Chapter 283

There is no way to grow up without experiencing some pain, so canghaiyuan also cherishes the pain and everything she is experiencing now. After all, this is also the reason for her growth and change.

My life has really changed a lot from the beginning to now. Needless to say, I can feel this change. Although I can feel that I am really different from myself before, canghaiyuan doesn't hate myself now or before.

After all, no matter what stage it is, there is a reason why you become like that. Maybe it's because you have experienced something, maybe it's because you lack experience, so you just need to reflect on yourself. There's no need to hate yourself.

Even if you hate yourself, who will like you? Canghaiyuan sometimes blames herself, but still feels that she should love herself.

I don't want to yearn for the love of others. After all, it's the love that will be lost, so it's the best way to love yourself. If you are not good to yourself, who will cherish you for yourself.

Maybe there will be such a person, but not everyone will meet, so we still need to love ourselves. This is the protection for ourselves. Canghaiyuan's childhood education is to love herself, so we understand this very well.

So canghaiyuan doesn't know very well, those girls who can give up everything for one person, if that person really loves her, how can she give up the happiness she already has, and then go to live with him, so if those men say that they want you to give up everything and then leave together to wander.

Don't believe that.

If he loves you, he will definitely give you a home instead of taking you to exile. He has no way to settle down and has to walk on the road of wandering all his life. Although canghaiyuan doesn't like it very much, he has no way to refute it.

After all, it's other people's wishes and beliefs, so canghaiyuan has no way to participate in or comment on their affairs.

But as long as you know these things, it's enough. You won't be cheated, and you won't yearn for the feeling of wandering and enjoying it.

She doesn't want much. A stable environment, her own family, firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, tea, music, chess, calligraphy, painting, poetry and hops are enough.

When you have nothing to do, you can chat with two or three friends outside to taste tea, or wash your hands at home to make soup. You can watch the whole family laugh, instead of the cold family in the past.

Although her father and mother and her, but they seem to have no communication, only a room of silence, her kind of character should be developed at that time.

She didn't learn to be coquettish in front of her parents. Instead, she learned to bear everything in silence. She adopted her, but she didn't have any feelings for her. She just gave her a lot of things, all she admired and longed for. She got them on that day, but what she lacked was probably the love of her parents?

Canghaiyuan has never experienced that kind of thing and doesn't know what kind of feeling it is. Therefore, canghaiyuan doesn't understand the vague concept very well. She just feels that when she is with her so-called parents, she doesn't feel the sweet and boring feelings described in the book. She just feels a little cold, just like from the original orphanage, It's just another orphanage with better conditions.

Although canghaiyuan is really not reconciled to this situation, there is no way to do it. She can't change that situation. Her so-called parents just brought her back and didn't discipline her too much. She was never stingy about food and clothing, but she didn't give her a little love from her parents.

After leaving that world and arriving here, canghaiyuan feels that she is really alive. Dongnuan, nangongming, yeqian, Tangyu, yangqianyu, yaolao

The fetters of their feelings made canghaiyuan feel that he really lived in the world. After all, he had never felt the feelings before, and he felt all the feelings at this time, whether it was family or whatever.

Love, hate, love and hatred are staged around her. Sometimes, she has to participate in it. Although she is more tired than the previous world, canghaiyuan still feels that she is here. It really seems that she is alive. Although she wants to find the broken memory of the past, it seems that it is useless.

But after all, it's my own memory. Anyway, it can be taken as a memento, so canghaiyuan still wants to retrieve her broken memory.

"Yes, this matter is also closely related to you. After all, you also live in the city of the sky. If the city of the sky is conquered by the dark practitioners, no one can escape death. We are no exception."

So if they can't gather all the people to revive Shenmu at this time, the whole sky city will be destroyed by the dark moon empire. At that time, all the people here will face the last moment.

Although the mage may not kill them all, it will further weaken their power. After all, if the power of the sky city is too strong, their dark moon empire will also have a headache. So even if the mage is soft hearted, their power of the sky city will be weakened until they can't threaten the dark moon empire.

So if canghaiyuan knew what they were doing, they would be killed by Maggie before it was finished.

So they are still doing this in secret. They can't let Maggie know that they want to revive Shenmu. After all, after Shenmu recovers, the power of Dongnuan will be restored, and a God King will be born again. The threat to the dark moon empire is not just a threat, but a power that can directly compete with their dark moon empire, How can they just let them go.

According to the way of the dark moon Empire, those dark practitioners who don't know the consequences of directly destroying their sky city must want to directly destroy their sky city without the control of Moji, and no one will stay behind.

Although I don't know why Maggie didn't tell them directly, maybe it's a secret in their dark moon empire. After all, they are opponents who have been on the opposite side for hundreds of years. If they can't live without each other, no one can believe this kind of thing.

And not believing is a result, another result is that they believe, but even if they believe, and accept this kind of thing, then they can really live in peace? That's impossible, isn't it?