Chapter 168 I Need To See Her

"When I saw, she was affected by you greatly in that way, I had hope in my heart. It didn't take much time for me time to realize, how much you love her. She too started to have feelings for you so I was happy about it. The way you are considerate towards her I am thankful for that too"

When Lu Qiang heard him, "You don't need to be. She is my love and life now."

Jiang Yang replied, "I know, but still. You can say, when I see her happy because of you, I feel the burden on my heart is lessening. I might sound selfish, but the guilt of not being able to protect her, still gives me a pain but you being in her life is like a cure for that pain." He looked sad.

Upon seeing, sad and guilty looking face of Jiang Yang Lu Feng said, "It was not your fault Jiang Yang so don't blame yourself anymore. Whatever happened with her is in past now and we can't change it. We should make her present and future better so that she won't ever remember that incident for a single moment."

Lu Qiang too nodded as agreeing to what Lu Feng said but he looked calm and was immersed in his thoughts. He picked up a wine glass from table which Lu Feng put back as he didn't feel like to drink it when he heard the past. Again Lu Qiang emptied out that glass in his throat. Lu Feng was about to stop him but before he could even say a single word to stop him, Lu Qiang did what he wanted.

Jiang Yang stopped Lu Feng and said, "Let him be. He needs it."

Lu Qiang looked at Jiang Yang coldly and asked, "Why did you encourage me to go closer to her when she was suffering from the trauma from her past. You should have beat me when I first kissed her. You moron!"

Jiang Yang calmly replied, "No! Instead I would say thank you. That was the thing I was worried about most. I wanted her to have a life that the girls of her age lives or for her entire life she would have been running away from those things and would be alone forever."

Lu Qiang said again, "Agreed! But I would have waited for her instead of being in hurry and to start it against her will."

Jiang Yang smiled a little and said, "If it was against her will, you would have been in the hospital like that guy. Trust me, I know her better and what you did was the best thing you could do for her."

To hear it, Lu Qiang didn't say anything. He stared at the wine bottle in front of him on the center table. As he was about to get it, this time Lu Feng took it before Lu Qiang could even touch that bottle and said, "I haven't took a sip yet, now it's mine. Don't you dare to touch it."

Lu Qiang frowned and said, "A** hole!"

Lu Feng just smiled and replied, "Say something new." He didn't want Lu Qiang to drink more as he already had more than enough what he could handle.

Lu Qiang got up from couch and went to window. It looked like that wine was about to hit him. His eyes looked heavy and his footsteps were not steady. Still he went to window and stood there while thinking about something.

Lu Feng and Jiang Yang looked at him and they knew what he was thinking. He was thinking about his actions with Jiang Yuyan and it was clear for these both to understand.

Lu Feng walked towards the window, where Lu Qiang was standing. He put his one hand on Lu Qiang's shoulder and said, "Don't think of it in other way. She is happy with you and trust me she doesn't think of it in a way, what you are thinking right now."

Lu Qiang sighed and said, "I don't know. I should have known everything before and now it's too late."

Jiang Yang heard him and walked towards the window too. He looked at Lu Qiang and said, "Do you really think, I can allow anything to happen with her and that toagainst her will. If it was the case, I would have killed you at the very moment. She loves you. Can't you see that?"

Lu Qiang nodded and replied, "I know that she loves me too but she never said it by herself."

"Do you want me to give you a solution to make her confess her love to you?" asked Jiang Yang.

Lu Qiang shook his head and said, "No! I want to give her time. She will do it one day I know."

Lu Feng too replied, "From what I see, I don't think you have to wait for long."

Lu Qiang didn't say anything and continued to stare outside with his heavy eyes. Jiang Yang and Lu Feng left him alone for a while. They decided not take Lu Qiang home as he was drunk. Lu Qiang didn't eat his dinner as he didn't feel like to eat anything. He was silent and was just sitting near the window while staring at nothing. After dinner, Lu Qiang finally spoke and said, "I need to go home and see her first."

Lu Feng and Jiang Yang didn't try to stop him as they knew he won't listen to anyone so Lu Feng decided to take him back home.

In Lu mansion..

Lu Qiang and Lu Feng arrived home late after dinner so it was safe for Lu Feng to take Lu Qiang to his room without being noticed by anyone. Lu Qiang was in a drunken state. He was silent and was being obedient to whatever Lu Feng was saying. As they stepped out of the car, butler Xu Dui was there outside of the mansion door for some work. He saw, Lu Feng helping Lu Qiang to walk properly by supporting him. Xu Dui understood Lu Qiang was drunk and it was the first time ever he saw Lu Qiang like this. Lu Feng looked at him but didn't say anything as not even asking for him to help carry Lu Qiang to his room. Butler understood, he should not meddle in between there, so he averted his sight from these two brothers and continued doing his work.