Chapter 1498

Lin Xiaoxiao laughs and doesn't speak. In fact, what really makes her feel so confident is not because she has such a state in love, but because Zhan bingle doesn't make her feel uncomfortable from the beginning to the end.

Lin Xiaoxiao stood on the deck for a long time. Perhaps he had not tasted this kind of freedom for a long time. Now he finally has no scruples. The feeling on this ship is much better than that of the previous ship. He gradually gets tired when he looks at the starry sky, so he goes back to his room to have a rest.

When he left, he asked Xu Congying whether to go back together, but Xu Congying shook his head. "I'm not very sleepy for the moment. You go back first. I'll continue to stand here and blow the cold wind."

Lin Xiaoxiao said with a smile, "what cold wind is blowing? Is there anything else on your mind? "

Xu Congying blinked, raised her eyebrows and said, "do you think I'm so heartless in your eyes that I can't even have a little worry?"

Lin Xiaoxiao was slightly stunned, but he didn't expect that the other party would say that. To tell the truth, every time he saw Xu Congying, the other party always wore a smile, as if there was no trouble at all. But after careful consideration, from the few words he heard, he also knew that Xu Congying's past events might be slightly sad.

In short, it is the kind of memory that is not willing to mention, and now it is very likely that it is because it was hurt at the beginning and experienced countless self consolation before it could be presented as a beautiful state.

In fact, Lin Xiaoxiao also wanted to ask what kind of things he had experienced and what kind of painful past he had.

But this is no different from tearing the scars that others have already been injured and healed and scabbed. Tearing the scars is very cool for the people who tear them, but it is very painful and painful for the injured people.

Tearing the scabby wound again seems to re feel the pain when he was injured. Therefore, when Xu Congying doesn't want to take the initiative to speak, Lin Xiaoxiao never asks more questions. It seems a little cold, but it is actually his most basic respect for the other party.

So Lin Xiaoxiao immediately nodded and did not continue to say any more words. He turned into the deck and came back to his room.

And Xu Congying has been standing in silence, watching Lin Xiaoxiao's back gradually go away, until disappeared in his sight, he turned around and looked at the dark sea in front of him.

It's like thinking about something, but it's like thinking nothing.

Sea breeze blowing on the body slightly cool, this time of Kyoto should be in summer? Just to the beginning of summer, when I was in Bakara before, the weather was still very cold, and it often rained. At that time, he often thought, what would the weather like in Kyoto?

The more I feel about going home, the more afraid I am. This is probably what the saying goes. I am more afraid of my hometown.

Since getting on the ship in front of me, all the journey and pace seem to be fast. I thought that the delay on the previous ship would make their journey back home more and more long, but I didn't expect that the development of everything was beyond my imagination, and sometimes it would make people feel a bit unreal.

Xu Congying doesn't know what kind of mentality he is. When something happened before, although he felt desperate, he felt a little bit lucky in his heart.

In fact, he has not returned home for so many years. He is really afraid. He really does not know how to stand on the land again and face those people who did not want to face.

After so many years to come back, did he really forget those things? Now that he returns to that position, can he still find himself?

In the face of those people, in the face of that person, can he be as calm as he imagined?

All these are unknowns. Xu Congying's fear is not for nothing. Although she seems to have made up her mind to face everything before she comes back, she can't help but worry when she is about to return home. She is still afraid after all.

Now that this matter has come here, there is no way back.

My parents are a little old. When I received the phone call before, my mother said that my father was in bad health recently and I didn't know how long he could live. If he still wanted to go home, he would go back as much as possible.

When Xu Congying heard those words, he was very sad. He knew that his life was too selfish. Most of the time, he only thought about himself. From childhood to adulthood, his parents' kindness to their upbringing. He did not repay him for several years. Later, he left his hometown and went to such a remote place, far away from home, far away from his parents. He had never been around them Filial piety.

The money that he used to call regularly is not worth mentioning. His parents do not lack those things at all. What his parents want is his own company, which Xu Congying knows from the beginning to the end.

But he couldn't do it. Sometimes he was not sad. He just wanted to escape when he thought of everything he had to face after returning home.

Even if he is condemned by his conscience, he still wants to stay far away. The darkness in the political arena is often unclear. Only when you are in it can you know how hopeless it is.If you can't be like those people, there's no way to survive in that environment.

Xu Congying is a different person. Maybe he was too young, too young to hold a bit of sand in his eyes. But think carefully, even if he is now, he can't continue to stay in that position even if he meets the original thing?

After leaving China, Xu Congying never mentioned that incident to anyone, but it does not mean that he has forgotten.

The man who was wrongly executed, he will never forget, will not forget that person, before dying, such painful and desperate eyes, will not forget that person, shouting, sorry for his daughter's appearance!

But actually? He is just an ordinary father. He doesn't apologize to anyone. It's the country who is sorry for him, or the person sitting in that position who is sorry for him.

Until now, every time I think about this matter, Xu Congying's heart is still not calm for a long time. He can't let go. He faces the dark sea and sighs in his mind. He can recall the man's eyes when he was dying. However, when he rings this time, he vaguely feels that there is something he has neglected.

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