Chapter 866

Chi Xiaoxi never thought that one day, she would wear this to knock on her mother's door.

Remember when she was a child, she once did something wrong, and her mother punished her for standing in the living room for one night.

In fact, now I think that the mistakes made at that time were just the mistakes that any child would make. It was just that she secretly took grandma's money and went shopping with her good friends.

At that time, her father had an accident, and Chi Xiaoxi had never told Lin Xiaoxiao that, fortunately, in the first grade of primary school, her father had a car accident and lived in the intensive care unit for a month before he was able to recover his life.

At that time, she was still in the teacher's class, and then a classmate came to tell her that her father had an accident. At that time, she was only seven years old. She didn't understand anything. She thought that death was a simple thing.

At that time, her cousin, who was several years older, had already understood that death would never be seen again. He would never participate in anything that happened in your life. He would never be able to participate in your growth, your worries, even your joy and sadness.

Because he's gone.

But she didn't understand at that time.

Only vaguely remember, at that time, big cousin's tears slide down, across the window glass, said a word, she was very vague, can't understand, now I think she already knew the news at that time.

Because at that time, it was her father who died.

In that small class, this thing really spread very fast, everyone was passing on, her father died, only she, a look of ignorance, even comfort big cousin, nothing, nothing.

Because she was educated that when she met someone crying, her first reaction was to comfort her and give her the greatest warmth. Only in this way can her mood be relieved.

But no, she still saw tears, across the screen from the big cousin's face down, with that age of young, clearly, she was still discussing with her a second ago, want to use stolen grandmother's money to buy something delicious.

Such pain, now think about it, is really painful and regret, why she was so stupid at that time, why did things happen at that time, she did not have a bit of consciousness

She didn't have any consciousness, and even implicated her mother. In order to comfort her, she had to rush back from the hospital. She comforted her and said, "Xiaoxi, dad is on a business trip. He's OK. Don't think about it..."

Who passed on everything in the school, big cousin? Or a teacher?

She still remembers the sympathetic eyes of the teacher, the eyes of those students looking at her, the excitement and curiosity about the word death.

And in the evening, mother's bowl of beef noodles, soothed her.

Even if she asked her to stand still, she told her after she finished her meal that Xiao Xi, if you have done something wrong, you need to be punished. Only in this way can you correct your mistakes.

In the latter half of the night, she couldn't hold on. She knocked on her mother's door, but she didn't dare. Later, she thought for a long time before she put on a rabbit suit. Then she thought that her mother would be happy to see such clothes. At least, she would let herself sleep for a while.

Later, she knocked, and then she saw her broken mother, who was crying all the time. In those two days, her hair fell off one by one, and then she never grew back.

The next morning, she drew a deep make-up, but still could not cover her dark eyes.

She's been living a stressful life for a month.

Chi Xiaoxi didn't understand at that time, but now, the longer she grows, the clearer she becomes. She remembers all the things.

Looking at herself in the mirror, she has already shed tears, those memories are like a knife, a knife a knife of the late her heart.

But fortunately, it's all right now.

Even if she was wearing a nurse's uniform now, she believed that her mother would forgive her because it was her mother

But at the thought that her mother would forgive her, that is, to let her leave the cold owl, her heart ached.

"That's your mother. No matter when you do something, she will forgive you and give birth to your mother." Lin Xiaoxiao's words suddenly appeared in her mind.

Chi Xiaoxi shivered.

Yes, how could she forget the most important thing? She had come to ask her mother's forgiveness.

After patting his face, Chi Xiaoxi tried his best to wake himself up, and then he put on a handful of oil. After dressing up, he put on his mask and went out.

When she went out, it happened that Lin Xiaoxiao was still on the phone. She didn't think much about it. She plucked up her courage and opened the door and walked into Chi Ma's ward.

Later one day, when Chi Xiaoxi thought about this matter, she also thought about whether she should let Lin Xiaoxiao go in with her. If so, whether things would be better, at least, it would not be like that later.After she pushed the door in, she saw Chi Ma sitting by the window with silent tears. Chi Xiaoxi was so sad that he didn't dare to look at her. In a hurry, she put the inexplicable tray in her hand to one side, and then walked to her side.

Chi Xiaoxi didn't dare to look at Chi Ma, because she was too clear. Chi Ma knew her better than her own. What's more, she showed her willing eyes and only a pair of eyes. She could definitely recognize her.

Even if it's just a look at each other, she doesn't dare.

"I don't need it now, you go out," Chi Ma looked out of the window, but she said to Chi Xiaoxi. She could hear that Chi Ma was driving her.

But She doesn't come in and go out.

But now speak, will completely expose her own, how to do?

After thinking about it, she took off her mask and knelt down in front of Chi Ma without warning. She was so abrupt that she was also shocked because she made a temporary decision.

Don't say it's her. Chi Ma is even more scared.

"You, you..." She thought it was a little nurse, but on a closer look, it was actually her baby daughter. Chi Ma's face suddenly changed, as if she had become another person. She was very indifferent, even in the face of her baby daughter.

"Mom," Chi Xiaoxi choked.

However, Chi Ma looked at her coldly: "what are you doing here? You go out, I don't know you. "

Chi Ma's voice was very cold, with a trace of cold wind blowing from nowhere. Chi Xiaoxi shivered and her body was softer. But she still looked up. She needed some courage, but what she didn't need was to expose all the cowardice in her heart.

Because she saw her own future, the past, like an inexplicable process, made her head big.

And mother in front of her, she has no way to hide.

"What are you doing here? I don't want to see you now. You're not my daughter. I don't know you..."

It hurts the most.

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