Chapter 1405

In Ye Qingyan's castle, he once made friends, but later those friends died in his own hands. Gradually, Honglin understood that there was no need for any positive feelings in the world ye Qingyan created for them. Friendship or love were excluded.

Including how close you have been with that person, you still want to meet him in the dark tree hole at a certain time in a certain month. At that time, you are no longer friends, but natural enemies. If you don't kill him, you can only die in his hands.

After experiencing one or two of those friends, Honglin gradually restrained his mind, or began to follow the rules set by Ye Qingyan. He began to follow the rules set by Ye Qingyan. He began to walk alone like everyone there. Sometimes, he could hardly say a word all day. He was used to hiding all his heart matters in his heart. Although he showed his feelings for Lin Xiaoxiao very well, he did not say a word all day Obviously, but he never really spoke to anyone.

However, this evening, drinking warm wine and thinking of the relief just now, Honglin suddenly seems to open the conversation box and speak a lot with Tianming, a little brother who is not familiar with.

"I feel that I owe you all a word of apology. When I just said sorry to Zhan bingle, he interrupted me and patted me on the shoulder to let me go back to my room and have a rest earlier. At that moment, I realized how humble and insignificant you are. I used to think about Lin Xiaoxiao like that, how insignificant.

You know what? When I brought them out of the house, I was in a mess. I didn't know if I was right to do that. But I saw Zhan glacier the night before. I was so scared at that time that Zhan glacier and Lin Xiaoxiao would meet again. I would never have a chance. But at that time, I forgot why I was afraid. The reason why I was afraid was because I know that once they meet, Lin Xiaoxiao's eyes will never stay on me for a moment. At dawn, I'm sorry for you. I took Xiaoman away. You should be very worried about it? "

Listening to Honglin's inner monologue, Tianming's heart gradually softened. He looked up and drank a glass of wine. Looking at Xiaoman, who was sleeping in the counter over there, he had a happy smile on his face.

"At the beginning, I was really upset. I cursed you countless times in my heart. I thought that you took their two women and three children out for their own selfish desire. Your love for Lin Xiaoxiao is a burden at all. You have always been selfish from the beginning to the end. I think I hate you very much, but now I feel that at that time, I feel that you are a burden I'm naive.

Honglin brother, if you really want to apologize, I should apologize to you. We have known each other for nearly half a year. But to be honest, in this half year's time, more often, our relationship is a little bad. Xiaoman and I have said countless words that hurt you. In fact, at that time, we both knew that we were wrong, but neither of us would bow to you Sorry, Anna showed indifference to us, but I know you still have our friends in mind, otherwise you can't send Xiaoman back to your home at this time

After hearing the words of dawn, Honglin gently laughed, "don't think so well of me. Don't think I've sent Xiaoman back. You must be a good man. Don't forget how much blood my hands are stained with. Sometimes I kill too many people, and gradually some numb. Even at the beginning, you never want to kill people. You urgently want to Be a good person and believe that you will always stand on the side of justice in your whole life. But if you live in that dark environment for too long, sometimes you can't tell whether you are black or white

"In this world, there is no clear boundary between good people and bad people. It's just born to be human. So you have to eat some etiquette and shame and follow some moral rules. What's the bottom line for you? Whether you have a bottom line is the real dividing line. You are a good person and a bad person. You are not once. What you have done and what happened in our family has nothing to do with you. In this whole thing, you are a victim from the beginning to the end, and ye Qingyan is the perpetrator. I can't find Ye Qingyan to avenge, That's why I lost my temper on you at that time. Now I think it's a bit childish and ridiculous to come here. "

When talking about the original thing, the two people's mood seemed to be much calmer. Honglin felt a little surprised. Looking at the dawn in front of him, he seemed to be the same as before. The 20-year-old boy was full of youth and vigor, and his face was full of collagen protein, which Honglin envied.

However, Honglin thinks that the dawn today is different from that of the past. The child's eyes are no longer as dark and pure as they were at the beginning, but they are gradually becoming deeper and softer. This is probably a sign of growth.

"At dawn, I didn't expect to see you for such a short time. You are not the same as before."

The dawn bent his eyes and began to smile. After that, he was still as innocent as he had been. This is the light in his eyes, and he will never be the same again. "Do you think I suddenly become an adult?"Honglin is nodding, and there is no joking tone like him.

Aware of each other's seriousness, Tianming's face gradually became serious and restrained the smile on his face. "People can't always be like that. Xiaoman and I have never experienced these things before, and have been growing up smoothly. So I always feel that there is something wrong with myself at that time. Now there are so many things happening, and the experience is rich and inner At the beginning, I didn't understand why you talked so little. When I was thinking about problems, I always said things we didn't like to hear. Obviously, there were so many nice things to say, but you said those things, which made you angry, but there were very useful words, but now I gradually understand, You grew up in such an environment, there should be few people who can talk with you all the time. When you think about problems, you always like to take all the accidents into consideration first, and do things carefully, so as not to make any mistakes. Brother Honglin, I like you like this, but now I envy you like this, no matter what things you are facing, forever Can be persistent and calm. "

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