Liu Qingqing did not speak, pulling the corners of his mouth and rubbing his delicate fingers.

I looked at her with a smile. I didn't know what to say.

"Chinese New Year is coming soon. What do you do?" Liu Qingqing suddenly raised his head and asked me, I was stunned.

"Spring Festival..."

"I have to go back to my hometown. My grandmother specially called me to go back and said that she missed me very much." Liu Qingqing hugged my shoulder and said apologetically, "then I won't accompany you. You should be happy."

"I'm not a child. Spring Festival is just a festival. It's not a special day for me. Don't worry, I'll take care of myself."

In fact, since I became Tang Jiena, any festival is just a date for me and has no special significance.

Liu Qingqing accompanied me in the hospital for a while and then left. The ward was quiet, but my heart was in a mess.

Tang Jiena, you are really a package of bad luck. Love and friendship have all left you.

The only support of your family, now also in the wind and rain is crumbling.

I took a look at my mobile phone and found that it was less than 5 days away from New Year's Eve.

The day before the new year's Eve, Xu Dekai and Xu Ma came. They said coldly that they had asked the doctor and I could not be discharged from the hospital, so they asked the nurse to accompany me to spend the new year in the hospital.

They brought a lot of things, almost half of the VIP ward, and I felt like a bunch of sacrifices, and I was the one who had died.

On New Year's Eve, thousands of families are reunited and the city is full of fireworks.

I let all the nurses go back to celebrate the new year. It's not like living alone in the ward.

"Yes, Dad, we are going to have the new year's Eve dinner soon. The partners here are very enthusiastic. These days, they take me to eat all kinds of local famous dishes. It is estimated that I will have to put on weight when I come back from the Spring Festival."

With tears in my eyes, I called my father with a smile on my face. I cheated him a few days ago. I went on a business trip in other places. It's estimated that I can't come back until after the Spring Festival.

"Ha ha, you eat more. You've lost a lot of weight recently. We're ready to eat. You're not in my heart for the Spring Festival this year. Fortunately, I have your brother Ji with me. It's a new year." My father said happily, I hope he can really spend a comfortable Spring Festival with Jibo.

Hang up the phone, I support out of bed, leaning on crutches to the window, looking at the gorgeous fireworks outside, at the moment, my heart is not lonely and sad, it is impossible.

The huge world, but can not give me a warm home, so that I can sit down and have a happy New Year's Eve dinner with my family.

I closed my eyes and locked my tears in my eyes. I told myself again and again that it was nothing.

The door of the ward was suddenly pushed open. I thought it was elder sister Zhang, the nurse. I opened my eyes and looked out of the window. I said faintly, "Sister Zhang, how did you come here? Didn't you say that you don't have to come here these days?"

There was silence behind him.

My heart was startled, turned around, suddenly stunned.

"Minyuan, you Why are you here? " I am surprised to see him, the heart is very strong, a blank brain.

Shi Minyuan is holding a thermal lunch box in his hand and looks at me with a tight frown. His expression looks like ice.

"I didn't get on the plane that day. If you don't go, I won't go either."

"Minyuan, why are you doing this? It's my own reason that I don't leave. It's none of your business. You don't have to stay! " I am anxious to say aloud, heartache, and have some unspeakable feelings come up, let me become very contradictory in an instant.

"You're lying to me. You said you're having a good time now, but you had a car accident and they left you here to spend the Spring Festival alone. Their family didn't take you seriously. What about your father? Did he not recognize your daughter?" Shi Minyuan asked in a cold voice, with more anger in his eyes.

I shook my head. "No, the doctor didn't let me out of the hospital. I told them they didn't have to come. I actually hope to have a good rest."

Shi Minyuan shook his head and interrupted me, "now that you are still lying, you think this is a white lie. Do I think you are very strong? No, I think you're hypocritical. You're not what you used to be

A few short words, but every word is killing.

My body fiercely a shudder, backhand holds the windowsill just reluctantly to stop.

I bit my lips and looked at him, with a bitter smile, "yes, I'm not what I used to be, so you don't have to sympathize with me. You go abroad to find the life you want, which is what I want to see."

Shi Minyuan frowned and asked with a sneer, "you still have the heart to care about other people's lives. Shouldn't you plan your own future well, and you're willing to become a meat worm eating and dying? Believe me, they won't respect you. Don't trust anyone, including your father. "

My heart was deeply stabbed, and I begged, "Minyuan, don't you say it? I can't go back to the past. You don't have to feel sorry for meShi Minyuan came to me, his body that I am familiar with the smell of my nose, my tears immediately filled my eyes.

It's the taste of the people I love that never changes.

"I chose not to leave because I wanted to understand a problem during this period." He looked directly at me, and the expressionless look on his face made me feel deeply suffocated.

"After so many years of tossing and turning, I regret that I would choose her and give you up. I understand that only you are the one who is really worth my love. So, can you give me another chance?"

"No, you don't say that. It's impossible between us!" I cried, my chest heaved violently, gasping like a dying beast.

"I know that you have signed the contract now. For 10 years, I can wait for you. What are these 10 years? It's just a matter of flicking your finger."

"I beg you not to do this. You should be more rational. It is not the same now. We have to face a lot of practical problems." I was so anxious that I was about to cry. I never thought that he would say such a thing to me.

But this dream of the answer, I waited, but I did not imagine the excitement and moved.

Now I am full of fear, worry, and even a sense of guilt that he should not have stayed for me and made such an absurd decision.

"Jena, life needs to fight by yourself, so that you can get what belongs to you. The result of waiting for death is always a fish on the chopping board of others." Shi Minyuan raised his right hand and gently stroked my cheek.

This gentle action, as before, my tears burst the bank in an instant.