Chapter 1858

The doctor said that the child had a fever all the time, and his physical condition was very bad. He had such a high fever that his body couldn't support at all.

Zhan glacier's body is wearing sterile medical clothes, so it's not so convenient to move. Moreover, the child looks really fragile. Lying on the hospital bed, his small body is almost palm size. He wants to touch the child, but he is afraid of the gentle touch of his outstretched hand. The child disappears like a wisp of smoke.

This is the first time that Zhan glacier has really felt how fragile life is.

There is a thermometer on the cupboard at the head of the bed over there. Zhan glacier takes the thermometer and puts it in the child's ear. It hurts a little.

The little guy's fever still did not subside, 39 degrees 2, such a high temperature for the average adult is unbearable, let alone he is just a dying child.

Do you really give up like this?

In the past few years, Zhan glacier has not never been in a desperate situation, nor has it never experienced this hopeless feeling.

At the last moment, because of Zhan glacier's insistence and perseverance, Zhan glacier has a chance to turn defeat into victory.

He has never been a person who gives up easily, but in this matter, he does not know whether his insistence is meaningful.

In the battlefield, whenever he wanted to give up, he would remember that he was a general and he was a commander-in-chief. If he gave up, those people behind him had no chance to persist. What he was carrying was not only his belief in living alone, but also so many lives behind him. He could not easily say the word "give up", but There is a little possibility of survival, he will fight hard, because he knows those people are with him.

But in this situation, he is helpless, and he is afraid that his persistence will make Lin Xiaoxiao more injured.

These days, although Lin Xiaoxiao doesn't lose control of his emotions, although he just stays in the hospital quietly, and sometimes even looks calmer than himself, Zhan bingle knows that Lin Xiaoxiao's heart is also very uncomfortable. All his cases are just the calm before the storm. If the child really has an accident, how can she bear it Is it?

Lin Xiaoxiao's current state is certainly the same as him. The reason why they haven't burst out is not that the heart is not bad enough, but because the child is still alive, and the string in their head has been stretched tightly. Only in this way can they maintain the superficial calm. Once the child has an accident and the string breaks, what kind of situation will happen Situation? Zhan glacier can't even think about it.

What's more, he doesn't know what else he can do. If he perseveres, what can he do for the child? He is not a doctor, nor a child. He can not give the best help to the child, nor can he give him the faith to live

This feeling of powerlessness is almost crushing.

For the first time in his life, Zhan glacier lowered his head. In front of something, he felt helpless and helpless, and almost wanted to give up.

His eyes are dry and his nose is sour. As a man, Zhan glacier is bleeding and sweating without tears. However, in front of this child, he is really fragile.

He raised his eyes and continued to look at the child on the bed. Everything around him made a regular sound, which seemed to be the only sound in the ward that could prove that the child was still trying to live.

Zhan glacier stretched out his hand and gently wanted to touch the child's hand, but he was too careful, afraid to hurt him.

However, he also knows that the chance to hold on to children's hands is less and less. If you don't cherish it, there may be no more.

In the end, Zhan glacier held the child's little hand gently. Maybe he had done this before, but he didn't have any impression, because it was too common. However, for the child in front of him, Zhan glacier felt that he had done too few ordinary movements.

Zhan bingle took a chair and sat down in front of the bed. In fact, there are a lot of things waiting for him to deal with. But these days, he just wants to escape and stay with the child. After the president wakes up, everything will become different. The situation outside is likely to change rapidly. He doesn't know when he is going to leave, but in the end In time, he hopes to accompany the child well.

The fate between children and their parents is really great. There are so many people in the world who can become your children. This is the great fate. But the fate between Zhan glacier and this child seems to be a little light.

If everything can be done all over again, Zhan bingle thinks he will do better. He will try to be a better father and protect his children.

It's the first time to be a parent and a child. Everyone may have something bad to do. From the beginning, Zhan glacier just hopes that when the child grows up, ask the child whether you will feel happy with a father like me. However, this child can't wait until that dayThe doctor said that if the high fever continues, the child is likely to not survive even tonight.

At the thought of this, Zhan glacier couldn't help sighing and lowered himself to his head again. At this time, he suddenly felt a little bit on his hand, which made him suddenly look up at the child's little hand.

Although it was only a very subtle feeling, Zhan glacier still did not give up. He looked at the child's hand carefully for a long time. After a few minutes, the child's little hand moved again.

Zhan glacier can't describe what kind of mood he is at the moment. He thinks that the child is still so young and unconscious. He has suffered such a heavy injury and has such a high fever that the child is almost in a coma.

But it's not. The child is conscious. The child knows what's going on at this moment? The child knows that he is holding his father's hand in the palm of his hand. He is still trying to tell his father that he is still holding on!

Suddenly, the ice was filled with something sour.

He can not give up like this, even the children are still trying to insist, why should he give up like this?

Zhan glacier took off the sterile ward, walked out of the ward, and then took out his mobile phone and called the doctor he knew.

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