Chapter 32

When Zhuang Yan walked on the road, Xie Ning's heart beat fast.

He licked his lips and couldn't help holding his hands a little tighter.

The gesture of clasping ten fingers makes each finger of two people entangle together, which is closer than the general handshake.

It's like two people's hearts are so tightly dependent on entanglement.

Feeling Xie Ning's action, Zhuang Yan couldn't help but hook up the corners of his lips.

The old rascal's heart began to move again. Although he had been meditating to be gentle, his words still had the flavor of molestation.

"Do you think we are a couple shopping now?"

Xie Ning Leng for a while, ear tip is red again uncontrollably.

At this time, there were many people on the street. There was a music square not far ahead. Today, there happened to be an activity. A lot of people passed by them.

After same-sex marriage is legal, same-sex couples are not as secretive as before, and they are no longer paid attention to when they walk on the road.

But seeing Zhuang Yan and Xie Ning, others subconsciously looked at them.

Without him, two of this level, this appearance of handsome men walking together, how are too eye-catching point.

Zhuang Yan leaned to his ear and said in a low voice, "they think we are a couple when they look at us like this. No one would have thought that I would still follow you namelessly, alas..."

He pretended to sigh, and his warm breath swept in the ear lobe of Xie Ning, which made him more ashamed and indignant: "don't say it."

Xie Ning's skin is too thin, can't stand a few of his teasing, also can't learn to fight back.

Afraid of scaring people away, Zhuang Yan chuckled and stopped talking.

Today, Xie Ning learned a lesson. He was fully armed and didn't give Zhuang Yan any chance to be courteous.

I don't know how to design the light colored fur coat. There is a circle of fluff on the hat, and there are two balls at the neckline, which are swinging with his movements.

Zhuang Yan stares at the two balls for a while. In his heart, children's clothes are not designed to be so cute.

He remembers that Xie Ning's clothes are still very good. Every time they are matched, they are refreshing. Today, he probably left Plush warm route?

He nodded with satisfaction.

Xie Ning's body looks too thin, even if he wears too much, he won't be round like a ball. Instead, he is fluffy and cute.

They followed the crowd to the music square.

In the middle of the stage is probably a band in the performance, a dark circle of people.

Zhuang Yan knew that Xie Ning didn't like places with many people, so he didn't take him to crowd. He found a place not far away and listened to the faint music.

The stage of the performance was not very high. Xie Ning looked out curiously, but only saw one head after another. He was disappointed.

Zhuang Yan chuckled: "I have a way to let you see the people inside."

"What can I do?" Xie Ning wondered

Zhuang Yan said slowly: "you can sit on my shoulder. I will lift you up and you can see it."

Xie Ning as an art worker, listen to his description, the brain quickly made up the picture.

Then schenning glared at him: "do you think I'm a child?"

And how could Zhuang Yan lift him up for such a big man.

Zhuang Yan continued to tease him: "do you want to try? I have great strength. I think I can hold you up."

Don't turn your back on him.

"Is this your first time to visit the square on a big night?" Zhuang Yan looked at him. His eyes were full of curiosity. He couldn't help asking.

"Yes," Xie Ning replied

"I don't really like going out." He said slowly, "I like to stay at home and paint when I'm free. Especially at night, my inspiration will be more abundant."

Zhuang Yan: "do you artists all like to create in the middle of the night? I know a screenwriter who can't write a single word in the daytime. At two or three o'clock in the morning, literary thoughts spring up and the writing begins to Shua Shua."

Xie Ning thought for a moment: "it's quiet at night, and there are few people to disturb, so the creative inspiration will be a little more than in the daytime, but it depends on the people I'm ok. I usually go to bed around 12 o'clock. "

It's not too late at 12 o'clock, and his work and rest are still healthy. Sometimes Zhuang Yan is busy with the editing of films until the next morning. He doesn't teach people a lesson.

Zhuang Yan said: "I'd like to show you, but In fact, I'm here for the first time

Xie Ning curiously looked at the past: "are you also the first time to come?"

Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows: "you forget how long I have been abroad. There have been great changes in China in recent years. Maybe I'm not as familiar as you here."

Xie Ning just remembered that he was a returnee who had not been back home for a long time.

"It's the first time and it's great." "We still have a long way to go together and a long time to spend together. We can create countless firsts belonging to each other," said Zhuang YanOn the stage, the singer's clear voice came out of the stereo, but it failed to cover Zhuang Yan's low voice.

"Does this sound particularly romantic?" he asked seriously

The sound of rock instruments is thumping, like the heart beat of Xie Ning.

He thought that Zhuang Yan was indeed a director who focused on literary and artistic films. Such a simple thing, a common sentence, suddenly became romantic after he said it.

"Very romantic." Xie Ning also answers earnestly, the finger involuntarily lightly trembles.

Zhuang Yan thought that he was cold by the wind. He looked around and finally found a coffee shop that looked high-end and elegant.

The coffee shop with the air conditioner on, pushed the door in, and the whole body warmed up.

This coffee shop belongs to a kind of petty bourgeoisie. It has wooden design, soft sofa and light white color In the center of the hall, there is a grand piano with some green plants in the corner, and a bookshelf with various types of magazines on it.

The design is unique and not deliberate, which can poke the hearts of most of the young literary and artistic youth in China.

There is a small box on the second floor. Zhuang Yan is not the one who can drink coffee in the hall. He resolutely takes Xie Ning to the second floor.

He ordered a cup of hot milk and picked out some small cakes according to Schering's taste.

From the window on the second floor, you can just see the crowd on the music square. Although it is a little far away, the overlooking angle has a special flavor.

"To tell you the truth, this is the first time I've been to a roadside coffee shop like this." Zhuang Yan's hands are loose on the table.

In the past, when people wanted to invite him to have coffee, he would have to ask him three times and four times. When he nodded condescensively, he would find a top-level coffee shop and sit for an hour or two.

Xie Ning slowly listen to him, occasionally laugh out a voice: "not at all ground gas."

Zhuang Yan pays attention to elegance everywhere. The words "vulgar" and "earthliness" have nothing to do with his eight life.

has make complaints about whether he drinks cold drinks and drinks. He uses the snow melted in the mountains, and uses delicate porcelain bowls to put them on, and then adds a few petals.

Zhuangyan:

Zhuang Yan: "don't believe these words. It's because they spread false information and make fun of me. One by one they exaggerate more than Marius in the novel. "

Xie Ning remembered that Zhuang Yan had been dragged to the casserole shop near X university by him. His clothes and temperament were out of place, but he ate them with him.

The freshly ground coffee was served half a day. Zhuang Yan added a piece of sugar, mixed it with a spoon, and took a sip: "but I don't mind what I do when I'm with you."

Xie Ning blinked and listened to Zhuang Yan saying, "probably because this is the first time I like someone."

Xie Ning a Leng, subconsciously followed: "I am also the first time..."

"The first time what?" Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows, put the spoon on the cup, and made a crisp sound with the bottom of the cup. He asked in a low voice, "who did you like for the first time?"

Then, Xie Ning nodded again.

Xu Qing

It seems that he has never explained his relationship with Xu Qing with Zhuang Yan.

All along, Zhuang Yan never mentioned anything related to Xu Qing in front of him, as if he was deliberately avoiding this person.

So Xie Ning subconsciously forgot Xu Qing.

Xie Ning pursed his lips.

But everyone knows that Xu Qing is his ex boyfriend.

Zhuang Yanhe Do you really mind Xu Qing.

If Zhuang Yan didn't believe what he said just now, he thought he was cheating him

Xie Ning's shortness of breath rises, the heart and mouth feel inexplicably painful.

"You..." His hand under the table clenched the corner of his coat, but in a very serious tone, he affirmed Zhuang Yan's words, "you are the first person I like. I didn't lie to you. "

He racked his brains to organize the language, trying to make his explanation clearer: "Xu Qing, Xu Qing's business is not what you think..."

Zhuang Yan was stunned: "what do I think?"

Xie Ning didn't know that Zhuang Yan had already asked Qi Rui about him. When Zhuang delayed the meeting, he eagerly stretched out his hand and grabbed Zhuang Yan's sleeve: "I didn't like him."

Even though he had already guessed it, Zhuang Yan's heart softened after hearing Xie Ning's words.

The corners of the lips were also drawn uncontrollably.

He took Chenin's slightly shaking hand and comforted him, "don't worry. Speak slowly. I'm listening."

Xie Ning took a deep breath: "I was with him at that time, there is a reason."

Zhuang Yan: "well, I know."

Xie Ning is a Leng: "you know?"

"I guess so." Zhuang Yan drooped his eyes and laughed, "in fact, I know you and he are nothing. Although I don't know the reason, if I want to check, I can definitely find out clearly.""Just, I want to hear from you."

Shening's eyes were red quickly.

He lowered his head and took a deep breath. When he opened his mouth, his voice was dry: "Xu Qing At that time, I pursued me for two years, and I never paid attention to him. After college, my mother My mother has been introducing girls to me all the time. She has a very tough attitude. Sometimes she asks me to have a meal with me. When I arrived, I found that she also brought other people here I, I don't like it

The more he said, the drier his voice became. Zhuangyan kindly handed the milk to him: "don't be so anxious. First drink a mouthful to moisten his throat."

Xie Ning licked his dry lips and drank two sips of milk obediently. His voice slowed down: "once, my mother tried to trick me out of a blind date again, and was hit by Xu Qing. He pretended to be my boyfriend and helped me out Later, somehow, the incident got out, and they all said that Xu Qing and I were in contact. "

Zhuang Yan Yixiang: "did you not clarify?"

He regretted what he said.

It's nothing to do with the word "thank you" for everything.

As expected, Xie Ning lowered his head: "I I didn't care. "

Zhuang Yan nodded, without showing any displeasure, and made an appearance of asking casually.

"Later, I found it convenient In the name of Xu Qing, my mother and my mother no longer forced me as before. I had enough reasons to refuse. Then Xu Qing came to me and asked if I could give him a chance He said

Xu Qing, who was very affectionate that day, said that he hoped that Xie Ning would give him a chance to have a try with him.

He said a lot of words, what is just nominally together first, he will not force Xie Ning, do everything in accordance with his will and so on.

Xie Ning happened to need an excuse to say no to Xia and WAN. Listening to Xu Qing's flowery words, he felt a little moved.

Zhuangyan sipped his coffee again and asked in as calm a voice as possible: "so you agreed?"

Xie Ning shook his head: "I was a little hesitant at that time. Later, Yan Xi told me that he hoped that I would stop closing down and contact with others more, and let me try to respond to other people's feelings. At that time, he thought that Xu Qing people were not bad... "

"Yanxi?" Zhuang Yan can't help but grind his teeth. Unexpectedly, Yan Xi still sticks in here.

Xie Ning shrunk his neck and explained for his good friend, "he was wrong at that time. Later, he regretted that he was blind and advised me to break up with Xu Qing."

Zhuang Yan sneered: "he is blind."

Even with the identity of a boyfriend, Xie Ning's attitude towards Xu Qing is as cold as ever.

He had no feelings for Xu Qingsheng.

Later, Xu Qing probably felt that there was no sweetness in Xie Ning, and he began to expose his nature. He spent a lot of time outside, and his reputation spread from generation to generation.

Xie Ning and Xu Qing also mentioned to break up, but Xu Qing did not know how to think, not willing to die or die.

And Xie Ning takes Xu Qing, a nominal boyfriend, as a shield, and the effect is good. He doesn't care about Xu Qing's reputation outside, so his attitude towards breaking up is not very firm.

Xie Ning once thought that he would never like anyone in his life and would not be with anyone.

He thought he would spend his whole life alone, so as long as his nominal boyfriend did not interfere with his life, what did Zhang San or Li Si have to do with him.

After hearing his story, Zhuang Yancai took a long breath.

"Do you need a Shield now? I think I may be hundreds of times better than Xu Qing. " He looked at Chenin's nervous look, trying to liven up the atmosphere, but he made a joke.

Xie Ning was stunned for a moment and then slowly blushed No more. "

Zhuang Yan looks disappointed.

"You are not a shield," Xie Ning whispered

Zhuang Yan asked, "what am I then?"

"If If I promise you, I really want to be with you. I don't take you as a shield. "

Zhuang Yan felt warm in his heart and could not help rubbing his head: "I know. I was just kidding you

After a pause, he asked melancholy, "I don't know when I can wait until the day when you respond."

The milk in Schering's glass was almost at the bottom, and he pursed his lips.

"It's OK." Zhuang Yan said with a smile, "you think slowly. It doesn't matter how long I wait. I'll chase you for two years."

Who knows Xie Ning subconsciously retorts: "won't be so long..."

Zhuang Yan looked at him in surprise, and Xie Ning stopped talking.

Zhuang Yan didn't want to force him. He thought of another thing in his heart. He could not help asking, "what's the meaning of that tattoo on his wrist, which is engraved with a bird?"

He thought that the tattoo had something to do with Xu Qing, but now listening to Xie Ning's explanation, it should not be the case.Although Xie Ning is an art lover, he doesn't look like a tattoo artist.

Zhuang Yan has been curious about this tattoo for a long time.

Xie Ning smelled the speech, but his forehead was sweating. His heart beat quickly. He held the wall of the cup tightly with his hands, and his phalanx was a little blue.

He spoke with difficulty Tattoos? "

"You saw it when you were drunk that day." Zhuang Yan explained, "bird, is there any special meaning?"

Xie Ning was silent for a long time, and her breath calmed down a little bit.

"No special meaning." He said.

"It means freedom and freedom."

The author has something to say: Zhuang Zhuang: This is my first time.

Ning Ning Me, me, too.

？？？ Are you talking about shame?!