Chapter 571

"Xia Xia, I can't explain to you why I called the name you heard that night. But I can tell you for sure that you are the only one in my heart and eyes

"I'm the only one?" Xia Yunshu blinked the tears in his eyes, "I want to believe you, I really want to! But I really can't do it

Xu Changyang sat up from the sofa and stared at Xia Yunshu with deep eyes. "Before you came back to Tongshi because of Acacia, I rushed to find you the first time, although I knew you didn't come back because of me. But it doesn't matter. As long as you come back, I will take you as willing to come back to me. I didn't expect that your attitude is still so resolute, leaving no room... "

Xu Changyang closed his eyes painfully and said, "Xia Xia, I don't lie to you. I've never suffered so much because of a woman. I'm so miserable. I even make myself embarrassed. Because of you, I don't look like myself. In the eyes of others, a wise and invincible barrister is nothing in front of you. "

Xia Yunshu's eyes are clear, and he looks at Xu Changyang.

"If it doesn't make me clear who I really care about in my heart, then I'm a complete fool!" Xu Changyang's voice was taut and composed.

Xia Yunshu's eyes flickered, and his original firm belief and thought swayed stupidly in his heart. "You have loved Lin Sha for more than ten years, and I have been with you for less than a year, except for the four years of separation... Of course, I can't compare with Lin Sha in your heart. Xu Changyang, are you trying to coax me or cheat yourself

Xu Changyang is astringent but low smile, "I don't want to cheat who, more don't want to coax who, I now say every word is my heart words! Xia Xia, if you don't believe what I said at this time, it can only show that I have no credibility in your heart! "

Xia Yun Shuxin mouth a pain, lips gently wriggle, but can't say a word.

Xu Changyang stood up from the sofa, walked to Xia Yunshu, sat beside her bed, reached into a hand from the corner, and held her fist slightly clenched on her belly, "Xia Xia, that day I was really miserable! I feel empty, flustered and angry. At the same time, I hate you

I heard him say the word "hate" again and again.

Xia Yunshu sneers, tears will break away from his hand.

Xu Changyang held it firmly, "you left me for four years, long four years! In the past four years, I have determined over and over again how much I love you, how much I want to get you and stay with you forever! Xia Xia, how can you say such heartless words to me? How could you say that at that time? I also have my pride, so I hate you! But I know better that I hate you just because I love you so much

"Do you think I'll believe you if you tell me that? Four years ago, I was cheated by you as a fool again and again. Do you think I will be cheated by you? " Xia Yunshu clenched his teeth.

"These are facts! I didn't cheat you, and you're not as easy to cheat as you think! " Xu Changyang clenched Xia Yunshu's fist and roared in a low voice.

"I'm not so easy to cheat, but I'm also cheated by you? It can only prove that Xu Changyang's deception skill is high! " Xia Yunshu also roars back!

Xu Changyang's tense face twitched.

Then the moonlight from the window peered at Xia Yunshu, "when you came back, I was going to show you my heart. I don't love Lin Shou. I love you, just you! But your attitude is like a very sharp sword, a sword stab to my heart, I will also be very painful Xia! I am the same as you, the same is the body, where the body, will hurt! "

Xia Yunshu saw the scarlet eyes in Xu Changyang's eyes, and his heart trembled even more, "but you can't explain why you called her that night? Xu Changyang, you can't explain! "

"I'm explaining to you now! I'm overjoyed to know that you're back, no matter what the reason is. My mind is full of me telling you that I only love you, and Lin can't compare with you! " Xu Changyang leaned down and put his other hand behind Xia Yunshu's neck. He looked at Xia Yunshu's eyes like a trapped animal. Every word was like a blunt axe into Xia Yunshu's ears!

Xia Yunshu was still frightened. He gently shrugged his shoulders and breathed, looking at Xu Changyang's face, which was almost ferocious.

Seeing Xia Yunshu like this, Xu Changyang gritted his teeth with regret. His head softened, he nestled in Xia Yunshu's neck and gently rubbed her hair. His voice was hoarse and weak. "Xia Xia, I must want to tell you this, I must be. I don't love Lin Shou. I really don't love him. Can you believe me? "

Xia Yunshu shakes hard, tears from the corner of his eyes, and gasps with his lips open.

Xu Changyang kisses her ears and hair, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I can't control myself all the time. I always lose my mind so easily in front of you. Xia Xia, what should I do? You teach me, what should I do? "

Xia Yunshu's throat is blocked and he can't speak.

"I know I shouldn't have any blame or resentment against you. Four years ago you decided to leave me, I knew that I hurt you too much, I let you have no sense of security. I know it's my reason, my fault. " Xu Changyang said vaguely in her ear.

Xia Yunshu looked down at him. His face trembled in varying degrees. He opened his lips and uttered a few hoarse words, "you still can't put down the graupel."

A slight earthquake occurred on Xu Changyang's back.

Xia Yunshu felt it, and a smile from the corner of his mouth was uglier than crying.

So how dare he say in front of her that he only loves her?

Xu Changyang retreated from Xia Yunshu's neck and sat at the bedside with his back to Xia Yunshu.

Xia Yunshu looked at Xu Changyang's generous back, and his heart tingled. "I know Lin Zao has been negotiating a divorce with her husband, because of her child..."

These are the things that she came out of the private room and met Lin Zao at the door. Lin Zao told her.

"I can't let go of her, not because I love her."

Xu Changyang interrupts Xia Yunshu and looks at her seriously.

Xia Yunshu's lips were tight and his eyebrows were deep.

"I didn't intend to let you know about it, because I know you are the most hard hearted. But now, I have to say it. " Xu Changyang Road.

Xia Yunshu's eyes flashed doubts, staring at him, "what's the matter?"

"The accident that happened on the night of your engagement banquet with me led to the abortion of Lin Zao... Infertility all his life!" Xu Changyang narrowed his eyes and said.

Xia Yun Shuxin shivers fiercely, the two pupils open big unconsciously, "what do you say? Infertility for life

"Yes." Xu Changyang turned around, holding Xia Yunshu's shaking hand across the quilt, and looked at her with deep eyes, "this is the reason why Lin Zao had to divorce Qing Yin."

"You say, are you talking about the barrenness of Lin Zao, or is it you and her who have children..."

"Shut up Xu Changyang's eyes glared at Xia Yunshu, "what are you talking about? What, me and her children? "

Xia Yunshu, "..."

When she came out of the private room that night, Lin Zao always mentioned the child and him when talking to her... Although she didn't say it clearly, inside and outside of the words, it was to lead her to think in that way.

After just experiencing a embarrassment and humiliation, it's really impossible not to think that way when you hear what Lin Zao said!

Xu Changyang held Xia Yunshu's chin and said sternly, "listen, I haven't touched any other women except you! In this respect, I am not a casual person! "

"..." hearing his last sentence, Xia Yunshu was embarrassed.

From a man's mouth to hear this sentence, is really people, do not know what to do!

Xu Changyang was stunned. Maybe he was aware of something in this sentence. Ying Yi's long eyebrows closed tightly, loosened her chin, and said, "in recent years, I have been looking for an expert to treat Lin Shou's condition, hoping to cure her. This is also a kind of compensation. "

Xu Changyang looked at Xia Yunshu seriously, "so I can't promise you to completely ignore Lin Shou, not because I love her, but because I don't want to owe her."

Xia Yunshu droops his eyelashes and is silent.

Seeing this, Xu Changyang was not sure whether she believed it or not. Looking at her eyes, he was worried, but he didn't say anything more and gave her time to judge.

"On the night of the engagement banquet, Zhao Hanlei provoked me first. I was in a bad mood. She rushed to pester me. I couldn't bear to fight with her. At the most intense time, Lin Zao suddenly ran out, maybe to separate me from Zhao Hanlei, and... "Or for some other reason.

Xia Yunshu didn't say the following words. She thought it was cruel to say that in such a situation.

After all, she lost her child and her qualification to be a mother.

Xia Yunshu is pregnant now, the feeling of being a mother does not allow her to make such speculation, so she forbade.

Xia Yunshu raised his eyelids to see Xu Changyang, "I want to get rid of the entanglement with Zhao Hanlei, so I pushed him hard. I really don't know if I'm pushing Lin Zao, or if I accidentally met Lin Zao when pushing Zhao Hanlei... "

Xia Yunshu's eyes were red. He was at a loss and helpless in his eyes. He was also aggrieved. "I'm not aiming at Lin Shou. I didn't mean to do it."

Xu Changyang reached out and stroked the corner of Xia Yunshu's eyes. He said in a soft voice, "I know. I believe you didn't mean it."

"But you didn't believe me at that time..."

"I didn't believe you, but at that time, I had to send Lin Shou to the hospital as soon as possible. First, she was pregnant. Second, I don't want you to be responsible for this accident." Xu Changyang coagulated her and said seriously.

"Just believe me." Xia Yunshu said stubbornly, "but if you don't say it, hold her and go. It's our engagement banquet!"

"Xia Xia."

Xu Changyang stroked Xia Yunshu's wet face, "you believe me, I said countless times in my heart, I believe you, I must believe you!"

"Then why don't you say it?" Xia Yunshu was wronged and said that even though it had been four years, he was still very sad when he recalled it.

Xu Changyang leaned down, his forehead against her, and his eyes were staring at her deeply. "At that time, Lin Shou was bleeding heavily, and children and adults were very dangerous. What do you want me to say? I know you have a lot of grievances, but in that case, if you were me, even if you believe me unconditionally in your heart, would you say.