Just as Junlin had expected, Mrs. Huaiyang would never let Tan Lin refuse the invitation of the two princes. No matter in etiquette or for other reasons, she would not stay.

Jun Lin saw that Mrs. Huaiyang came in and sighed helplessly: "Alas! Since Tan Lin doesn't want to go with him, don't force him. No matter how others persuade him, it's useless. We have to wait until he comes out. "

Madam Huaiyang quickly bowed to her blessing: "don't worry, your Highnesses. The child is too sad now. It's hard to let go for a moment and a half. Please give me some time, and I'll let him enjoy the plum with you."

Jun Lin doesn't say much, so he pushes Jun ye out of Tan Lin's bedroom, leaving room for Mrs. Huaiyang to preach.

Mrs. Huaiyang closed the door and turned to rebuke Tan Lin: "you don't know who the two princes are. Why are you so reckless in refusing to accept the invitation from the crown prince? Don't you want to live? "

Tan Lin extremely calm, even slowly nodded: "yes, I just don't want to live."

Huaiyang's wife was stunned. She went to Tan Lin and said, "you can want to die, but have you considered our feelings as family members? Do you want to see the tan family suffer with you? Do you want to bury all the glory I have worked so hard for so many years in your hands? Do you know what I'm talking about? "

Since Tan Lin lost the most precious thing of a man, his mentality has gradually changed. When he heard what Mrs. Huaiyang said, he didn't want to cry, but his tears came out.

"Grandma, do you think a dying man will care about so many things? Now I just want to die. I feel that all the people in the world look at me with a trace of irony. I really... "

Before he finished speaking, Mrs. Huaiyang slapped him in the face: "I really raised a white eyed wolf. Can you know how much effort I have spent in joining the army? Do you know how much relationship I used to train you to be a left winger? Now just because you don't want to live, do you want to be buried with the whole Tan family? I tell you, you can go today, and you have to go if you don't go. "

Tan Lin fixed his eyes on Mrs. Huaiyang: "well, since you want the answer, I will tell you clearly how I came over so many years. I wanted to be a quiet childe, but you sent me to join the army. I wanted to save my life, but you tried to make me make a contribution. Do you know how many times I nearly died in the battlefield? Do you know how many times I want to escape? This is not the life I want at all. It's all you did for the honor of your family. Are you satisfied now? "

Mrs. Huaiyang's eyes widened when she heard the speech. She couldn't believe her ears. At the same time, she was more distressed for Tan Lin.

No one thought that he always wanted to be strong, and even had the idea of fleeing. Mrs. Huaiyang asked herself, is it really my fault?

She pondered for a moment, put her hand on Tan Lin's shoulder, and sighed softly: "no matter you blame me or hate me, the past can't be repeated. If it can be repeated, I will never force you. But now we still have a chance, not irreparable. While the emperor still has some pity for you, this is the last chance. Anyway, you should seize it, Even if you help grandma and the tan family for the last time, isn't it OK? "

Tan Lin raised his head and closed his eyes tightly. A drop of tears fell down his cheek on the bed: "OK, this is my last time. No matter how you force me in the future, I won't go to see anyone. Let me live and die on my own."

Huaiyang's wife looked at Tan Lin with heartache. She wanted to say a lot, but in the end, she was all blocked in her throat and couldn't say it.

"Well, prepare yourself, and I'll explain it to your Highnesses."

A quarter of an hour later, Tan Lin dressed up and changed into a clean dress. In January, he went out of the house for the first time.

When Junlin and Junye see him appear, they can't help laughing and saying, "you are willing to come out at last."

Tan Lin clasped his fists and bowed: "I've just offended many people, but I'm not. I'd like to ask the crown prince to make atonement."

Jun Lin said with a smile: "no harm, you can come out again, this palace has been very happy."

Then, Junlin three people went to Junye's residence.

Most of the people who come to enjoy the plum blossom are royal relatives, or they are the sons and daughters of civil and military officials. Jun Ye's residence can be described as overcrowded.

A group of people gathered in twos and threes to comment on the plum blossom in the plum garden, and some even played with poems.

Tan Lin is in the crowd, seems to be so out of place, ye Hongshuang with Yinger way to his side, but he did not respond, just stand in situ, do not know what to think.

According to his usual character, in front of so many people, he might rush up to fight with ye Hongshuang, but he didn't.

Ye Hongshuang frowned slightly, and a strange color flashed through her amber pupils. She didn't know how wrong she was. Maybe it was too much.

For a man, such punishment is undoubtedly the most vicious and cruel move.

Ye Hongshuang even feels that she can't make fun of today. But now that she has done it, she has no chance to stop,

What's more, when Tan Lin rushed into the hot spring pool at that time, if she didn't realize her awareness, I'm afraid that person in a trance would become herself.

When I think about it, I feel more at ease. However, the resentment between them has come to an end, and no one owes anyone.

Ying'er looks at ye Hongshuang and asks, "Miss, but you are in love with someone who once wanted to harm you?"

Ye Hongshuang returned to her senses and shook her head: "no, he can't take my turn to feel sorry for me. The person who should feel sorry for me should be Mrs. Huaiyang."

Ying'er nodded, looked at Tan Lin in the distance and said softly, "Miss, you can't hide from me. Although you have a clear sense of gratitude and resentment, you've never been soft to any enemy, but this kind of behavior of loving the enemy is really dangerous at the moment, and you'll have more trouble in the future. If you are kind to the enemy every time, sooner or later, you will taste what failure is like."

Ye Hongshuang is very clear that Yinger is absolutely right. She doesn't say anything at last. The master and servant leave Tan Lin's vision.

At this time, Jun Lin went to Tan Lin with a maid. He said with a smile in his mouth: "Tan Lin, today's Plum Blossom Festival is a group of younger people. You don't have to be formal. You stand here alone. Don't you feel lonely?"

Tan Lin said: "thank you for your concern. I don't know how to integrate into them. It's better to enjoy MEI LAI alone."

The king closed his eyes and said, "well, in this case, our palace will not be disturbed. You can enjoy it alone. It must be cold after standing for so long, right? I ordered someone to give you a cup of hot tea to warm your body. "

Then, the maid handed the tea cup to tan Lin. he was about to reach for it, but the maid suddenly shook her hand and spilled all the tea on Tan Lin.