C164 Just let me love you

Although Lin Muyan was curious as to why Bai Dongting had to answer the phone while carrying her on his back, he merely sat down on the side of the bed.

What she should know, he would definitely tell her. What she shouldn't know, she had better not ask too many questions! Lin Muyan advised herself not to worry too much, but... It couldn't be a woman who called, right … His ex-girlfriend? Or … Who?

After hanging up the phone, just as Bai Dongting turned his head, he was met with Lin Muyan's hidden bitterness and suspicion. He could not help but be startled, and then he smiled and walked over, bending over to pinch her tender face, he asked gently: "What's wrong?"

"I'm fine!" As Lin Muyan spoke, his face was still filled with unhappiness, causing Bai Dongting to be puzzled. She was fine just now, why was she unhappy in a moment? The woman's face really did change in February. He sat on the edge of the bed and pulled her into his embrace. She then asked patiently, "What happened?"

"They already said that everything is fine now!" Lin Muyan withdrew from his embrace, but after rubbing her hands together, she adjusted her position and laid on his legs, as if she was still unwilling to speak.

Just now, the two of them had been making trouble on the bed. He was clearly so intimate, yet he was still so gentle. However, in the next second, he could withdraw all of his thoughts and run to the phone with her in his back … She could ask, but why didn't he tell her who he was … Did he not know that she would let her imagination run wild...

Seeing that, Bai Dongting could not help but crease his eyebrows, he could tell that she was unhappy, but she was unwilling to say anything, causing him to not be able to guess why she was making such a ruckus. If it was anyone else who dared to have such a temper with him, he would definitely pull them up to ask for an explanation, or even if they were to just directly scram, but …

Looking at the red marks on her body and legs, his heart inexplicably softened. She was just a little girl, since she followed him, he should let her go a bit more. Also, she shouldn't be so angry for no reason.

Bai Dongting thought back to it silently, but he didn't seem to do anything!

"Bai Dongting..." When Lin Muyan saw that he did not continue speaking, she could not help but panic a little. Just now, she did not dare to directly push him aside because she was angry, because she was worried that her small temper would make him unhappy. After all, this was not Ancheng.

Lin Muyan admitted that she had thought too much, but such an uneasy thought popped up in an instant. Just like how she could have pushed him far away just now, but she was afraid to ignore him due to wanting to gamble. Although she knew that he would not ignore her, or perhaps, she could just give in and pretend like nothing had happened, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart.

The disparity between her and him was too great in all aspects, making it impossible for her to be sure just how much he liked her and how long he could like her …

"Yes." Bai Dongting responded with a word. He did not know where the problem lay and naturally, he would not say much. He was used to planning and controlling the situation, so when he encountered an unknown situation, he would subconsciously observe first.

At the very least, he had to know why this little girl was unhappy. Only by doing this would he be able to find a suitable solution!

Lin Muyan reached out her hands uneasily and grabbed the big hand that Bai Dongting placed on her shoulder. She put it on her own face, and only after feeling the temperature of his palm, which carried a thin cocoon, as well as the familiar smell of tobacco, did she finally relax a little, "You would also be unhappy that I have such a temper, right …"

Lin Muyan knew that she was so angry that there was no reason at all. Even if there was something she was worried about, she could just ask him, but she clearly didn't know anything. She could only think wildly without permission and put herself in the position of an innocent person to get angry at him …

"Un, I would indeed be angry!" Bai Dongting admitted that he was a little agitated when he saw her inexplicably lose his temper, but … He pinched Lin Muyan's face, and said: "But I want to let you go, and let you dare expose your true nature in front of me. You'll let me off a little more, and dare to be angry with me, and then tell me why you're unhappy."

"I've committed my narrow-mindedness again." Lin Muyan turned around, buried her face in Bai Dongting's stomach and said with a heavy voice: "I started to think again, I started to worry."

"What are you worried about?" Bai Dongting took out a rare form of patience. He was actually a person who didn't have much patience towards anything and people other than his target. However, when he heard her helpless, wronged, and struggling voice, his heart softened as his tone became even gentler.

"I'm worried that you can pull away at any time, but I'm too immersed in your gentleness to let go, so I … I dare not love you so much... "What should I do …" The happier he was, the more uneasy he would become. Lin Muyan knew clearly that the reason she was at odds with her was because she was angry at herself. It was the same as before when he didn't mind him marrying her.

Just now, when she saw him on the phone, she suddenly thought of her mother.

For example, her father, had married Qiao Siyu less than half a year after her mother passed away, and had even brought back Lin Nianqiao, who was around her age … In other words, while his father was living with his mother, she was also taking care of Qiao Siyu, so he had another family.

Her uneasiness came from many sources, such as the phone call her mother made to her father before she committed suicide... At that time, his father also had his back facing them as he closed the balcony door and made phone calls. His phone was always on the line and he never turned his head back … Otherwise...

Lin Muyan knew a lot of things about the past, but other than Ge Huan, no one else knew.

She thought about how her mother had stood on the stairs and watched her father's back as he called her, but her father had never connected with her. She watched as her mother walked past her and into the bedroom.

She hugged Bai Dongting's waist tightly. When her memories poured out, she felt as if she was about to be drowned in them. Only this man in front of her was the only piece of driftwood she had left, and the only thing that could give her some comfort.

"Don't do that." Hearing his crying voice, Bai Dongting immediately picked his up and hugged his tightly. Seeing her helpless look with tears in his eyes, his heart felt like it was being squeezed fiercely. He kissed her eyebrows and eyes and comforted her softly: "Don't love me so much.

Let me do everything. You just stay by my side and do things that will make you feel safe and happy. Bai Dongting made a lot of promises in his heart. He was willing to do things for her that he had never done before, and even give his all the pitiful feelings he had for her.

"You will always love me." Lin Muyan held Bai Dongting's neck, rubbing his hands together. Even though the bath towel had already slipped onto the bed while Bai Dongting was still in her embrace, it did not attract any more desire from Bai Dongting. He only patted her thin back lightly with an extremely pained heart: "Alright, I will always love you."