Jin Yu's deep lips trembled, "why do you feel helpless?"

"Yu Shen..." Xia Jin turned her head and looked directly at Jin Yu Shen, "before I lost my memory, was there no emotion between us?

"Jin Yu's deep pupil contracted slightly.

"Do you know what you just said? It's really annoying?"

Jin Yu put his hands on his knees and slowly clenched them into fists.

"Between husband and wife, one side always puts on a saint's posture, how painful the other side will be, have you ever thought about it?"

"Xia Jin, I don't mean to be a saint. I just love you so much that I don't want you to be wronged or sad. I just want you to be happy every day."

However, Jin Yushen's words did not move Xia Jin.

"Your love makes me feel too stressed." Xia Jin got up and stood up from the sofa, "if you go on like this, I will collapse sooner or later."

With that, Xia Jin will turn and leave.

How can Jin Yushen let her leave so easily? He grabbed her by the wrist and said, "Xia Jin, don't go yet."

"..." Xia Jin did not struggle and let him grasp.

"Xia Jin, I know that I have a lot of problems. If you point them out, I will get rid of them all, OK?"

Xia Jin dropped her eyes, and a trace of helplessness flashed across her face.

Such a life, she did not feel happy, and even let her feel some pain.

Sometimes, she can't help thinking, did she separate from Jin Yushen before she lost her memory? Otherwise, how could I not want to live with him at all?

See Xia Jin has been silent, Jin Yushen completely flustered, "Xia Jin, you don't leave me, OK? I'll be what you want me to be. I'll change everything you don't like, OK? I just ask... You don't leave. "

When he said the last sentence, Jin Yushen's voice trembled.

"Yu Shen, don't do that..." Xia Jin turned around and looked at him with a complicated look.

"When I know you leave home alone, I'm going crazy. I'm worried that if your head suddenly hurts and nobody cares what to do when you fall on the road. I'm worried about what to do with Jin an and me if something happens to you. I'm really worried about you."

With that, Jin Yu let go of Xia Jin's wrist and buried his head deeply.

Seeing him like this, Xia Jin was a little impatient.

"Yu Shen, it's wrong for me to steal from home. I'm sorry to worry you."

"Well."

This time, Jin Yushen didn't say anything more. Xia Jin never had to say sorry to him.

Walking to the front of the sofa, Xia Jin sat down beside Jin Yushen, "I'm sorry, I talked too much just now."

"You're right." Jin Yu held her hand in a bitter voice. "I really have a big problem myself."

"..." Xia Jin lightly pursed the corners of her mouth, and didn't know what to say.

"It doesn't make sense anymore."

"What do you mean?" Xia Jin doesn't know why.

Jin Yu looked out of the window with a slightly bitter smile on the corner of his mouth. "I've got cancer, and there's no time left."

"..." Xia Jin's pupils constricted and looked at him incredulously.

Cancer?

It's a lie, isn't it?

Xia Jin finds it hard to accept that Jin Yushen is joking with her.

"Yu Shen, this kind of joke can't be played blindly."

"I'm not kidding." Jin Yushen turned over and hugged Xia Jin. "You've found out before you lost your memory. I'm afraid you can't accept it, so I haven't told you all the time."

"..." Xia Jin clenched her lips, and her expression was extremely complicated.

"In fact, after you lost your memory, it's good for you to be indifferent to me." Jin Yushen's voice was hoarse, and his whole body was wrapped in great sadness.

“……”

"In this case, you won't be particularly sad after I die. It's very good."

Xia Jin closed her eyes and cried out, "what are you talking about? How could it be good? "

"I can't bear to make you sad, even after I die, I don't want to make you sad.""Don't say that again!"

After shouting, Xia Jin broke away from Jin Yushen's arms and stood up from the sofa.

Thinking that she was going to leave again, Jin Yushen quickly reached for her wrist and said, "Xia Jin, what are you going to do?"

"Get up." Xia Jin holds Jin Yushen's hand and pulls him up, "let's go to the hospital."

"What's going to the hospital for?"

"What else can I do to go to the hospital? Of course, I went to see a doctor

Looking at Xia Jin's worried face, Jin Yu warms up, "no, it's too late today."

"No way." Xia Jin firmly said.

"Ha ha." Jin Yushen couldn't help laughing in a low voice.

"How can you laugh?"

"Can I still cry?"

Finish saying, Jin Yu deep arm a little effort, pulled Xia Jin to come over.

Embracing her waist, Jin Yu said with a deep smile, "I'm glad you care about me."

"..." Xia Jin pursed her lips tightly and did not speak.

"It's not too bad. Shall we go to the hospital tomorrow?"

"But..." Xia Jin wants to say and stop, obviously still some don't agree.

Jin Yushen's face was close to Xia Jin's stomach, "don't worry, I won't die tomorrow."

"Don't say that you can't die." Xia Jin said with dissatisfaction.

"Well, no more."

“……”

Xia Jin sighed and raised her right hand to touch Jin Yushen's head.

Knowing that she was comforting herself, Jin Yu hooked her lips.

The fact that he had cancer was false.

Just now he struggled in his heart for a long time, but he told the lie.

If he doesn't tell this lie, he has a hunch that he will lose Xia Jin soon.

"Yushen, when did you find out?"

"A week before you lost your memory."

"..." Xia Jin nibbled her lips and didn't ask any more.

Standing on one side of the nanny head down, look a little complicated.

She knows that Jin Yushen is lying, but she doesn't dare to tell Xia Jin that her guilt has drowned her.

"Get up early tomorrow morning, and then we'll go to the hospital."

"Good."

Light should be a, Jin to deep let go of Xia Jin's waist.

Seeing the concern in her eyes, Jin Yushen suddenly didn't regret telling the lie.

It's not easy for him to get Xia Jin's care

For this care, he will try to keep this lie until the day when she really falls in love with her.

"What's wrong with you now?"

"I don't feel well in my stomach."

Do you have stomach cancer?

Xia Jin relaxed and sat down beside Jin Yushen