Chapter 97

I understand that he was really disappointed with me this time.

As soon as the funds were in place, Jianyu launched a comprehensive reform, and everyone was enthusiastic. There was a situation full of new hope after "the old Dynasty was overthrown".

I go out early and come back late every day. I put all my energy into Jianyu. I am tired every day. In fact, I have no time to think.

Winter and autumn are seamless, and suddenly it's cold.

That night, she came out from Jianyu and finished eating. It was already ten o'clock.

It was cold and the sea breeze was strong. Listening to the sea breeze through the window was like the roar of a demon.

When I was about to enter the villa area, I vaguely saw a man standing not far from the front. He was leaning over to look at this side, as if waiting for someone.

I slow down suspiciously, and the lights gradually illuminate his figure.

It's Shi Minyuan!

My heart beat fast, suddenly stepped on the brake, holding the steering wheel, staring at him in front of the car.

In his dark gray woollen overcoat, he stood in the cold and windy night, frowning and staring at me, his eyes frosting.

I shuddered, pushed open the door and jumped out of the car. "Minyuan --"

I cried sadly and ran to him and stopped in front of him.

"Why are you here?" I asked a guilty, his hair and a thin layer of frost, in the moonlight flashing cold luster.

He looked at me without expression and said in a deep voice, "so you are really married. I thought what they said was false. Do you live here?"

"I..." I bit my lips and bowed my head in embarrassment. The wedding of Qin Tian and I that day occupied the headlines of all the media. Shi Minyuan is a person who seldom reads news on the Internet, but how can the people around me not say so?

What if he hears from others?

I took a deep breath, looked up at him, and tried to raise the corners of my mouth. "Yes, I was married. I wanted to tell you before, but I didn't think it was necessary because it was not an important thing."

"Marriage is not an important thing. What is the important thing?" Shi Minyuan frowned and asked, his eyes full of disappointment.

I bit my lip and said bitterly with a smile, "as you said, a lifetime is too long. Life has to go through a lot of things. Marriage is just a small matter. What's more, marriage does not mean anything."

"But I can't understand why you married such a family." Shi Minyuan's voice was a little excited, and became extremely cold in the cold wind.

I was about to gasp. From the day I got married, I began to think about this answer. How to answer would be more dignified. I need a more gorgeous answer in front of him. I don't want him to see my embarrassment.

But until this moment, I didn't think about how to answer!

"You have always been a very simple girl in my heart. I can't believe that you will marry such a man with complicated family background. What do you compromise for? Is it because of Uncle Yin's business?" Shi Minyuan asked aloud.

I pinched the palm of my hand, almost heartache to death.

In Shi Minyuan's view, it is also a disgrace to compromise and accept such a marriage for my father's sake.

At least, he thought I was too idealistic.

Silence for a moment, I looked up at him, word by word said, "no matter what, it's not because of love, so it doesn't matter."

Shi Minyuan frowned and said, "doesn't matter? What does that mean? "

"Minyuan, please don't worry about me. It will be over soon. Life is like a play, just a play." With a smile, I lifted my hair at the temples and looked sideways at the dark sea in the distance.

"That's ridiculous!" Shi Minyuan said angrily, "Uncle Yin forced you to marry such a man, and you actually compromised. You make me feel strange!"

I still gaze at the sea with arms in my arms, and said with a faint smile, "I feel strange to myself, but nothing. My willful age has passed. I want to think about my father and family. Thank you for saying this to me."

Shi Minyuan was speechless, so he stood behind me in silence.

I dare not look back, because tears have blurred the vision.

In order to be with him, I had countless cold wars with my father and even quarreled with him. I have disappeared.

Because there is no one who is worth my willfulness.

He's not the first one, even though I still love him so much.

Shi Minyuan came to me and put his arms on my shoulder. My body suddenly trembled, and he held it steadily.

I can feel the strength of his hands, but those hands are frozen cold, across the thick clothes, or frozen to my soul.

With his back to the moon, his expression was very deep.

"Go abroad with me, away from this place full of gunpowder and malice, will you?"My heart convulsed for a moment, and I looked at him with wide eyes, and my tears rolled down.

Go with him?

As a lover or as a friend?

"Come with me," I dreamed of saying, and finally heard it in my lifetime. Unfortunately, it is in such a situation.

There is no romance, only deep water.

"I don't want you to be tortured here. You are a girl who yearns for freedom. No matter how submissive you look now, in fact, you are resisting in your heart, and I am heartbroken."

Shi Minyuan clenched my shoulder and I hastily lifted my sleeve to wipe my tears.

"I'm not going with you. I'm really fine now."

"Don't deceive yourself. You've known you for so long. I know what you think without talking." Shi Minyuan frowned at me, his eyes complex and melancholy.

I gently pushed him away, facing the fierce sea breeze and said, "Minyuan, you go, go to the place you want to go and live a good life. If I don't go with you, I will always bless you, OK?"

The sea breeze poured into my mouth and nose like hot pepper water, which made my tears even worse.

"I'll wait for you at the airport on Christmas Eve."

The sea breeze instantly submerges this sentence, when I turn back, he has already disappeared.

Thank you, Shi Minyuan. I can't go with you, but I will always love you.

I sat on the side of the road, tears streaming into a river.

I didn't suffer so much when he told me to break up.

An hour later, Liu Qingqing and I sat on the barbecue stand on the roadside.

I've had two beers without a bite.

"Don't drink, will you? You're drunk and I have to be investigated." Liu Qingqing pressed my arm and put the beer bottle in the distance.