relationship. You were put together since childhood."

Xie Jing seems to smile: "but later friendship is weak."

Zhuang Yan only said: "in the future, the two families will also resume friendship."

Xie Jing looked at him and said, "your temper is different from your father." After a pause, he said, "it's almost like your grandfather."

It was not easy for Zhuang Yan to answer the old man's words, so he only gave a smile.

Xie Jing was also concerned about Xia Wan, who was not in the right mood. He did not talk too much with Zhuang Yan. He took a red envelope from the bag and put it into Zhuang Yan's hand.

Zhuang Yan was stunned for a moment.

Xie Jing said: "you come too suddenly, I didn't have time to make any preparation. Take this red envelope first."

Zhuang Yan looked down at the red bag, but he didn't respond: "is this

Xie Jing pressed his forehead and said, "the first time you come to the door, don't you pay attention to what kind of meeting ceremony?"

Zhuangyan responded.

He was a little surprised. After a while, he said, "you Can you accept us? "

Thank Jing wryly smile: "rather rather rather said that, I accept not, what influence to you again."

Zhuang Yan's hand holding the red envelope clenched a little: "that's the case, he still hopes you can accept it peacefully."

Xie Jing shook his head and did not speak.

Zhuang Yan asked: "I understand your attitude, but why don't you persuade aunt Xia?"

Xie Jing asked, "how do you know I didn't persuade you?"

Zhuang Yanyi was stunned.

Xie Jing shook his head and said, "there are some things that can not be persuaded back with one word of advice. It's the heart disease of Xia Wan. I can't touch it easily. I've thought of many ways these years, but... "

Zhuang Yan frowned: "heart disease?"

Xie Jing did not want to say more, but said: "you should also understand that not all things can be done in both ways. If you get something, you must give up."

Zhuang Yan suddenly understood something.

He took a deep breath and asked in a deep voice, "so after so many years of tossing and turning between aunt Xia and Ning Ning, you finally chose aunt Xia, right?"

Xie Jing looked at him and did not speak for a long time.

Finally, he said, "I may be a good husband, but I can't be a good father. We deserve to be treated coldly by Xie Ning for so many years."

Zhuang Yan droops his eyes and slowly clenches his hands. He is more and more distressed by Xie Ning.

Xie Jing patted him on the shoulder and said, "although it may not have this position, Xie Ning will be handed over to you for care."

Zhuang Yan's heart was filled with fire and said coldly, "I will take care of him."

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It took Xia Wan a long time to calm down.

But somehow, after Xie Jing left, she looked at Song Qingqing, and suddenly burst into tears.Song Qingqing was frightened and quickly comforted her.

Xia Wan took her hand and said in a choked voice, "why did he I want to like men. "

Song Qingqing did not know how to answer.

Fortunately, Xia Wan didn't need her answer. She said to herself, "there are so many excellent girls in this world. Why does he like a man?"

"Auntie Xia It's normal. "

"Where's normal?" Xia Wan's voice became sharp, "sunny, you don't know, what good results men and men will have!"

"But same sex marriage has been legal for so many years," Song said

Xia Wan took her hand and shook her head: "you don't understand..."

Song Qingqing asked, "would you tell me?"

Xia Wan fell into his own mood: "you don't know what homosexuality looks like at all. That circle is too chaotic, dating, * *, AIDS I've checked and understood, so I don't want Ning Ning to get involved in it. That's not what normal people should do! "

Song Qingqing opened his mouth and said, "I think you are biased. Not all homosexuals are like this, and Isn't shening not like this. "

Xia Wan pointed out: "that's because I have been in charge of him for so many years!"

Her hand is a little tight, song Qingqing frowns slightly.

Xia Wan also said: "and can he guarantee that others are as clean as he is? How can he not be affected if he is surrounded by such chaos?"

Song Qingqing hesitated and said, "but I don't think Zhuang Yan is such a person. Aunt Xia, you can't generalize."

However, Xia Wan couldn't listen to it and laughed sarcastically: "Xie Ning once had a boyfriend named Xu Qing. It's very serious to look at, but behind my back Private life is still very chaotic, little stars don't know how much

Song Qingqing didn't know about it, so it was hard to evaluate it.

She also wanted to persuade Xia Wan again. She felt that it was useless for her to say anything like this, so she had to comfort her slowly.

It took summer and Anhui a long time to calm down.

She held song Qingqing's hand, as if seeking approval: "I am for his good, you are also a woman, if you have children in the future, can you watch him go astray! I didn't do anything wrong, did I? He should like girls like you, get married and have children, which is normal! "

Song Qingqing hesitated for a long time, then slowly lowered his head and looked at Xia and WAN.

She said, "aunt Xia, I think You are wrong. "