16 Sorry not sorry..

"Marga! Over here" Liza exclaimed after seeing Marga going out from the dinning hall, while reaching her arms towards her as she immediately pulled her to one side.Stephen told Liza to bring Marga to the storage room where he will be waiting to talk to her, but Marga said that she still has some chores to finish before she could accompany Liza, so left with no choice, Liza followed Marga wherever she went.It was almost lunchtime when Marga was finally finished with her chores, so both went to the storage room.

"What did you say you wanted to get from here Liza?" the moment the words left her mouth, the door closed behind her and Stephen was standing by the door, she was stunned for a second.The two looked at each other for a minute until Stephen slowly walked towards her and said "Marga, I'm not sorry that I kissed you, but I am sorry that I did not ask for permission.I know you are confused and maybe angry as well, but I want to tell you that I am sincere with my feelings towards you." then he finally let out a breath.He was again wearing his dark glasses today, maybe he was afraid that Marga might look at him differently when she can clearly see the scar on his face.Marga looked at the boy in front of her, not really sure what he means " So you are sorry for not asking my permission but you're not sorry about the k-i-s-s?" she meant to spell the last word since it was stuck on her throat.

"Yes, that's exactly what I mean, ahm, no that's not it." Stephen looked down, unable to continue, he was really nervous, his hands are sweating, he can't even look at the girl."Marga, ahm, I kissed you because I...really like you and I want you to my girl...friend.I don't really know how to do this,...this is my first time confessing to a girl and I'm also not sure if I am doing the right thing here.... Can you not stay silent, please?" the boy stretched his arms but held it back as to not make the girl awkward.The truth is Marga is not really sure how to respond, this is the first time a boy confessed his feelings to her, not only that, it was also her first kiss, but "girlfriend", she's still young for that " I'm sorry but I don't think I'm ready and also at the right age to be in a relationship, excuse me!." as she hurriedly stepped out of the storage room.

Marga ran as fast as she could until she reached her favorite spot, a big oak tree standing just behind their rooms.She stopped there and finally sat immediately, her heart was racing and her knees were shaking, it is true that she is too young to think about having a relationship now, but she did not want to reject Stephen, however, she felt that everything was a little too fast, they don't even do it in movies this way, and she wants to get to know Stephen first and vice versa.While thinking to herself, Stephen finally caught up with her and said "You don't have to give me an answer right away, I know everything is too fast but right now this is how I feel." he said while still panting.Amazed that the boy ran after her, could this mean that he's really serious? "Ahm, can you remove your glasses and tell me again about what you just said?" she said because she believed that your eyes are the windows to your soul.