Chapter 46 - Desire

Yul cleared his throat to get his attention. Zeng slightly jumped but recognised the presence. He set the candle down, embarrassment replacing the frown on his face. His cheeks flushed and eyes panicked. Yul crossed his arms over his chest, looking at him with great amusement, an endearing smile hiding beneath his straight face.

It wasn't everyday that Zeng would go out of his ordinary way to do something like this. Then again, this day wasn't ordinary. It was special, for both of them.

"I-... I wanted to do something special but-..." Zeng seemed to be too embarrassed to continue. He looked all over the room not finding it even the least bit special than it was before. So instead, he fiddled with the hem of his shirt and then sighed, "Being romantic is so difficult." He admitted his defeat. Maybe this wasn't a good idea. Anything picked from a romantic movie wasn't a good idea. He would keep that in mind.

However, Yul was sure this was romantic enough. It was different than any other time he had entered his bedroom. His Zeng ge was here, waiting for him and trying on his own to do something special for their first time together. He found that se×y.

It didn't help much that Zeng was being bashful instead of his teasing self. He had always loved this side of him. And to top it off, Zeng was wearing a loose shirt, larger than in normal size with bottom shorts. 'His' shirt. And that was enough to flip the switch of Yul's patience.

He hooked a finger in his tie and loosened it, taking heavy steps towards Zeng, his eyes dark with desire as he approached the man who shuddered at his change of his aura.

Without a word, Yul picked him up. "Woah," Zeng gasped when Yul hoisted him up. On an instinct, the doctor wrapped his legs around Yul's waist. Not that he could fall since Yul had one hand supporting him from beneath and the other holding his waist from behind.

Zeng gulped at the raw hunger he saw in Yul's eyes. "You made me wait for a long time," Yul stated.

Zeng admitted,"I did."

"And now you are going to make up for it."

"I will."

Yul went for the bed, setting Zeng down and making him lay back so he was on top of him. Zeng's breathing paced as he felt a wave of heat and lust spreading through his body. He saw Yul lean down for a hungry kiss that intensified the heat and made it unbearable. He moaned, closing his eyes, submitting himself to the desire.

Yul started popping the buttons of Zeng's shirt to explore his chest. His hands roamed around the smooth skin before they found the raised buds. Yul pinched them, earning a low moan from Zeng. His lips suckled along the skin of his lover's neck, licking and biting on spots where he could feel the rapid pulse beneath the skin. Xiao Zeng was a moaning mess when Yul reached the side of his nape and placed a bold, dark hickey on it to claim his ownership.

Satisfied with the sound, yet hungry for more, Yul rose up, glowering down at Zeng. The doctor was breathless, panting for air, his eyes looking up at Yul with the same hunger. Yul smirked.

He pulled his shirt off in one swift motion, discarding it. Zeng couldn't take his eyes off the toned body. Every muscle so prominent, lean yet toned to the perfect.

"Like what you see?"

Zeng blushed a deep shade of red. He averted his eyes and nodded shyly. Yul smirked. He grabbed Zeng's hand and traced his palm along his lean muscles, from the pectorals to the abs to his rock hard erection.

The doctor unconsciously bit his lip, exposing the sweet mole below it and that drove Yul crazy. His lips found Zeng's once again, licking at the mole as he let the doctor explore and feel his body. The rest of the clothes were quickly removed since they were nothing but a hindrance by now.

When a point reached when deep kissing couldn't satisfy them any longer, they broke apart to step up.

"You know what to do?" Zeng asked.

Yul gave a nod, not breaking eye contact. Zeng pushed himself up to kiss Yul on the lips before he turned to the drawer to grab a packet.

"I prepared myself earlier." Zeng decided to tell the truth, "Because I couldn't wait any longer. I want this as much as you do."

That was all Yul needed to hear. He didn't have to wait anymore. He rolled the condom over his hard on and settled between Zeng's legs. He placed his erection at the entrance, all while Zeng clenched his fists in the bedsheet.

Zeng's breath hitched when he felt the probing and Yul gritted his teeth at how tight he was. Slowly pushing in, he filled him to the rim. Zeng closed his eyes and arched his back, letting out a deep moan. He could feel Yul throbbing inside him. A strange yet pleasuring sensation that threatened to make him cum.

"Are you alright?" Yul asked, concerned even though his own erection was painful to bear. Zeng nodded slowly. "You can move," he said through hooded eyes, his mouth gasping for air. He sucked in a sharp breath as the movement started at a slow pace. Yul distracted him from the pain with deep kisses and left hickeys on his throat and chest. Zeng relaxed when pleasure overtook the pain and even moaned when his sensitive spots were teased.

Yul lifted him up so that Zeng was sitting in his lap while he was still buried deep inside of him. Zeng placed his hands on his lover's chest, feeling the well-defined muscles under his skin. Fascinated, his hands travelled from the chest to the broad shoulders. He liked how they felt under his skin. Strong, firm, sexy.

All along, Yul kept looking at Zeng. He looked beautiful. He always had been but now, it was a beautiful he never saw before. Dewy eyes, flushed face marred with sweat, lips parted for air and body adorned with the marks he had left. Zeng was so incredibly beautiful.

Zeng's eyes met him, his hands travelled up to cup Yul's face, delicate fingers stroking his cheeks, doe eyes looking at him like he was his entire world.

"Wang Yul, I love you," Zeng confessed earnestly. Yul felt a shiver course down his spine and he almost came from it. A new felt desire took over him as he pushed Zeng till he was resting on the bed and increased his pace.

"Say that again," he pleaded and Zeng obliged. He chanted Yul's name over and over again, telling him how much he loved him, through words, actions and everything.

Zeng was a moaning mess and Yul savoured how his name sounded on those lips. He kept hitting that particular g-spot that elicited whimpering moans from Zeng, not going easy on him even for a second, the moans music to his ears. He groaned as he felt his climax approaching and he could tell Zeng too was near his own.

He paced his thrusts till he felt himself explode inside Zeng, who cried out throughout his own climax, the best one he ever had.

Yul rested his forehead against Zeng's, breathing ragged as the waves of pleasures slowly subsided. "I love you, Zeng ge," he whispered. Zeng smiled at him.. He wrapped his arms around Yul's neck pulling him down for a kiss, "I love you, too."