Chapter 2101

One day of heavy rain, in front of the traffic lights, there was a constant flow of people and vehicles. Feng Sinan stood in the rain, holding the window of the co driver's seat with a big palm, looked at her and told her --- Su Xiaoying, I like you.

Su Xiaoying heard the "crackling" sound of rain outside. The cold autumn rain inexplicably made people feel cold and sad.

Su Xiaoying raised her eyes and looked at Feng Sinan. "It's not you, is it?"

Feng Sinan's deep narrow eyes baptized by the rain sank quickly. He knew that his secret was known by her.

In fact, he knows he can't hide it.

Feng Sinan deeply stared at Su Xiaoying's soft and bright face, and then slowly hooked his thin lips, "Su Xiaoying, it doesn't matter if it's me. What's important is that the man you've loved for so many years has always been me. Although you love wrong, love is love."

"Sakura, I love you too. If you ask me how much I love, my love is for you to turn back and for your rebirth."

Su Xiaoying shook her head. "Maybe it's not important for you, but it's very important for me. Feng Sinan, go back. I'm still saying that. There's no possibility between us."

"Why? Just because I had so many women, just because I cheated in marriage?" Feng Sinan lowered his voice, "OK, I apologize to you. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

Feng Sinan is also reasonable. When he was short of words, now he doesn't know what else he can say except sorry.

He knows she cares, which is normal. He has had a lot of women. She should care, but he doesn't know how to make up for it.

It's all in the past. There's no regret medicine in the world.

"Feng Sinan, that's enough. It's over between you and me. I've taken a wrong road and don't want to go on. In the future, you are you and I am me. There is no relationship between us."

Su Xiaoying stretched out her small hand, pulled away his five fingers on the window one by one, and then slid onto the window.

At this time, the red light turned green. Su Xiaoying looked at Feng Chen around her, "Dr. Feng, let's go."

Feng Chen glanced at Feng Sinan, "Xiao Ying, are you sure you want to go? Sinan seems to be injured."

Su Xiaoying raised her eyes and looked at the rear-view mirror outside. There was a large amount of blood flowing out at FengSi south station.

Just now she didn't notice. Now she found that the wound on his chest had been torn and now it was bleeding.

He didn't go, so he stood in the rain. It was easy for his wound to be infected and inflamed.

Su Xiaoying took back her eyes, "let's go."

Feng Chen nodded, "OK, I'll call Secretary Jin."

Maybach galloped away.

……

The car left, so did Su Xiaoying. Feng Sinan stood in place and watched them disappear.

The two big palms hanging on his side tightly clenched into fists, and Feng Sinan felt a lot of pain in his heart.

It was like a big palm came in and took away his heart. The feeling of emptiness, with the pain of tearing his heart and lungs, made him almost unbearable.

He has never felt like this before.

Is this... Love?

Feng Sinan hung his thin lips and smiled. He was still right. He couldn't afford to play with feelings.

He stopped playing when he knew he was in such pain.

He was dumped.

Oh.

At this time, an extended business luxury car stopped, and Secretary Jin came running with a black umbrella, "president."

Secretary Jin has been with this man for so many years. For the first time, he looks so out of control and out of his mind.

"President, it's time for us to go back. You left everything behind and wanted the time of this day. I don't know what happened between you and Miss Su on this day, but I'm deeply shocked by your choice. You chose to give up everything for Miss Su."

"But in such a high position, everyone can't help it. President, you make too many enemies. Once you fall, let alone Feng Hao, other political enemies will fight back madly."

"President, forget this day. It's the craziest, most romantic and most tragic day in your life."

……

Luoshuiwan villa.

Feng Sinan came back in the early morning. He took off his wet clothes, and the doctor came to treat his wound, but Feng Sinan's wound had been infected and inflamed, and soon he had a high fever.

The high fever that sealed Sinan last night only subsided. Tonight, the high fever is involved in a comeback.

Feng Sinan was lying on the soft big bed in the room. The heat wave of his body came in bursts. His whole body was hot and burned to 42 degrees.

I feel terrible.

"Su Xiaoying... Su Xiaoying..."

Confused Feng Sinan moved his thin dry lips. The room was dark and there was no light at all. He whispered Su Xiaoying's name hoarsely in the dark.

"Su Xiaoying... Want to hug..."

He said he wanted a hug.

Feng Sinan stretched out his hand and groped around. He wanted to grope for his little body as soft as jade.

But there's nothing. I'm empty.

Feng Sinan hugged Su Xiaoying's usual pillow. The pillow was soft and still had the fragrance of her body.

He buried his handsome face deep in the pillow.

Cannot sleep!

Feng Sinan was weak and wanted to sleep, but he couldn't sleep without Su Xiaoying.

In the dark, Feng Sinan slowly opened his eyes. The loneliness around him kept him awake all night. Su Xiaoying was in his mind and heart.

Feng Sinan stretched out his hand, opened the drawer beside the bed and took out the bottle of sleeping pills.

He poured out some sleeping pills, but there was no water. He threw them directly into his mouth and swallowed them.

Consciousness gradually returned to silence and darkness, and Feng Sinan closed his eyes.

……

Footsteps rang out in the corridor outside the room, and Jin zhe came again with the doctor.

Jin zhe pushed open the door of the room. It was dark inside. He couldn't see his fingers, and the curtains were tightly closed. In short, the atmosphere in the room was oppressive and suffocating.

"President."

Jin zhe shouted, then reached out and turned on the wall lamp in the room.

The warm yellow light came down. Jin zhe looked up and Feng Sinan slept in bed with his eyes closed.

"President."

Jin zhe went to the bed and called several times, but Feng Sinan didn't wake up.

Jin Zhe's heart sank. Feng Sinan slept very shallow all the time. A little movement would wake him up, so he wouldn't sleep so deeply.

At this time, he stepped on something. Jin zhe looked down and saw a bottle of sleeping pills falling on the carpet, and all the tablets in it spilled out.

The president took sleeping pills!

"President, wake up!"

Jin zhe reached out to touch Feng Sinan. With this touch, he found that Feng Sinan's hands and feet were cold and had no temperature.

Jin Zhe's eyes widened in horror. It seemed that he couldn't breathe. "Doctor, doctor, come on!"

The villa in luoshuiwan was brightly lit in the early morning. Feng Sinan swallowed more than a dozen sleeping pills and was pushed to the operating table for a rescue.