Chapter 1084

Xiao man's eyes brightened when he heard what he said at that time. She looked at him seriously and said, "I know that you still have the burden that your father placed on you. Moreover, you have a good family since childhood, and it is almost impossible to understand my idea. I want to see the outside world. I have stayed here for more than ten years, and I don't want to be a cage The birds in it. "

"Of course you are not a bird in a cage," he said incoherently in front of her. He tried to explain, but the more he said it, the worse it got.

He said: "Xiaoman, from small to large, all of our material conditions are basically the same. I have not worked in this respect. What's different from you? Besides, you know, we are all together from small to big. You can see all my things. Even if it is like this, you can't accept me?"

"No day, it's not the same," Xiaoshi looked at him seriously and firmly: "you and I have the same material conditions, just because you have lowered your own standards. Although the external conditions look the same, but the internal parts are different. You are from a good family and are willing to make such changes for our friendship and not to make me uncomfortable It's really moving. "

"It's not friendship," Tianming specially emphasized her: "it's because I like it, it's because of me, so I let myself do this since I was a child"

Xiaoman listened to this sentence, but he laughed easily, as if he had figured out something. She explained to him: "you see, you only did this to stand with me, but in the final analysis, you and I are still It's different. It's like your family is one of the most famous rich people in this city, with prestige and power. But I'm just a little hostel woman, bringing up children, and even a reorganized family. "

"What does it have to do with whether we love each other? I don't understand, and I can't understand. "When the day dawned, he looked at her with all the forbearance in his eyes. He couldn't figure out why she always bound him with these external conditions?

But Xiaoman was different from her. She looked at his eyes, full of helplessness and pain of life. She said, "I know you want to be with me now, but because you have been waiting for more than ten years. No, you have been waiting for 20 years. At dawn, you are one year older than me. I heard that you were born looking at me, although we have no impression, But I can also be sure that from small to large, you really take care of me... "

The next words, Tianming intuition, must not be what he wants to hear, because every time Xiaoman says such words, their feelings will enter another stage.

"In fact, I have always been very grateful to my uncles and aunts for everything they have done for us. From small to large, the house I live in and the books I read are all subsidized by them. To be honest, without their support, I can't imagine what I would be like. Maybe I will become a member of the colorful world outside, and maybe become a game for some rich people But my uncle and aunt pulled me out of the dark possibility... "

When it was too late, he stopped her from saying, "I know you always have prejudices about these things, but you know my parents are really nice. They have watched you grow up since childhood. They also like you very much. Although my family is rich and has great power, I don't deny them. But all these are external conditions I love you, it doesn't matter. If I feel that these are hindering our development, then I can abandon all this and live the life you want to live with you. "

"No," Xiaoman looked at him firmly: "at dawn, you think clearly, maybe, for me, it's not really like, or love, but because you grew up with me since childhood, or just because of your sympathy. The reason why I don't want you to spend time on me is that I also like you, like brothers and sisters, like family members, if you don't have a good time OK, I'll worry. "

In this case, it's very straightforward, and Xiaoman also uses the word "brother and sister", which can be regarded as a complete rejection of Tianming, involving his family, which seems to be an impossible thing.

What's more, Xiaoman said, "I just want a peaceful life, but your life is full of many unknown possibilities. I know you haven't grown up yet, but I've grown up. In fact, many years ago, the gap between us was widened. From the beginning, we shouldn't be together. Only your parents, my mother, will Our world is drawing closer, but this kind of situation is of no use. In the depths of our bones, we are still different. "

The world is so cruel. Xiaoman's family runs an inn. She has seen so many things like this. Don't blame her for being cruel. She just feels that if she can be relieved, she will do so.

In private, she had heard Dr. Lin talking to his wife.

At that time, when she was just 12-3 years old, she knew something. In this subtropical country, it is normal to listen to her when she is 13-4 years old.

Especially Xiaoman is a child of a poor family. She knows very well what the so-called marriage life is and how it happened. Now, when she recalls those things again No, she didn't want to remember.Now the most important thing is to go back to the hospital. The pain in the past makes Xiaoman wake up in an instant. It seems that something blocks her memory. In other words, she instinctively doesn't want to recall, and the more she thinks about it, the more headache she gets.

"Xiaoman, Xiaoman, what's wrong with you?" Tianming looks at Xiaoman's appearance, frightened and uneasy.

In fact, his heart is not good, it is clearly two people's business, but he saw from her too much does not belong to her burden, those things, for her, is not necessary to carry on her body, but she absorbed and digested, he did not understand, but it seems to understand.

No matter whether these things have hurt her feelings, or their own feelings, these things, for her, are an insurmountable gap between them.

Xiaoman tries to adjust his mood, looks up at him, and says seriously and firmly: "at dawn, if you are really good for me, please let me go, and let go of yourself and each other."

So hurt people, and so resolute, if it is not said from a small full mouth, Tianming do not believe.

She's always been like this, hasn't she?

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