Chapter 208 - ROBE

Cailly told stories of her class today. Yanarym shared some epic classes with her girlfriends', regarding today and Yazeno did as well. They are harmonious and for a second, Yazeno sets aside his troubles. 

As he lay on his bed, he couldn't find his comfort spot. His body was exhausted but his mind was still racing with thoughts. Because of what happened, he forgot to ask her about the guy Lawrence. He stood up from bed to spend the night studying, yet a knock on his door halted his step towards his study table. 

"Zen? Are you sleeping?" He blinked his eyes when heard that familiar voice. 

"No, Ate, I… I am awake." He hurried to the door and a fresh sweet scent greeted him. Her hair was still wet and she's still on her robe, fresh out from the bath. "What? Why are you dressed like that?" He looked in the hallway and saw no one. He pulled her to his room to prevent any of their servants from seeing her in this vulgar clothing. 

"I ran out of conditioner." She said,

"What? How did you run-- Manang Selya didn't buy you groceries again?" 

"I think so too." He scoffed, "You can use mine." 

"Cool, I'll bathe here too, I'm tired going back and forth, plus lend me your pajamas."

"What? Sis, I'm an adult now, can you be reasonable?"

"What adult? You're still my baby brother." She teased and didn't let him refute and ran to his bathroom. This was not the first time this happened, oftentimes she goes to Cailly's room but probably Cailly was already down for the night. And normally, she wouldn't disturb their elder brother who was always busy managing the family business. 

Yazeno had no choice but to comply. He left his room to get her clothes from her room. When he returned she was not done yet. He expected that normally she has to bathe for an hour and prepare herself for two hours. She's a high-maintenance woman. Her toiletries were always changed every five days because, in whatever way she's doing it, she could finish the whole liter of a bottle in that short period of time. 

While waiting, Yazeno proceeded to his idea of just focusing on studying to make himself drowsy; however, the sound of the water coming from the shower of the bathroom made his mind fly elsewhere. The thought of her naked body drizzled by crystal droplets---he hit his face with his book to erase the thought. How could he daydream about her body? This is getting worse second by second. 

"Zen! Hand me the pj's." He was startled that he almost fell on his chair. He panicked and gave her the clothes he prepared. He saw her hand that was showing, the rest of her body was hidden on the other side of the door. She's still wet. 

"Fuck Yazeno, snap out of it." He scolded himself and handed over her clothes. Minutes later she got out of the bathroom with her alluring smell, his body reacted involuntarily that he cursed so loud. He's becoming a fucking bastard with dirty thoughts. 

"Thanks, I'll remind Manang to buy groceries tomorrow." She said and kissed him goodnight then left the room. Yazeno took a deep breath and was stunned at his spot, he was so fucking turned on. He wanted to make this elicit image of his sister be gone on his mind but it was not fading. Her scent remained in his room. He took another sighed. 

He looked at his little buddy that was completely hardened, this is wrong, he shouldn't fantasize about her. This is wrong, that was kept on repeating in his conscience but he was already eaten by his desire. 

He closed his eyes and imagined that she's still in the bathroom with him, he sniffed her scent on the robe and started to masturbate thinking that it was her who was pleasuring him.

"Rym..." He moaned her name and bit his lips. He visualized that they were making love, with their voice echoing in every corner of this room. Her skin slid on him and her lips were devoured by him. He growled and paced up his hand's movements as he heard her muffled moan. It's not real but enough to make him ejaculate. "Fuck." 

When he opened his eyes, he took a deep breath and washed his hands. He glared at his reflection on the mirror and brushed his hair through his fingers frustratedly. He turned on the shower and bathed himself in the cold temperature. He's disgusted with himself. How could he imagine something so disturbing? With his sister? This was not right. There was something wrong with him. He punched the tiles in front of him until his knuckles bled. 

He should see a professional, this case, this problem, Yanarym shouldn't know this or anyone in the family. He will take these feelings to his grave. This was sickening, Yanarym would hate him if she knew this shit. She will never associate with him, and that can't happen. 

Yanarym heard the situation in Yazeno's room from Guide-sama felt aggrieved, she doesn't want to hurt that cute cinnamon roll or ruin his psychological or mental health but things have to be done for her to accomplish everything smoothly. And now that she had temporarily solved her problem with Yazeno, she could take it easy and make it up to the baby brother. She will treat him better to justify the damage she did tonight. 

Guide-sama: "Why is it temporary?" 

"Because there are things that the stronger you resist, the harder it will get overcome. There will be a point where Yazeno couldn't stop himself anymore. Just for example tonight, he tried his hardest not to fantasize but in the end, he still did but regretted it later."

Guide-sama: "Was this your plan for him?" 

"Yeah, kind of, I wasn't expecting that he would be so hard on himself, punching the wall like that."