Chapter 238 - (H) SHE CAN'T

Lawrence knew that he shouldn't be thinking this way but because of the influence of alcohol and his heartache, he couldn't discern his intention. These thoughts were not supposed to be running on his head. 

That Movu, that bastard left her, while he---he was the one who loved her dearly---he's been beside her all along. He respected her so much that he hadn't done it to anyone for more than a year because he was hoping that she would give it to him once they got married. But, there's no more marriage for him, she chose that bastard over him. The man that hadn't contacted her for two decades. 

She will leave him for that kind of man--Leave, no---she can't. She can't leave him. He can't live without her, not anymore.

Yanarym woke up feeling her body was being molested by a drunken Lawrence. Her jetlag was starting to affect her, she had no energy to act pitiful or resist him. Will Movu get mad if she's not a virgin? Probably no, right? She opened her eyes and met Lawrence staggering pupils. He's pretty drunk… 

"What are you doing?" She yawned and tried to sit up but he pinned her shoulders down. "Lawrence." 

"Stay still," he smiled at her and gently stroked her cheeks with his fingers. "You can't go anywhere, Rym. You can't leave me… okay?" 

"You're drunk." 

"Hmm, yes, I'm quite drunk -- and it helps me think of a solution..." He whispered to her while caressing her cheeks. 

"Solution?"

"Yes, solution." 

"What are you talking about?"

"Family, I will tie you with my child. If you're pregnant with my child." 

"Lawrence, enough, let's sleep." 

"Yeah, we're sleeping together..." Lawrence stared at her and attempted to kiss her again yet she evaded his lips. 

"L-law..." She called him with a stuttering voice, Lawrence halted, he breathed sharply. He cannot fathom any rejection at this moment. 

"You told me you like me, but you love him?" He whispered to her and held her chin to keep her eyes on him. "What bullshit is that, Rym? I'm not… I'm not your plaything... You can't just say that we are over because that bastard came back. You can't dump me like your toy! I'm your fucking person!" 

"Lawrence..." 

He shook his head and brushed her hands away, "No, you are mine, he can't take you away." He cupped her face to lean down and kissed her. As his lips savored her, his hands started to roam all over her top then unbuttoned her pajamas. 

Yanarym tried pushing him away but he's using his weight to pin her. Fine, she will not fight. If he wants it, then give it to him!

"Guide-sama, make sure I will not get pregnant." 

Guide-sama: "...yes." 

She avoided his kiss by turning her head to the sides. He stopped with that rejection but his mind was determined to do it with her tonight. "You know right? Even if you touch me tonight. I am still leaving you tomorrow." She said coldly to him. 

Lawrence heard it but he chose to become deaf and kissed her neck instead. With her torso exposed he could easily lick her nipple, he held her waist and lifted her body to give him more access. And because of having foreplayed with her, he knows where her sensitive areas are. Which could make her moan and whimper, as her body shivers. 

He goes back to lips, but she still resists him. That didn't make him mad, he couldn't think at all. His mind was just filled with thoughts of owning her, that was his only goal. 

"L-Lawrence… if you d-do this… no!" She bit her lips feeling his finger intruding her body. She gasped for air and closed her eyes. The lust was starting to engulf her, she might as well let this conversation happen later. 

Her wetness made Lawrence more excited, his member was already hard and throbbing, begging to feel her warmth. He stopped licking her and kneeled. He looked at her half-nakedness, he took off his entire clothes then removed her pajamas along with her panties. 

That made them both naked, he could feel her cold skin against his. Which made him breathless. He goes above her and commenced another foreplay while rubbing his hardened rod to her damped and slippery cave. He was dying to stick it in her but on the other hand, he wanted to pleasure her more. 

His tongue traveled from her navel to her mouth, savoring her. This time she didn't refuse his kiss, she replied with the same intensity he was giving her. While his hands were busy on her bosom, he stopped grinding his hips and caused his hands to move. Lawrence held her legs and opened them wide. At this moment, he's starting to sober from the alcohol effect but was more intoxicated by her. He stopped kissing her and positioned his penis on her hole. 

Lawrence took deep breaths before invading her. "No! Ahh!" Lawrence holds her legs to stop her from moving while he pushes himself deeper into her tight tunnel. "Lawrence!" Yanarym scream as her center felt like was tearing apart. She knew he was big, and her body was a virgin, but she didn't expect it to be this painful. 

Lawrence kept on filling her with his everything, but he could see she was in pain. He leaned down to her and kissed her tenderly. He was not also in any good condition, her tightness was like torture and the electrifying ecstasy was making him insane. He just wants to start ramming her but he doesn't want her to hate their first time. Tonight, she has to remember it for the rest of her life. 

"Ssshh, it's alright. The pain will go away soon, trust me." He whispered to her ears. When he fully entered her body, he didn't hurry to move instead he wiped away her tears. Kissed her cheeks and stared at her eyes. "It's alright...."